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Friday, December 31, 2004

gosh i wish i can upload photos..but this ain't my comp.. hmmph. i can't download the photo uploading program...

right, i'm back from Phuket, safe and sound but sick. (muz be the chicken wings on Christmas)
a bit love sick too... missing someone....

if i weren't sick i would try more food while in Thailand! =( hehe.. nvm la.. kinda wish to come back earlier becuz i think the air there quite bad.

missed a lot of lessons, hope i dun get debarred. anyway today's new yr eve.. hope i'll have fun..... hope jw will go out with me hehehehe...

Sunday, December 26, 2004

hoho i'm at the airport now... checked in already.. going to Phuket v soon to visit my sis n also experience the aftermath of a flood! cool eh.. in case i can't come back alive, hmm... nvm.

our flight was delayed.. not sure whether we can still shop happily there... doubt we can have great sun fun at the beach.. but itz ok.. for family reunion lor..

u guys have a great time in singapore.

btw regarding the trouble i was in... i'm still in the process of getting out of it.. haha.. nvm..

Monday, December 20, 2004

starting to miss thailand again.. the peaceful life back there... the language... i wonder if u guys noe how screwed up my life is right now.. actually i also dun realli wan to share...

suddenly dun feel like writing anything... altho i have a lot of thots...

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

so much to say after i'm back from Thailand... my life is changed... kinda can't adapt to the hot weather back here...

i screwed my life too.... i can onli say tt i haven't been good during the trip...missed a lot of days of QT...

these 3 wks have been unforgettable....

Monday, November 22, 2004

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

okie i have the time now to update my blog.. hoho..

let me start with 4am on sat morning.. umm maybe nt. boring stuff like waking up n brushing my teeth n bathing...? went downstairs at 5am with my parents. there was a van chartered for us for our fishing trip.. around 15 of us.. reached woodlands point n i took uncle john's car cuz there weren't space in the van. it was my 1st time going thru customs in a car! v fast... we got to a petrol station n waited for the other cars to meet up with us but they din come. jane n i played dai dee on the car n chatted.. this smart, lovely n lucky girl went to new york for an exchange program! n she's only pri 6...

reached this pasar makan somewhere n we had our brunch there. quite ok la the food.. after that we went to the jetty to wait for our 10am ferry. we muz have missed it cuz we had to wait until 11+am... jane said she noes this worker called ah boy, n even if she doesn't noe anyone there she can make frenz easily.. we reached the kelong n she recognised ah boy.. i onli got to tok to him after dinner.. the few of us were playing dai dee in front of the television.. man they have SCV there!

later that night ah boy, ah lun n their thai cousin caught fish n cooked them for us.. they cooked eggs also.. haha special treatment ;) we had carlsberg n chatted until 4am like tt... i went to bed.. woke up at 5.45am.. altho it rained, i felt warm n woke up. my dad was juz abt to go fishing.. i managed to catch quite a number, everytime i let my hook down i wld have at least one catch! n those times i din catch anything, i was frustrated n bored. cuz on a kelong, if u're not fishing, u dun realli have anything much else to do. ah boy reminds mi a lot of frenky, n ah lun reminds mi of ah yang. cuz ah boy always bullies ah lun n they both r around tt age, but dropped out of sch already. *misses frenky*

then on the morning a few of us took a speedboat to pulau sibu to swim at the beach. ah boy drove us there. had fun with the huge waves! after an hour or so we went back to the kelong. i continued fishing n refused to bathe cuz there was limited water n i dun wan to get clean already then get sticky again. then i realised the time was onli around noon... had lunch then continued fishing until i got realli dark. i din eat much there cuz basically the food isn't realli that nice.. this was then i got frustrated - the jellyfish came, a lot of them.... they drove the other fishes away.. =( spent most of my late afternn basking in the sun n enjoying the sea breeze...

that night i slept from 11pm until 2am, then woke up to play dai dee, eat fried eggs and sausages cooked by ah boy n had carlsberg... jane went to slp n so did the rest, leaving onli ah boy n mi...so we chatted thru the nite until morning... he told mi a lot abt himself, his life, but he kept his age from mi.. =( i find his life v cool n happening... he worked as a DJ b4, had tattoos of his ex gf's name, dares to swim at night when the current's like so strong, n wld have swam tt nite if the jellyfish weren't there!... haiz.. *lovesick* he told mi tt he wld be going to JB to work next yr n might celebrate his birthday in a club... 22nd may.. *i'll remember tt date!!*

in the morning he disappeared to find someone..so i went fishing.. my dad was up long ago n started fishing already.. the jellyfish were still around.. at around 8am they started to clear n a lot of fishes came into view.. i caught a big fish..hoho! we left around noon... sigh~ if i had stayed another nite i wldn't want to leave, yet if i had stayed onli for one nite it wldn't be enuf to noe ah boy well.. reached home at around 7pm.. dad fried fish for dinner... =X ah boy left a missed call.. went to bed early.

on tue morning i woke up n continued planning to refurnish my room.. went to outram to shop for cds.. jay chou doesn't have any new stuff leh.. onli a book. bought tt. ting came to find mi n we had popiah for lunch....so expensive!! shared a plate of carrot cake too. walked around... bought a dress =D slippers.. then we took bus to ikea. shopped for wood for shelves.. we spent a long time there... finally at 7pm we left n went to my hse... i saw a missed call by ah boy aka yau, so i called back... we chatted for 10 min haha... he said he missed mi... hoho.. told him i went shopping n he said one day he'll come n shop with mi.. he also said he forgot to give mi something.. hmm...so mysterious sia.. i showed ting the photos i took on my trip... n i cldn't stop toking abt ah boy! (my usual self)~
thur was deepavali... went to punggol plaza with my parents for breakfast n decided to go to msia over the weekend. we took bus to changi village to buy fishing hooks... had bak kut teh for dinner..
fri i went to sch to jog with ting.. then came to my hse to cook! haha... nt bad la our cooking... we watched 2 movies at a go.. nice~! daniel wu!!!!
urgh..i have no time now to describe my trip to kelong during the weekend... went fishing with my parents n their cell grp. it was a realli cool trip n i met a yandao there... he took my number n called mi after i came back to singapore! chatted with him long distance yday for 10 min haha... abit worried abt my phone bill cuz i'm sure i'll tok to him everyday! he's my dream guy.....awww..tall, dark, handsome, older than mi... haha.. i wish i can post his photo here.. too bad my mom doesn't like him.. he's a super pai kia! he's half msian half thai... soon i'll learn thai n be able to converse with him in cantonese, chinese, bahasa n thai!! hahaha

my dad says i caught more fish than him..haha.. i can be a pro fisher already! hmm i am so tanned now.. so nice..

anyway i'm fa hua chi-ing... haha... long time since i went crazy over a guy....

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Friday

happy things:
presentation over, sch hols is here!
go sab's hse, dinner at ghim moh, watched scary movie 3
talked to rach...

sad things:
wanling shoot mi during presentation
din do well for IMPJ
no one go out celebrate...

Sat

happy things:
read Calvin & hobbes comic, gained inspiration ;)
went to look for sab & gang at queensway after cell grp
Paul drove...

sad things:
no time to stay with them...

