ya i have a few new posts in my other blog angel-sings.. updated on my tj balai trip during the weekend.. itz my 5th trip already! =)

went to sch late cuz i overslept n i actually locked my door last nite.. so my dad cld not come in to wake mi up this morning.. he sorta scolded mi for coming home late these few days.. no more chionging for mi!!
juz nice i reach sch it was time for library induction.. itz great to be ogls... we get 1st hand information abt the sch n stuff..like the design section has been moved to upstairs, like the spec results r out, timetable is out.. n we'll be the 1st pple to meet the freshies n get to noe them n even lead them!
budden felt pissed with the ogls during lunch time.. i was the last to eat so i finished last.. n they all walked away while i was still eating.. i realli felt like no one cared.. v sad.. but there were gab, peilin n yvonne who waited for mi.. realli appreciate tt..
went thru the campus tour.. dunno y i felt v evaporated today.. no energy to move.. think jinwen was quite mad abt tt.. but we realli can't do anything cuz we no energy.. sorta 'dismissed' around 3pm like tt... dunno wad happened to them take so long to get to the dance studio lor.. i wait like siao then i went up to the library to look at the new design section..
actually i'm v scared to be in the same class with sandy they all in IM.. cuz their results v gd.. then they like to take their own sweet time to move frm place to place.. one day i might juz walk out on them.. sad tt i wasn't in the other IM class!
practised dance until 7.30pm.. there were changes made n we were messy.. but i can't make it tmr n sunday to prac anymore.. n monday is the full dress rehearsal lor.. reached home at 8.30pm.. anyway lucky i left early.. or else dunno wad time i'm gonna reach home man..

thur
went to sentosa with ogls.. din wan to go to ktv (the other option) cuz i feel tt go sentosa we can bond together better than singing.. i was late.. feel bad cuz i overslept.. (last nite slept at 5am ma..)
went to palawan beach.. played daidee n beach volley n went into the water.. i was the 1st to get dumped! haha.. sabby got sand into her eyes n it was v painful, esp when she had contacts on.. john felt bad abt kicking sand at her, but i dun think she blames him la.. they called mi Mini Me cuz i was v short.. haha.. n i made a fool of myself while playing beach volley..
continued to play.. around 5pm we played truth or dare.. i was the 1st to tio.. i chose truth n they asked who i feel is the most decent guy in DMD.. the next qn was who do i like.. i chose alternate truth n dare.. so i got to dance around a coconut tree, shout to a couple "who will marry me?", kiss sabrina.... haha
after bath, we went to PS at around 8pm to meet the pple who went ktv for dinner.. there were not enuf seats in pastamania so the ones who went to sentosa went to the foodcourt to eat. i ordered fried beehoon with lotsa ingredients.. after tt we chatted... abt everything.. personal things.. embarassing issues.. haha.. i like tt man~ hoho.. the rest came upstairs to look for us. took grp photo after tt.. n then go home. took NEL with some of them.. i was last to alight of cuz.. chatted online...went to slp at 2am..

wed
went to sch for ogl thingy.. practised dance in the dance studio beside the gym.. until 6 then i left.. felt quite angry with the rest for taking their own sweet time.. i waited for them at the lift.. walked slowly to the mrt station then called gab to tell them to hurry up.. i was worried i had to wait until 7pm b4 they arrived.. n they realli did.
but at least i wasn't late for my bahasa indonesia lesson. saw zirong n her dad in level 1. this lesson quite ok.. conversation in clinic.. after tt slowly walked to orchard cuz wanling was still on her way..
walked all the way to lido, but walked back to hyatt hotel to look for toilet =X then wanling sounded irritated when she called mi n i was juz walking back towards lido. queued at the entrance of chinablack..feel so great to be 18! no sense of guilt anymore!
alot of guys wanted to tok to wanling..haha.. we drank onli 4 glasses of alcoholic drinks.. 1 orange juice after tt for mi. edwin came after work. his fren is a member so he came in free.. quite sian after a while..
we stayed until closing.. walked to newton circus for supper. lucky i wear comfortable shoes.. ordered stingray (my 5th one this month!) n oyster omelette.. ed n wanling seem shocked tt i can eat so much.. wahha.. shared cab with wanling.. reached home around 5am ba..