Sun

happy things:
spent whole day with dad
went back to old house for lunch (char siew rice) & walked around
got craft idea from Hobby House
Huang Na's wake at my old house downstairs...(not tt i'm happy she's dead... it was quite interesting to noe tt such thing happened so near where i grew up u c...)
had a feeling of nostalgia....
went to Turf City to walk around... v interesting place... no high rise buildings, all we saw was a piece of waste land n the cloudy sky...
went fishing with dad in the evening...caught a fish! =D
went to the airport to fetch my mom, she juz came back from vietnam... she bought so many stuff back i felt pai seh to take them... i got a vietnamese costume!! =D n so many cute stuff...
went to the pasar malam near my hse.. bought a PINK top n bottom n PINK bedsheets!! woohoo~! also bought ramly burger.. yummy n fatty~~~ haha.. walked a lot..

sad things:
persis told me tt frenky quit..... i felt so heartbroken i cried last nite...

Mon

happy things:
went to sch early for YEP briefing n get to noe one another
1pm went to novena sq for lunch.. had grilled fish set at Han's with hx n clarence from SEG
went to TTSH to take jabs... (3 at a go!!!)
went back to sch for more briefing.. (not v happy abt this la)
dinner with hx n wh
walked home...

sad things:
the briefing was quite boring actually
split up with the grp during lunch (haiz, no unity)
quite scared to take jabs
the guys from other courses super UNgentlemanly! carry bread then heavy stuff leave for the girls.. wth!!

Friday, November 05, 2004

woke up around 7am this morning to go airport dengan orangtuaku cuz ibuku flying to vietnam for business trip... itz the 1st time... then i rem to msg my sis to let her noe while i was having breakfast at mac's at terminal 2..

took bus 24 from the airport bus terminal.... the trip was totally cool... i love tt bus ride... passed thru old buildings, geylang serai.... saw a long stretch of pasar malam... i love tt feeling, of having the time to take a bus ride from one interchange to another, and sightseeing beautiful sceneries.. somehow i felt tt i wish i grew up in the east, where there r a LOT of good food... yet i love my experience in the west... hmm.. i love Singapore lah. lol.... i onli dislike the part where there is construction.... those evil machines take precious buildings away like the Old MacDonald House in Dhoby Ghaut.... sigh~

guess i'll find time during the hols to go to the paya lebar area to take photos.. hmm~ i feel so free!!! yay! then wanling replied my msg... she sounded quite friendly... i suppose as long as we dun do work together we can remain v gd frenz ba... i can forget all the unhappy things....

Thursday, November 04, 2004

woke up at 9am today... so shiok... kinda took my own sweet time... noe itz bad attitude..but... who cares??

had breakfast with my dad in south canteen... he toked to mi abt spending money in bangkok... told mi not to go coffee houses, juz bring the 3-in-1 coffee from home... he was reading Streats n there was an article abt the poor pple in HK r getting poorer, such tt they have to live on S$1+ worth of fish and vegetables for 3 days..... the rich pple in singapore are getting sicknesses like heart attack, diabetes cuz of too much gd food....

anyway i went to pass olc my home econs apron, a prop for their drama... saw their filming studio... so pro! so cool....

after tt i walked past the examination halls, thot to myself, if i were an engineering student i'd probably have better grades.. i'm better at memorising stuff, take care of the technical aspects n stuff.... but i'm in a design course, which i suck at.... of cuz, being in engineering course ain't my interest, so wad if i can do well there? i wldn't be maximising my capabilities... i noe my design sucks... but i believe there's room for improvement.......

i juz feel like a freak, a confused kid.... unsure of my gender.... wahahaa... juz kidding...

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

bosan sekali!!! anggota aku belum datang ke kelas untuk IMPJ... aku tak tahu sekarang bisa melakukan apa...

yday i slipped home early b4 wanling came back from dinner.. haha... waited for bus for v long sia..

had dinner.... din eat much... watched a bit of tv then read my old mags...... quite fun la... sometimes i buy a lot of things when i spend a lot of time outside.. then come home n juz leave them there, haven got chance to appreciate them.... i muz spend time at home while i can...

btw i can't read msgs on my tagboard cuz the sch blocked off some sites... so... dun leave msgs there anymore la...

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

pek cek ah....can't wait for hols to come.....

IMPJ sux.....!!!

HOLIDAYS!! THAILAND!!! CHRISTMAS!!!

sigh...

dunno y i crave for cold food, like ice cream, coke, only when i'm having my period... ...

Monday, November 01, 2004

haha.. something v embarrassing.... i cried in class on fri..... cuz the guys were watching some gruesome violent movie n i was curious... caught a bit.......n became v traumatised... haiz... then i cried...

on my way out of sch i still thot of tt scene.... =S
23/10/04 Sat
v happening day.. woke up quite early.. yuling din reply my msg abt meeting today, so i went to chinatown for breakfast with my parents...Yum Cha!! my first visit there... the food quite nice but i think nt as gd as expected.. then i took bus to JE to meet sou mun, my mei.. we went to SAJC for open house. the students there thot i was still in sec 4.... i told them my prelim couldn't make it to SA.. they told mi to pray for my O levels... lol.. even raphael thot i was sec 4 too! yay!

after taking sou mun to tour around the sch we went to the church library to meet landy to prac for offertory item. the radio was kinda spoilt... so we used my discman. prac a few times then finished. went to far east to meet yihao to get yuling's laptop.. took bus 132 back.. but ended up in bukit merah interchange... zzz..... walked out to take another bus back to church. v late for cell grp..

after cell grp had worship prac..

24/10 sun
many pple told mi i sang well for offertory.. well i was having flu n was singing in my "flu voice" ..so called by kelvin.. anyway all praise n glory to God!

after service there was prayer meeting n prac for worship nite.. prac until quite late... had udon at home for dinner..

25/10 mon
it was the anniversary of hao n mi... went to meet him after sch.. he dressed quite beng to mi.. we went to swensen's for dinner.. had apple crumble.. v sweet n starchy..

walked to dhoby ghaut to take train home.. he sent mi home..

26/10 tue
brought vcds to sch.. cuz i have no time to watch n return the next few days.. itz movie day! after sch continued to watch until around 9.. went to return..was abt last minute b4 the shop closed!

27/10 wed
went to church after sch for sound check for worship nite.. dad brought dinner for mi.. got watermelon also.. haha.. joshua drove mi to serangoon then i took mrt home.

28/10 thur
also went to church after sch.. worship nite rehearsal.. until quite late...

29/10 fri
Psalmist Worship nite! great mountaintop experience.... after tt went to PRC to take a look... nothing for mi to buy... toked to elaine abt dmd.. helped to pack up. until 1+am... then we went for supper in adam rd.. altho i was v full! sara lee cake v nice!! went back to church to slp at 3am...

30/10 sat
woke up in the middle of the nite cuz it was warm n i had a lot of mosquito bites! went to switch on the fan then went back to slp. woke up at 7+am.. went to Ikea for breakfast. chris joined us n we chatted abt last nite...

felt v sad cuz persis went to tj balai alone........ if onli i brought my passport along... i wld go buy tickets for the next ferry! went back home to bathe n rest... woke up at 12.30 n swee yi called to chat... we chatted for 50 min (on my hp)..ouch..haha..

went to punggol plaza to buy sports bra..woo~! haha..

went to kelvin's hse tt bus stop to meet jac they all to go alan's hse.. his hse v nice!!!! they've got great design ideas! we watched vcds.. =D nic tse n daniel wu!!! so shuai n cute!!

watched white chicks halfway cuz it was getting late n i have to catch the train home.. had brandon for company..

31/10 sun
woke up kinda late for church.. met julian n john n jon yong at harbourfront.. after service there was PRC too.. esther drove us to AV for lunch.. she kena a $50 fine for parking in a non-parking lot.. =( i went to join m'kaddesh after lunch.. esther drove us to far east to return the stock.. bought another indonesian worship cd.. =D considered getting an Alkitab..

the parking fee was $2..... so ex... i dun wanna drive a car man.. we went to parklane to play pool.. man i need to prac more often! after tt esther drove mi home... felt totally uncool.... cuz i stained my skirt.. =(

had a splitting headache after tt... but still went to punggol plaza for dinner with my parents.. walked around... watched tv, took panadol n went to slp.

Monday, October 25, 2004

my life is so screwed...

my comp broke down.. i sent it for service on fri, yday they called to say it'll take 2 mths to repair.

i fell sick.. can't breathe..

got impj to do... no comp how to do???? haiz.

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

it sucks..

i dun understand y...

y does she seem to ignore mi when she doesn't need mi?

y does she ask stupid qns like, 'how come ur tissue paper so thick one?'?

how come he's like tt...

Sunday, October 17, 2004

long time no go online.. my comp crashed.. been staying at olc's hse for 3 nites... nv slp much cuz i was helping him n hx with their Dreamweaver doubts..

my comp.. haiz.. hope itz fine now.. anyway i prayed tt the comp will repair by itself.. it did.. managed to save some impt files.. then the next time i switched on my comp again it crashed soon again. haiz.

now i backed up ALL my files using wanling's hard disk.. thank God itz with mi haha.. if it crashes again i can reformat without feeling sad... oh but i dun haf certain comp programs like microsoft office n adobe n macromedia.. so i can't do work without them..

anyway, thank God lor..

but i haven't done my testimony for Psalmist... later can? i'm kinda screwed as u can c.. forgot to bring money haha.. Shirley i'll pay for ur lunch next wk hehe..

Thursday, October 07, 2004

White Flag

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you or tell you that
But if I didn't say it well I'd still have felt it,
where's the sense in that
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were but

I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble,
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over" then
I'm sure that that makes sense but

I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet, which I'm sure we will
All that was there, will be there still
I'll let it pass, and hold my tongue
And you will think, that I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be

Oops I did it again
Artist: Britney Spears
Album: Oops!... I did it again

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I think I did it againI made you believe
we're more than just friends
Oh baby
It might seem like a crush
But it doesn't mean that I'm serious
'Cause to lose all my senses
That is just so typically me
Oh baby, baby

Chorus:
Oops!...I did it again
I played with your heart,
got lost in the game
Oh baby, baby
Oops!...You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

You see my problem is this
I'm dreaming away
Wishing that heroes, they truly exist
I cry, watching the days
Can't you see I'm a fool in so many ways
But to lose all my senses
That is just so typically me
Baby, oh

Chorus:
Oops!...I did it again
I played with your heart,
got lost in the game
Oh baby, baby
Oops!...You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

"All aboard"
"Britney, before you go,
there's something I want you to have"
"Oh, it's beautiful, but wait a minute, isn't this...?"
"Yeah, yes it is"
"But I thought the old lady dropped it into the ocean in the end"
"Well baby, I went down and got it for you"
"Oh, you shouldn't have"

Oops!...I did it again to your heart
Got lost in this game, oh baby
Oops!...You think that I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

Chorus:
Oops!...I did it again
I played with your heart,
got lost in the game
Oh baby, baby
Oops!...You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

Chorus:
Oops!...I did it again
I played with your heart,
got lost in the game
Oh baby, baby
Oops!...You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

Tuesday, October 05, 2004


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peilin n faj setting up also.. Posted by Hello

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truthfully...all these things tt's happened recently made mi think whether i still love him or not.. looked thru my receipts.. saw those of art friend n all those printing shops... thot of last sem's assignments.. i kinda missed those times... cuz tt's when i started to fall in love with him...

or maybe i'm juz feeling emotional now...

but then again.. itz been a long time since i have tt feeling...

*tries to shake tt thought out of my mind*

*tells myself...* he's better as a fren...

Thursday, September 30, 2004

DMD is so evil... the assignments arouse a materialistic lust in us! =X

k la, referring to the recent assignments, GUI, design mp3 player - muz do a lot of research, then wan to buy... design PDA... i wan to buy!! Zire 72!! then web design assignment, redesign eng wah website... everyday c movie ads i wan to watch lor...! cinderella story! new police story!! =X

Friday, September 24, 2004

tmr i'm going to tj balai again! excited... itz gd to feel excited... itz been a long time since i felt anything!

gonna go there with audrey onli..pray tt it'll be a wonderful time of fellowship n worship.. this time we're not going to teach sunday sch... so v relaxing trip!

i muz be more mature in order to be a leader... i believe v soon i'll become leader of .... ? haha i dun anyhow guess yet.. muz wait for God's answer.. no more childishness! onli childlike faith!

Saturday, September 18, 2004

the shopping centre opp my hse has opened~! glad tt there's mounting board~!!

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

oops..sorry jo.. i shldn't have commented on ur frenz.. =X

btw.. i juz realised tt he's not my type..

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

monday pon lecture to go gym wahaha.. wanted to go watch movie with ting, but wanling wanted to discuss web assignment after sch.. like quite gan chiong so i decided nt to go. went home after sch, cooked maggi mee goreng for my mom n myself, printed out my web assignment 2 analysis then rushed out.. saw joanne at wanling's hse downstairs the coffeeshop with a couple of old guys.. :S went to wanling's hse to do web lor.. den around 10+ they guy she like was coming to her house downstairs to smoke with her.. so i went home.. too tired to go online..

today web n authoring lesson.. during break we discussed dsnv project.. felt quite argh....pekcek ah.. tried to explain lesson to her but she juz dun understand, n yet also v impatient to listen.. still asked other pple when i already explained.. hmmph nvm.. juz venting some frustration..

i think my authoring is gone case.. i kinda totally dun understand the whole thing..

after sch continued to discuss dsnv.. kinda stupid la.. spent 2 whole hours thinking up a slogan for our commercial.. :S went home with wanling n edmund.. went to the shopping centre near my hse for dinner with mom.. v long queue n difficult to find seats.. lucky onli 2 of us.. mom still bought dim sum.. hopefully after a few days tt place nt as popular la..

Sunday, September 12, 2004

been having nightmares quite often lately...

last nite dreamt tt i lost my phone.. i saw it being taken away n i did nothing, when i finally want to look for it, the person who took my phone was gone.. !