=( when she likes something, no one can change her mind.. definitely not mi.. i have no impact on anyone's life anyway..

woke up at 5am cuz i set my alarm to ring..then received joshua's sms tt he's at jeremy's place so he cldn't drive mi to church. so i decided to slp on.. until 6.30.. woke up to bathe... then went back to nap a bit, until 7.30.. tt's how i ended up late for church. took taxi from harbourfront.
not bad mi n landy coordinate dressing quite alright, light colour top. a bit of mistakes during worship session.. but ok la.. itz still worship lor.. had holy communion. felt quite distracted n stoned during sermon unfortunately.. cuz i forgot to bring bible 2 days in a row.. sigh.. my bible is coming apart..
after service packed the files back to their place.. then hang around.. waited with landy for his parents n for alan to drive mi to harbourfront for cell grp lunch. i asked if i cld join landy's family for dinner n he was ok with it.. haha but of cuz i was onli joking..
lunch was ok... after tt chatted a bit.. felt ok until they started to tok abt things tt i dunno. when i asked, jieling told mi to figure out myself.. i cld imagine the look on my face change upon tt comment. suddenly i dun feel like toking to them. went on my own to walk walk.. then took bus 143 to my old hse.. changed to bus 30 to go to boon lay to meet hao. he bought mi a bball as bday present. i felt guilty cuz i left his belated present at home. wanted to treated him 'lunch' but he rejected tt offer. bought lotsa choc cuz of their packaging.. n bought a keychain for my dad for father's day gift. felt a bit bad cuz i din spend anything for mother's day..
anyway..the onli thing tt can keep mi happy is probably thinking abt pple who care abt mi..

sat played with neopets.. :P cuz hao gave mi his account.. found new games to play.. yunting also has an account.. =X told him abt my church concert.. he's ok with it. so i asked him to suggest some pple to go with him.. then i went for cell grp. bought potato chips to share.
combined games with elohim.. (yeah!) simple game with quite a complicated storyline.. after games we split up.. sigh.. el shaddai was left with few pple this wk.. v dull.. i spilled water.. =X after cell grp i went for dinner (cup noodles) with landy n shirley.. to tell the truth i feel tt she's not happy to c mi.. juz feel tt there's a gap between the young pple n the older pple.. there r juz pple who dun like to hang out with young pple n dun understand us.. like my sister.. she wld not go out with my cell grp becuz there's juz a gap between.. yet audrey, older than her by a yr, is more willing to hang out with young pple n try to understand us.. well.. toking in code here so dun try to interpret la.
had worship prac.. felt tt the singers r neglected as most of the attention was given to the instrument players.. but as landy pointed out, perhaps we sing alright n we dun stick out such tt we need attention.. went for supper at al-azhar with the guys.. had 3 pratas.. yummy.. milo godzilla.. yummy, cream! took bus with kelvin.. i alighted at lavender then took train to pasir ris.. then took taxi to costa sands resort to look for swee yi (my lao gong~).. her class chalet there.. but her classmates left by the time i reached. ate a bit.. but not much food left.. i dun feel full, i onli become lazy of chewing.. haha.. left at around 12.30am like tt.. took taxi home.

went to boon keng straight after OGL meeting (it was dragged until 6+) to meet the harvest event publicity pple..shirley andrielle n esther lai. i was kinda MIA for a long time so i was kinda lost in the progress of the designs. had some comments abt the chosen designs but hmm nvm. i wanted to do some more designs but shirley say we dun need new ideas... felt rejected.. anyway the guy in charge of tt company kinda inspired mi to do something for design.. i've been slacking too much..
went for dinner at lavender food centre.. heard so much abt it n finally! got chance to eat there.. ordered fried kuay tiao but was v disappointed with the quality n the service.. i asked for no bean sprouts n no chili... i got both.. arghhh.. i v niao one lor sure wld pick the bean sprouts out one by one de. got a lot of garlic too.. yucks.
took bus 133 to boon keng mrt station then took train back home. worked on the design until 5.30am.. sucks.. long time since i did tt.. halfway shirley n esther switched to away mode.. ... so i went to slp..
friday same thing but went to sch at 9am to do proposal. can imagine i din slp much lor.. but i think quite fun la, working on computer.. better than working with pple.. submitted our proposal but ms lee was there to correct our mistakes again.. sigh.. did until 7pm i think.. then the rest went to have dinner at amk. i went home for dinner.. continue work on proposal.. until i felt so tired i decided to go to slp.

yday was a very busy day... went to sch in the morning until evening.. then took train with john to orchard to meet my JI 1st 3 mths OG frenz.. had dinner with them in far east plaza n then aina encouraged the rest to accompany mi to dhoby ghaut where i wld attend my bahasa class. a bit late n lost when i arrived but can catch up..
after tt went to take bus to Great World city to meet kor.. took our time cuz we knew jueru they all sure late. went to zouk.. v boring nite.. wish i were at China black with my classmates instead. went home at around 2am..

well, to tell the truth hahaha.. i fell in love with someone during the camp.. hmm more like juz a crush ba.. hahaha.. crazy mi..

went to malacca for church family camp.. felt quite restless during sermons.. n i overslept quite a couple of times when it was time for morning devotion n evening sermon.. haiz.. might be under spiritual attack..

anyway i spent my 18th bday there.. the day din start well lor.. got a lot of bruises n cuts.. as stupid as paper cut when reading magazine.. i felt tt i need a birthday prayer to bless mi..

besides tt i had enjoyed shopping n eating there.. i din worry abt getting fat.. after all i dun get to eat in malacca often lor.. got RM$100 from my mom as allowance for the whole wk, then another RM$100 from my Godma as birthday present.. spent everything there.. esp on the last nite, jem, brian, nat, jon, shiqi n i chipped in all we had left, to order food like stingray fried kuay tiao chicken wings snails satay chee cheong fun... (salivating already?)

bought a lot of things too, at jonker walk, mahkota shopping centre, fajar... too many to list.. shared room with shiqi.. i was quite afraid to get into any disagreement like 2 yrs ago someone n someone... so i tried to be neat all tt.. haha she's particular abt certain stuff n brings a lot of cream n lotion..haha.. we r quite gd roommates.. juz tt between mi n elohim of cuz she wld choose the latter.. i have nothing to say abt tt.. but i enjoyed her company la..

went out with a big bunch of girls on my bday.. actually i dun mind walking around alone.. itz not as dangerous as indonesia.. but cristal accompanied mi as i sat down at a cafe to wait for the rubber stamp i ordered to be ready.. i appreciate her company.. =) she muz think i'm siao.. cuz i keep taking photos.. even of the food we ordered from roadside stalls.. haha..

camp part 2

woke up at 7am to wash up n get ready by 8. had beehoon n noodles for breakfast. played games again.. more new creative games. by afternoon i was a bit unhappy with some pple. did nt enjoy some games.. but my grp has v gd team spirit! felt stupid if i got angry over juz a game.. so i din realli cry. all of us had a long talk with seniors.. i decided to let it go. went to bathe but this time i nv go guys' toilet liao. walked back to Blk L level 6 together again but this time more tired n sian. we chatted onli for a while this time.. went to slp at 2.

woke up at 5am to get ready by 6am. had to run round the sch.. i was quite impressed with myself, managed to keep up with the rest without stopping.. our water parade was quite militant style. had to fill a plastic cup with water to the brim then gather, make sure we hold the cup at 90degree then drink it down. i had filled my cup with tap water so din feel v well. our 3rd try was to pour the water on ourselves.. it was darn cold man. but i still respect the trainer cuz he slept late the previous nite with us, woke up early with us n jogged with us..