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whoa.. v busy weekend.. travelled a lot..

sat went out around 1pm.. took mrt with sis.. she dropped at dhoby ghaut while i took to outram park. went to the cd shop to help ze jian buy jay chou cd.

walked to some bus stop to take bus 196 to queensway shopping centre.. no time to walk around, have to find printing shop to help my sis print her namecard.. a little communication problem with the workers there, but ok la.. turn out ok.. went for cell grp.

decided to join my family for dinner at chomp chomp... went off around 6.15pm.. took bus to harbourfront, met ruijie n chatted a bit with him. then took mrt to serangoon. n then took bus 317 to serangoon garden way. supposed to wait for my sis cuz she forgot to bring her hp.. now we realise the importance of hp! but waited damn long.. mom called mi to go inside n eat first, daddy go bus stop wait for my sis.. in the end waited v long.. i eat finish already wan to rush back to church for worship prac den she come. dad drove mi to church.

worship prac..actually i go also a bit extra.. cuz they nv set up mic for mi, in the end i nv get to test mic at all.. but at least i noe wad songs we'll be singing for praise n worship. paul nv drive =( haha.. took mrt home.. fell asleep while listening to kelly chen cd.. reach punggol already then got some guy tap my shoulder to wake mi up.. haha so pai seh! but i slp until got headache.. reach home bathe n watch tv..then slp.

sun woke up at 7.. argh.. set my alarm to go off at 6 lor.. took taxi to church, reached a little b4 8.30am.. thank God the taxi driver quite considerate, turn down the volume of the radio as i read the bible.. felt quite unease cuz i din manage to finish my QT last nite n lately been troubled with a lot of things.. but as i read Psalms 120 n 121, i felt literally my heart lifted up n peace fell upon it! itz a v gd feeling..

fell asleep during sermon.. not tt mrs anita benson is boring.. but i was realli tired! the parts where i listen r realli gd. after service psalmist had a brief meeting in the prayer meeting room..then i went down to the library to eat lunch.. joined in their meeting for worship night.

practised a while for the worship nite event..at 3pm i rushed to airport. took bus to harbourfront, change to bus 65 to orchard, then took bus 16 to marine parade, THEN change to bus 36.. finally reached the airport at 4.40pm like tt.. tt's wad i do when my ez-link card has -$1.19 value n i no cash to top-up! =D sent my sis off... took a lot of photos.. took bus 27 then walked home. juz had fish bee hoon for dinner..

Friday, September 10, 2004

last nite went offline early.. went to bed to lie down 1-2 hours.. then woke up to wash up, do QT, think abt my cp assignment... went to slp at 1am..

woke up at 9am... dyed my hair.. din dare to leave it on for too long cuz the instructions say if leave on for more than 40 min it will damage the hair.. tried to do my cp but still quite slack.. until 10+am then i actually got down to doing it.

around 12 my dad drove mi to sch.. wanted to find somewhere to eat.. went to somewhere near jalan kayu.. the hawker centre is going to be demolished soon... itz in a depressing state now.. not many stalls left.. so we went to my sch.. he accompanied mi while i eat. rushed thru my food so i actually din feel like i ate at all.. went for cp class..

submitted my work.. think itz alright ba.. juz quite badly rendered.. was sitting beside john.. n all the guys came over to view some gruesome website with all the disgusting pictures of dead pple.. i dunno y, but it din affect mi... haiz... wad's becoming of mi!

after lesson went to blk L to look for edmund.. saw ze jian they all buying ice cream outside mrt.. keep forgetting to buy cd for him.. ahh.. tmr ba.. took 162 to dhoby ghaut... chatted abt sec sch academic stuff.. he's actually smarter than mi haha.. or maybe i juz slacked too much in sec sch.. :P

tickets to A Cinderella Story sold out.. =( haha..no chance to watch movie today.. went to park lane.. ran a bit...feels so gd! he wanted to buy comics.. i dun like the smell of the shop so i went out.. he bought mi mcflurry... hehe.. long time nv eat liao.. walked to somerset for "snack".. rotiprata.. dun think itz nice leh.. i prefer thick thick dough de.. had beer at Side Walk Cafe beside hotel meridien.. he underaged wor.. =X i scared he will fight when he gets drunk.. haha jk..

walked to istana park... i dun think i went there b4.. nice place.. walked towards bugis to take bus home, but we stopped at SAM cuz itz TGIF! wanted to go SAM on a friday but haven got the chance.. so realli happy today lor.. picked up this "Tourism passport"... i think of it as a game lor, collect stamps when u visit places of interest in singapore... sounds fun! so we got the SAM stamp liao.. :P

my hse nearby tt shopping centre like going to open soon.. went in to take a look.. hmm got cheers.. next time midnight bia work if hungry can go there buy food!
my hair is quite in a disaster nw... hope something can be done when i go back to xuena next wk...

Thursday, September 09, 2004

last nite dreamt a lot.. some nightmares..

the 1st one.. dreamt tt edmund went away on school trip with a lot of DMD students.. if he hadn't been in singapore, then who have i been toking to and going out with? haha.. sounds quite ghostly huh. the airport didn't look like changi..looks emptier n cleaner, more like japan..

2nd one.. is the shopping centre i dreamt of b4.. quite scary in a sense tt itz quite rundown, but this time the exterior looks quite beautiful.. i was with my sis.. she wanted to shop on the 5th floor while the things i shop for are at the 4th floor. so we went our separate ways. on the 1st floor were children playing water.. i went up the stairs, seem to become shuying's hse.. at the 3rd floor i was looking around in the house, then suddenly i saw shuying.. told her tt my sis was also here. juz then i heard her say hi.. i had to turn 360 degrees b4 i saw her walking toward shuying.. kinda creepy huh.

after tt i dreamt tt i fell in love with wh during the thailand trip..! =X haha..

woo.. har gao n lor mai kai wor.. wad's going on!! haha.. jkjk..

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

anywayz.. today wanted to go gym, but wanling not feeling well n nv come.. so din go in the end..

slacked thru break time, wan to slp but cannot slp leh.. i think i can onli slp during lesson time.. =X!! dozed off during authoring lesson... but still managed to half understand wad's going on la..

den edmund he went to bishan....came back to sch... to "pick mi up" n accompany mi home.. slept around 2 hours..my mom called n woke mi up..i was dreaming tt i was testing the ring tone, so i kinda heck care the call.. went to compass point with sis to have dinner with mom at Wasabi restaurant.. this time the food like not v nice leh..i shld have ordered ramen instead ba.. i still dun like sashimi..i still dun like unagi!

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i meant every word i said...
so if you need help or wan some1 to listen to ur probs...
feel free to come to me...
i'll always be there for you ok...?

hmm... actually i dunno wad i wan.. *feeling scared*
...will u give mi the chance to stay single?

Monday, September 06, 2004

pls hor, dun eat in my room.. n even if u do, dun make it so obvious can?!

today woke up at 7+am... i knew i wld be late for GUI, but i still took my time, cuz i noe quah allow us to arrive by 8.30am..

completed my IMM assignment after the lesson.. put in images n i m quite pleased with the final product la.. went for lecture..

after lecture went to FJ to eat.. spent all tt i have left for this wk..wahaha... went to the comp lab to slack while wanling arrived..

sumbitted IMM assignment... went for break, but went too long, danny koh told stephen choong to lock the door dun let us in..so we juz hang outside chit chat.. joke abt sophina..

after lesson stephen choong came out n let us in to sign attendance.. zau.. went to buy bus concession then took mrt to orchard to meet audrey.. suddenly i woke up to my senses abt some issue.. dunno how to deal with it tho... can anyone give some opinion? nvm la, u all also dunno wad i toking abt. limited readership in od..

went to far east n had pattaya noodles n iced tea... msged persis to ask abt the balai trip yday..v happy tt they asked abt mi.. went for coffee at coffee bean then went home.. have to bia assignment..

Friday, September 03, 2004

supposed to go cut hair with my sis at kimage, but dun feel like spending so much when i dun intend to cut much.. juz wanna trim a bit n color my hair..but can DIY lor..

went out with her at 1pm, went to chinatown to buy cds.. i bought 4 =X nicholas tse, wilbur pan, kelly chen n miriam yeung.. i dun realli listen to chinese radio station n yet i buy chinese cds! hehe.. cheap ba..

after tt went to Lucky Shopping centre to look at clothes... saw a dress like the type i like.. but dun feel like spending on clothes today.. went to eat at a food centre.. actually i dunno my way around.. anyhow walk de.. had rice ball, chee kueh n chee cheong fun.. actually i dun eat chee kueh one, until this tj balai trip then i start to eat.. not bad..

went to Pple's park to look for hair dye.. but dun c the one i wan.. so went home..slp.. dun feel like doing work~!
wed

woke up at 8.30am.. supposed to fetch my sis at 10.55am.. but my dad were crossing the overhead bridge at punggol rd when he msged my sis to ask her wad time is her flight. 10.55PM!!! so my dad went home.. i went to khatib to take mrt to orchard..

went to cineleisure to meet wan n xy.. kept calling wan but he nv pick up his phone, then keep kena call divert to his home... argh! anyway we waited for junhao n his gf, then wanling to arrive b4 we went into the cinema to watch Bourne Supremacy.. quite a nice show, v cool, but kinda gruesome at some parts.. the camera like no stand sia, v shaky shots..

after movie we went to Far East to have lunch.. Sakura cuisine.. ordered sambal kangkong, hotplate beancurd, fried wanton, thai style fried chicken, dendeng, n pineapple rice..woo~! had my fill.. then went to 7-Eleven to buy mr softee.. so long nv eat le! v happy, but v fattening haha..

we walked to taka, kinokuniya, bought some pens n pencils.. (yay!) went up to the library to play with the pens, like some 9 yr-old sia! left at around 5.50pm.. went to braddell to meet gab... saw shaun there, then called darius to pick us up.. gab finally arrived half an hour later.. -.- next time tell her meet at 5pm! wahaha.. shaun suggested tt de.. den yunting came liao, so we walked to henry's hse for bbq.. din realli feel like staying there long.. but the view from his house realli beautiful sia! the MacRitchie reservoir at sunset... wow!

went back downstairs to watch them start the fire.. i took some chicken wings n left at 8pm.. haiz.. my mom wan mi to go home to accompany her to the airport.. cldn't stay longer at the bbq.. aiya, din wan to anyway.. i dun realli like the company anymore.. i was insulted by a bastard... dun like mi already then insult mi la! hmmph! dun wanna tok to him anymore... doesn't even deserve to be my fren!

took bus 156 to sengkang, bought saline solution for my sis then went home to put down my stuff n reapply my makeup since some bastard said i look ugly... went out with my mom to the airport.. waited half an hour like tt then saw pple coming out.. saw my sis n her fren.. then my mom n sis went home by taxi..

i wanted to take mrt to orchard but the last train departed at 11.18pm.. i was like 3 min late.. haiz.. went to take bus.. thank God for bus 36! alighted at park mall, waited to c if there's anymore bus.. but no, so i took taxi to zouk.. $5....not so bad ba.. went to join rachael, esme, catherine, jeanie n wenhao... shared a jug of vodka orange.. saw the buch who sang jazzy songs in the singapore idol.. we went to toilet n chatted with a trans.. omg!

after tt i took taxi to chinablack.. $5 also.. went up but cld nt find my frenz.. found jueru n amanda at the bar.. kor came later.. i let him carry my stuff haha.. not much anyway, juz my wallet n jacket.. saw wanling n ziting also.. had total 5 glasses of drinks n i started to throw up already.. lousy! we stayed until the club closed. rach called to say tt their downstairs on a taxi.. so i hurried to join them.. shared cab home..

felt sick during the ride n threw up after i got out...disgusting sia.. =X hurried home to wash up n rest..

thur

woke up at 11.50am by an sms.. anyway i went to bathe then had lunch with my sis n dad at blk 198.. toked abit abt her experience there, altho i've read most of it frm her blog.. went home, browsed at her photos, watched the vcd of the thai band she's starting to luv..... haha..

was abt to go out b4 wanling called mi to ask mi wanna do the web design assignment 2 or not.. told her i'll do it after i come home.. went to sch for DG.. but i saw no one, started to panic.. den edmund msg mi.. juz nice his class finished, so he came to look for mi.. i was a bit lost lor, dunno wad to do, where to go.. then we took bus 853 to yishun n walked to his hse.. v pink n blue sia.. nice n spacious wor.. haha.. he showed mi his guitar n played a bit... not bad! we pillow fight a while then start to do the jigsaw puzzle he bought.. had a small bowl of ice cream then went out liao..

took mrt to city hall to meet sebastian.. supposed to watch avp, but he nv even check the time for the movie.. i'm sure we wun get to watch it in the end.. i dunno is it consider heng or not tt edmund came along.. or else dunno wad we're gonna do eh.. sure v awkward.. anyway it was awkward.. like nothing to say.. went to eat dinner at the fountain terrace.. nt v nice... sebastian thot edmund is my bf sia.. haha..

walked around.. then sebastian left.. quite sian also.. edmund n i walked to chijmes, v nice place, like cut off frm the world! then walked to bras basar, bugis, waited for bus 80... too many pple so we walked back 1 bus stop.. managed to board a double-decked bus.. he keep poking n scratching mi.... so i poke n scratch him back! changed bus at hougang to go home.. poor thing so late liao have to take taxi home.. =X

Tuesday, August 31, 2004


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monday

woke up at 10am.. thot my dad went to work.. usual time ma.. but at 10.30 he called mi, asked mi go out eat breakfast..he was at rivervale mall.. said there's a new route to get there.. an overhead bridge.. went to BK, had turkey ham croissant meal.. he spilled the cup of tea on himself lor... ouch.. then we hurriedly cleaned up n left.. went to the food court for drinks.. he had coffee while i had tea.. sux.. after tt my stomach had problems..

went back home online for a while then i went out.. went to sch gym to workout with wanling.. until 5+ like tt then we went to bathe.. took mrt to bedok to meet campus crusaders for bbq... alicia came to fetch mi.. we took the wrong bus..ended up in geylang serai... walked to opp side de bus stop to take return bus. in the end we reached around 8pm!

abit dun feel like interacting with the pple there.. dun realli noe them.. keep forgetting their names.. best one is, there's this guy who looks super familiar.. so i asked him which course. dmd. yr 1. orientation grp 7. omg.. my freshie lor! =X hahaha.. quite fun la.. but i dun get to eat crabsticks until i shuang... but nvm la.. encourages mi to eat little.. chatted with them.. talked abt clubbing.. :S haha.. then around 10+ to 11 we took taxi home.. they v nice, drop mi off 1st cuz i no money to pay for cab.. but i feel bad ma, so asked them to drop mi at blk 198 tt bus stop then i walked back home..

tired, but went online n chatted with ting until 1+am.. toked abt guys..... jerks.. =S

tuesday

woke up at 10am too... saw hao's msg... tt he reached sch liao... at 9.30! so i hurriedly woke up, make a paper bag for his present, had a bit of breakfast, then went out.. went to yishun to buy some more toys for him.. cuz he bought mi a bball ma... surely around $50 de.. so i wan his present around tt price too... bought KOF, naruto, final fantasy figurines.. took mrt to je then change bus.. veri idiotic.. i was waiting v long for a bus when i cld walk 2 bus stops n maybe still reach earlier than take bus... hao called mi to hurry..juz nice the bus came.. anyway i din stay long in sch.. din even c any teachers.. hao said i prettier liao wor.. *blush* in front of the guys somemore lor.. kena suan by them like siao..

followed the guys.. there were weiting n shunnan too~! we went to JP.. saw yeli n passed her my bball.. walked around, tried to look for edison on milk magazine but dun have liao.. =( led shunnan n ting to hao's house opp de KFC.. had lunch there.. then went to hao's place... watched the guys gamble..blackjack i think.. took photos of them.. got a photo of jinhan's butt!! woo~! then noticed toon lee like keep smiling at mi haha.. =X changed into my bball jersey then went to meet 4G de.. they were at JE library cuz the court we wanted to play at was occupied... so we went there to hangout.. the library 4th level damn happening! we signed our names on the chair eh!

after a while we went to JEC edo sushi for dinner.. clara kept complaining abt the service haha.. i ate until v full.. when we were abt to go home we saw tt the mrt was disrupted.. heard tt morning bukit batok there got accident.. now is redhill.. :S veri sad for the victim.. yuhua cld nt go home cuz of tt disruption.. she had to take bus then change here change there.. i took mrt to woodlands then took bus then walk.. dunno y today walk so slow.. maybe cuz i'm tired ba..