went thru 4 stations of games with difficult conditions.. sorta failed their expectations so we had to redo the 4 stations. it was veri tiring man, run up n down flights of staircase to get to the other side kinda thing.. but i impressed myself once again by not giving up. haha.. it was great joy to complete the 4 stations (with lower expectations la) even tho we were VERI tired. went back to Blk L level 6 for a debriefing.. the trainer made quite touching statements. felt tt i have learnt a lot thru the camp. realli glad i joined the OGL camp! felt so stretched.

i am officially n OGL! now i worry abt next wk.. need to meet up for OGL planning but also need to work, how?

juz now got home at around 1.30pm.. too tired to go to church.. went to slp... overslept n in the end i nv go church for worship prac.. missed FOP as well.. sigh. but i think a gd rest is wad i need now. my body is aching all over..

chiong nite n camp

wow! such a long time i've not been home! juz an update..

wed i went to work 10-2pm. told suzanah i m going to quit soon. then i went to orchard to meet psychoianz (my sec 1-2 classmates). we walked around in orchard.. i think more fun than with my pri sch frenz.. =X sy n weili seem to be more feminine now haha.. while mi still the same.. haha..
we had lunch at taka, i had tori-Q bento. then walked to cine. took neoprint there. walked to heeren... then to far east, n finally we took bus to plaza singapura. had dinner at cafe cartel.. yummy but 3 girls shared linguine n pork chop.. tt's all.. haha.. walked back to heeren.. kor n i went to look for jueru amanda n elaine at starbucks at the california fitness tt building.
went to chiong at MS Cheeky Monkeys.. quite a happening nite.. but my phone low batt.. so i switched it off. anyway i din wan to go at first, but i thot, since my camp on thurs start in the late afternn, i felt tt i have time to rest b4 i go for camp. this is the 1st time ever tt a guy approached mi haha.. he intro his friends... they all come from america marine, juz passing by singapore. i danced with them then brought them to eat roti prata.
they chatted with us abt their experience in other countries. they dared each other to drink curry.. so funny.. we juz dun believe tt they stay at meritus negara hotel.. thot they got it wrong shld be meritus mandarin until they showed us their hotel key.. we left at 4am.. kor n i walked to the bus stop to wait for NR home. but i think there weren't any NR anymore. so i walked around to find atm to withdraw money n take cab home. walked all the way from MS to raffles place, UOB plaza!! v quiet.. glad tt kor was there to protect mi haha..
reached home at 5am.. went to slp... until 9am..

cldn't slp anymore, dunno y.. packed my bag.. left home at 2pm.. reached sch on time. gathered at Blk L level 6. played games.. felt tt the games r veri creative n original.. i was v impressed with the trainer calvin sim (i think) he can talk v well n is humorous, a bit lame, but i can say tt he's a realli gd trainer. 1st day of camp quite slack actually.. we were split into 4 grps after 2 games. poor olc, ian, alvin n henry were chosen to represent the 4 grps to eat bananas, to motivate the other grp members to hurry create grp cheer n flag.
after tt we had dinner, then nite game. using a bandana n 4 pple at a time to bring a cup of water across the platform. quite difficult yet achievable. after tt we washed up.. our bathing area is at the sports hall building.. veri far away frm Blk L! a few girls went over to the guys' toilet to bathe, quite fun, being able to joke with the guys.. they're realli a fun bunch! walked back to Blk L level 6 together. the girls bombarded the guys with our singing in the lift, delibrately trapping them inside so they had to endure our singing until we reach level 6.
the air con is auto switch off at around 8pm ba.. so we had no air con.. there was v little wind tt nite.. so it was quite warm. after bath perspire again.. -.- chatted n played dai dee... walked with henry at level 2 to buy drink then go toilet :P walked with jf to watercooler at level 2 also to refill waterbottle.. went into the guys' room.. felt tt john is someone who treats girls v well.. he gave mi a light stick to play n allowed mi to use his bag n cushion as pillow..
the guys slept so i went out to chat with gab, shaun, john n rene. they had finished their session of ghost stories.. took photos of the moon... it is an open air area... veri cool.. went to slp at 5am..

to be continued..