Monday, August 30, 2004

today's entry v long n quite detailed.. cuz itz abt 3 days tt i missed..

thur nv slp.. got nap 1-2 hrs in between doing my work la.. then finally went to bed at 6am.. woke up at 8.30...had to rush to sch to print my GUI n then mount n submit.. asked edmund to help mi buy mounting board.. submit liao then went to comp lab to submit dsnv.. went to library read books then went for cp lesson... veri sian dun feel like doing work..

after lesson went to blk L look for gab n edmund.. suddenly juz dunno where to go.. supposed to go pet shop look at cat de.. budden gab wanted to go for ogl meeting, which i dun wanna go... then edmund wan to go orchard repair his phone b4 going to queensway.. i dun mind going la.. onli my mounting board v troublesome to carry about..

tried to ask gab to skip the meeting... until 4pm liao then might as well go.. i was damn sian juz waiting opportunity to zau.. so i left when the dfv pple arrived.. edmund sent his phone for repair ma.. so had to use public phone to contact me.. his 'agaration' v zhun.. -.- he called mi when i juz reached orchard.. we walked around since he cld onli collect his phone at 6.15pm.. saw wanling n ziting outside taka..

we walked to hmv... listened to songs in the dance section, walked in the annex, action city, then walked back to taka.. had dinner at yoshinoya.. we realli mix our bowls.. haha after dinner i bought ichigo bliss from Mos.. then went to isetan de sony ericson to collect his phone. waited quite long.. then turn out his phone dun realli have prob.. itz his sim card.. haha

went to take bus to queensway.. most of the time i cross the road i nv watch for cars one.. haha.. i kept biting n scratching edmund haha.. =X walked around.. looking for his street soccer shoes while i look for slippers n roteiro ball..itz realli $### haha i nv hear wrongly.. walked until 9.30.. found a shop where he found wad he wanted n the shop was abt to close.. he damn lucky lor.. sounds like a gd price too..

took bus to harbourfront where we stopped for drinks then took NEL home.. tt crazy guy laugh n laugh n laugh over "seah, i'm food centre"... -.-! this time he sent mi home haha.. boy boy finally grow up le...


sat

set my alarm to go off at 5am.. kinda snoozed it but my mom came in to wake mi up... after a while my dad came... haha quite funny... managed to crawl out of bed at 5.15 la.. prepared to leave the house.. persis n sarah came late due to some emergency.. but still in time to catch the ferry.. slept during the journey.. woke up feeling quite fresh..

we went thru the customs n changed money.. i changed S$50...which is a lot... frenky arrived soon after that.. sarah persis n ian went to confirm our return tickets..then juz nice pastor arrived. he drove us to Hotel Rasa Sayang - our usual hotel.. to check in n put down our stuff.. was v shocked tt ian was gonna share the room with us 3 girls.. cuz one hotel room is S$25, so v ex to book another room for him alone.. kinda uncomfortable abt tt.. i can joke abt sharing room with guys but nv realli do tt.. except tt time sec 2 chalet the girls drove mi out of the girls room =(

then went to asun's hse.. aimei still v cute.. but seems more shy.. v pampered girl.. will make noise if someone tries to carry her.. we chatted while pastor disappeared.....to eat porridge -.-" lucky we not veri hungry.. we toked abt this auntie who was veri staunch taoist n tried to preach to us when a few of us visited her, but has converted to christianity n able to listen n open up to pple now.. n i felt veri important during this conversation cuz the rest din realise asun was toking abt her n i kinda reminded them! also abt barnus, who passed away soon after we visited him last time.. he was v depressed becuz he's indonesian n cld not afford to go for kidney dialysis.. i'm v happy to be able to understand half of the hokkien they exchanged.. i can onli speak chinese la..

we went to visit tt auntie we toked abt... she seems to be a changed person! those who visited her last time muz have felt veri touched to c God's miracle in this way.. too bad i wasn't around.. itz a v gd testimony abt how God changes pple.. we toked abt ayang, suggesting him jobs.. he's 14 n dropped out of sch n jobless, following pastor around n idling around.. i think this is a start to a change in his life.. we toked abt getting a kuey chup stall for him to start his own business, so we rekke to a nearby kuey chup stall to c... 5000rp per bowl..sound v cheap! so we had tt for lunch.. (YUCKS) everything sux abt tt kuey chup!

pastor drove us to baran dua church to teach the children dance steps for their evangelistic outreach next month.. they learn v fast... but sure v fast forget also.. at 5.30pm azui, ian n i sent sarah off at the jetty.. chatted with azui abt the routes in balai.. i still dunno my way around cuz i am usually driven.. muz familiarise myself soon.. or else get lost here veri cham..

we returned n the rest were playing games... frenky got hp liao leh.. they not veri poor actually heh. i got his number..woohoo~! but can't call or msg eh.. (wad's the point?) his english is improving.. he noes the functions of his hp n the language is set to english.. better not tok abt him in english in front of him anymore.. haha.. they all always tease mi abt him but i dun mind la.. they juz have to realise tt my main motive of going to indonesia is not him la.. i realli have the passion n i wan to c how the church there grow.. this helps encourage mi n reminds mi to get back on track whenever i feel
slacken..

around dinner time azui sent the meral children back n we took oplik to padi mas... maggi mee goreng! woo.. i shld have pesan dengan cabe cuz itz more authentic this way.. ayang always tease mi abt walking like ahbeng.... i better be careful abt the way i swing my arms when i
walk..

we went to the supermarket n oh man i bought A LOT of food... mom wans mi to bring back hello panda.. the big tub de.. n i bought indomie, snacks, shampoo (hehehe i have 11 bottles of shampoo at home already), powder, chewing gum (=X i think chewing gum helps mi to cure the urge of biting pple..), wanted to buy cigarettes for wanling cuz here v cheap, but buying in front of the children is VERY bad influence.. juz like drinking tiger in front of them.. (haiz) so i din. wanted to look at slippers too, but dun think i got anymore money.. i spent around $20+ on this shopping.. :S treated the girls to canned drinks..

went to the bakery tt we always frequent n i bought my usual donat keju.. the car came back n we drove to the local hospital (rumah sakit Karimun)...itz v nice n classy... but we were not allowed to visit.. ian seems to have something against tt hospital.. as if it had caused the death of barnus.. haiz.. i noticed the moon v bright.. we went back to hotel to rest for the nite.. still felt v weird to share room with a guy la.. damn funny.. ian kept singing "i wan to pee pee.." so gail "prayed" tt God will make ian pee the whole nite! haha of cuz juz joking onli la.. God is gd, does not answer prayers tt harms pple.. we laugh n joke n laugh until 12am.. din realli pray much cuz we were tired.. no gd! the last thing i heard b4 i fell asleep was the song xiao wei... there's a karaoke lounge downstairs i think..


sun

set my alarm to go off at 8am.. gail was affected while the rest of us went back to slp.. haha.. in the end woke up at 8.30.. was imagining having a meal with my sis at kenny rogers'.. ordered spaghetti.. the guy asked mi whether i wanna add in nuggets.. i even saw the price, $1.80 for nuggets!

i went to toilet n kept coming out cuz i forgot to bring something inside.. then everytime i come out ian will go in.. haha.. persis v funny.. keep wanting to shit.. or else fart.. =X

went downstairs for breakfast.. felt quite unease cuz we booked onli 1 room n by rights onli 2 pple per room.. but all of us squeeze inside n all of us went for breakfast.. i ate quite a lot.. eggs!! scrambled eggs, half-boiled eggs.. bee hoon, mi goreng, rice.... pastor came quite late.. we checked out of the hotel n put our bags at the baran dua church.

so in the end we reached meral sekolah minggu at 10.30am.. usually 10am start de.. we taught sunday sch.. v encouraged to c the children pray.. quite irritated when ayang keeps asking for my camera... no batt already lor! had an art n craft session with them.. teach them to draw their fav things on origami paper then fold into a heart then pass to their frenz.. most of them gave their work to mi.. v happy.. i gave them the colour pencils but not happy when i saw a few of them snatch... some of them gave mi back the pencil cuz they say they dun wan, so i gave to those who wanted more..

we took oplik to baran dua church where we were going to have a 2nd sunday sch. this time gail preached. i was thinking tt the session might be too cheem for them to understand.. but itz fine la. shldn't underestimate them.. their english is realli improving.. i was mia most of the time.. cooked lunch for them, maggi mee... v hot, i was perspiring like crazy.. went to buy iced teh-o..my fav drink there.. wanted to buy cigarettes but then still have the worry of being seen by the children.. in the end i din. saw the window of our car smashedlike v scary sia.. then frenky like trying to xian mi.., say he used his fist to smash it like tt..wahaha..

church service at 3pm..seems like we have alot of free time this time.. i asked wiky to sit beside mi.. exchanged slippers with him haha.. fell asleep cuz i dun understand the hokkien sermon.. casual conversation perhaps i can understand a bit, but this is too cheem liao.. service ended early.. prayed for my fav girl, xiuling.. took oplik back to jetty.. went to metro to wait for our ferry.. bought tempe.. oh man i spent all my rupiah! :S bye frenky, wiky n ayang!

couldn't slp on the journey back cuz ian was chatting with persis n i heard everything.. my mp3 player ate up all the batt i brought.. =(i brought S$70 n spent until i'm left with $7 like tt.. (including my dinner back in harbourfront la) had Han's.. veri full.. walked around.. went home with gail.

Thursday, August 26, 2004

hey ting, hope this cheers u up better: i'm getting the roteiro original ball for u!! if anyone else is getting it, tell tt person to get u something else! wahaha.. but c when i can get it la.. hopefully soon enuf...

dun be depressed, i'm always here for u... i'm a bit sad tt i m sometimes unable to cheer u up... but hope to do my best!
today no sch..yay! haha.. woke up at 9.30am to worship God n pray for the tj balai trip this wkend.. i realise i haven been praying much lately.. but today is a gd day with a gd start! the last few nite ended gd too.. did my GUI... worked on my idea tt struck me last nite..hope no one doing this idea too... dunno y i feel a bit uneasy abt it, as if i noe someone is doing it n i'm copying... but i ask around seems like dun have..hmm nvm ba..

haven finish..will continue tonite... went to sch at 4 for some ogl meeting.. i nv turn up for the last one..hope itz ok if i juz turn up for this one.. itz abt a sports carnival.. i noe nuts abt it.. maybe i'll sign up for the bball game.. or soccer..? haha..

ting sorry i was a bit unable to console u much abt ur hairband... when u msg mi i was having dinner with my mom.. so i kinda can't empathize with u... but hope i have cheered u up a bit!

we were having halal thai cuisine in hougang mall.. then downstairs got sell bras so we went to c... i like the designs a lot haha.. pink polka dots! bought 4 sets diff ones... then my mom rushed mi to hurry up cuz she wanna watch the 9pm tv serial.. so we went home..

hehe dun say i haolian.. lately my mom keep giving me money.. today she gave mi my next wk allowance +$20 more to go to tj balai! wee~! i wun go hungry next wk liao haha.. but of cuz i gotta give more to the pple in indonesia.. i believe they need the money more..

can't understand y sebastian like to msg mi for nth... juz say hi/harlow/heyo..... then nth liao... everytime i go online lor... :S at least tok abt something la..

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

last nite i forwarded a gd nite msg to a lot of pple.. one of them replied "who are you?" some of them replied with other forwarded msgs, n my robbin kor replied to ask mi how's life... i miss him sia.. haha.. hope to c all my sec sch frenz when i return on teacher's day! hmm.. teacher's day... doesn't strike me as a day to celebrate teachers.. sounds more like a class reunion... r we gonna play bball or soccer? shall we have fried kuay tiao together? ;)

i shld be doing my dsnv work today... hope to finish it by tonite.. shaun was rite, he predicted i wld eat n watch tv.. at nite then start to do work.. =X

to all those studying for a levels prelims, all the best! esp ting!! God bless u!

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

uh.. something alarming and something happy to announce...

alarming: i found a GUI assignment1 writeup at home.. did i submit it? is this juz a copy?

happy: i have money!! woohoo..!! announced to my mom tt my course has this community service project in thailand..
mom: you have money in the bank wad..
mi: i can use tt money? can i go on holiday?
mom: i told u b4 wad.. u can use tt money for wadever u wan.. i dun care..
woo~!

then y she questioned me when i withdrew $200 for the mp3 player? hahaha..
uh... i hope few pple read this..
these few days v slack, dun feel like doing work!

yday after gui lesson i went home to slp.. we can submit our assignment on fri, but wun get bonus marks.. who cares abt tt anyway... onli those super bia ones lor.. we veri headache abt the grouping issue.. thing is, i dun wanna be in the same grp as sandy n tak yee.. i kinda agree with olc, ty veri crap... n sandy is crapping together with her.. i veri scared to tok to them anyway.. weird weird de...

woke up at 2.30pm, a bit late for IMM lesson, but din miss much.. learnt how to use Authorware.. danny koh actually v nice.. after sch everyone zau.. but i stayed behind to surf net.. found this website, veri cute!! www.catwelfare.org

then went home... on my way home i saw some roadside stall selling carrot cakes... ooh i love roadside stalls! the original flavour of food, the unhygenic environment, the excitement of illegalism! i muz train my stomach to eat dirty food n yet not get food poisoning! esp when i'm going to indonesia soon....

nv go online - accomplishment! - cuz i surfed net in sch already.. dun c the need to at home.. read some magazines i borrowed frm JEL.. veri inspired to play with photoshop... budden i open the program liao my eyes became tired.. so i decided to go to slp.. completed the 108 pc jigsaw puzzle of a cat b4 i went to slp.. yay! maybe later go n mount..

today i muz do work liao.. got 2 days holiday, friday submit... muz finish by thur, or else my weekend holiday is gone!

web lesson today v short.. we were dismissed at 10am.. we went for break, went to FJ... tok crap with the guys.. when we came back there's this guy giving a presentation to ask students to sign up for thailand community service trip.. needless to say, i jump at every opportunity to go overseas!

after tt went to library to pass time.. took photos using edmund's camera haha.. veri fun wor.. went for authoring class.. a bit cannot understand... but this is one of the rare times i actually listen.. wanted to do my own things but quah was around.. he sure niak at mi one! anyway compiled my class contact list... i sent to everyone except xingru... so mean of me! after class went home to slp.. was thinking abt some things... i think i realli liked olc a lot.. but nvm.. forget it ba..

had a nitemare tt caused mi to wake up.. think i was waiting for my mom to get off work.. then i went to some nearby shopping centre.. the structure a bit like Ginza Plaza, but bigger.. the whole place was juz eerie.. there was a cinema on the top floor there, deserted n dark.. a cafe near it.. i saw the 08 guys in a shop..veri weird, dunno how i recognise itz them, cuz their body parts were "cut up" n formed another person who looks like mike oh.. like some halloween dressup (of cuz not so gross la, "cut up" but itz like a trick thing) dun realli noe how to describe anyway.. n outside this shop was a stretch of water feature tt doesn't allow pple to walk unless they step inside the water.. so i walked the whole stretch of tt water to n fro... i returned to tt shop n continued to tok to "them".. then suddenly this mike-oh lookalike showed mi his black n quite long fingernails n i started to run.. tt guy was actually a vampire.. he chased after mi.. i ran towards the escalator (itz stupid to take a lift at this point) i skipped a few steps n it was a big step.. so big tt i kinda flew.. my heart cldn't take it den i woke up.. cldn't go back to slp anymore..

wad happened was probably a spiritual attack to cause mi to have fear.. i tried to think of some happy things to calm myself down.. imagined myself on a romantic getaway to thailand with some guy frm my class.. *hehe*

Monday, August 23, 2004

1st time after so long i can wake up late for church.. woke up at 8.30am... my mom came in n woke mi up several times!

late.... haha... ai jia was late too.. today's sermon kinda coincides with my QT... John 10.. i'm sure God is at work..

after church went for lunch with elohim.. kinda abandoned my cell grp =P cuz i v long nv go for lunch with audrey they all.. it was great fellowship anyway.. we toked abt a lot of things.. abt cell grp, abt church... then after lunch i went back to church to look for persis to discuss next wk's plan.. hehehe.. veri exciting! we're going to tj balai to teach sunday sch.. this time we muz be more prepared! we thot of the materials we'll need..so i decided to go to daiso to shop for the materials..

suddenly i thot of going shuying's hse, so i juz called her to ask if i cld go.. she said can, so i walked there.. veri near ma.. juz next to my church.. i'm veri veri impressed + inspired by her dad's photographic skills.. n he's so rich he can afford to go to myanmar to take photos with gd camera n gd printer lor! i cldn't stop 'wah-ing' at those photos! also looked at her photos of her recent trip to turkey ("wah!") helped her with her jigsaw puzzle tt she left for a yr already... din complete tho.. my eyes were getting tired.. but certainly accomplished a lot! glad to noe tt she n her bf still going on well.. when i went to her hse she was making a gift for him lor, so sweet!

i left around 7+... took bus 97 to jurong... alighted at the library to step inside for the 1st time after itz renovation!! itz DAMN cool!!!! love it! i think if got time i'll spend a whole day there! borrowed some books.. walked thru JEC.. brings back memories... there was a pasar malam outside n i saw ramly burger!! bought one.. hehe.. walked to IMM.. damn scary to walk thru tt path at nite.. went to daiso n shopped! bought a lot of things sia! even things i dun realli need lor... but realli veri cute! i bought 10 things... n i already filtered which 10 i wan lor.. spent $20 like tt.. =X money fly veri fast sia..

took the shuttle bus back to jurong mrt station.. i'm realli freaked out by tt unlit path lor.. too bad no one accompany n protect mi.. took train to woodlands.. then bus then walked home like the other day.. my bag v heavy sia..

Saturday, August 21, 2004

felt v materialistic today wahaha...

woke up early to finish up my authoring assignment... wanted to go sch at 10, then reach at 11, but 11.30 then i left home.. damn exciting, i was walking slowly at first, then reached the comp lab they all warned mi to hurry up cuz the comps were counting down to shutdown... i had 4 min+ to get my work submitted in the school assignment folder! i was kinda stressed la... then hairol, erwan they all veri kind, they let mi use their login so i dun have to waste time log in... then i submitted my folder with juz 2 mins more! we watched the comps countdown....so fun... then wan called mi at the moment when it was like 3, 2, 1! woo~!

walked to amk... deposited my next wk's allowance into the bank... it helps mi to save la.. bought some food frm jolly bean or was it mr bean..? then walked around... wanted to buy magazine, but i saw 2 big stalls near the mrt, 1 manned by an old lady, 1 manned by a middle aged man.. wanted to buy from the old lady but pai seh la, i was at the man's stall.. so i asked him y got so many stalls here.. he shrugged... then he told mi to go to the other side of the mrt to look.. "that one also ours"... sounds determined not to allow the old lady get my business..

bought a Seventeen mag for sept.. itz totally cool.. hahaha...the topics inside is realli suitable for mi haha... anyway i dun feel 18 actually.. i dun feel like i'm at the age where i'm legal to drink, smoke, wadever.... haha speaking of drinking, i feel like going to drink one of these days.. kinda missed the feeling.. i dun like "him" anymore! so i shall stop trying to be guai kia! feel like becoming a bitch but... itz juz not mi la.. ;P

took the ikea shuttle bus to ikea... saw brenda.. went with her to queensway.. i rem wad i wan to get frm queensway liao *grinz* ....saving hard! n then i saw something i wan also.. added a couple of stuff in my wishlist *hehe* but all veri ex one :(

went for cell grp... was stoning most of the time... tok without thinking when i was asked to answer some questions... after cell grp quite bored, waited for el shaddai n elohim to finish meeting then we went for dinner at harbourfront. sebastian (IM one) asked mi join him n edwin go airport slack.. budden i veri tired.. or else i wld go ba.. sounds fun... camp at airport! anyway, we chatted abt a lot of things... veri sinful.. cuz we were making judgment on things we shldn't.. veri crap la.. went to mac to eat ice cream n slack somemore.. then went home..
hmm tired... thot i cld finish authoring assignment today then submit so tmr no need go sch to submit... but cldn't finish! i stayed in sch until 9.30 pm, lab close liao i still haven done half.. i'm dead man... i dun realli noe how to do.. then i nv plan well.... haiz..

damn tired now... thot i wld wake up after a glass of coke.. seems like it makes mi sleepier... i scared if i slp i have no time to complete wor.... anyway.. a bit bth "her" liao.. complain so much... haiz..

one thing makes mi happy.... flower by kenzo... i wanna buy!!!

Friday, August 20, 2004

missed the chance to eat the oreo cheesecake at JJ..... everytime i go also no chance to try it.. this time... tt cafe closed down!!! wahhh sobb

juz now.. aiyaz... a bit jealous.. dunno wad i'm feeling now... yday overheard wh said some girl like "him".. then i ask around.. wahlaoz like more than 1 ger like "him".. ahh... i thot i like someone else liao..but then..this kinda news.. haiz..

Thursday, August 19, 2004

nv felt so happy for a long time... being with ting juz reminds mi of the old days..haha..

was v excited on the way to JJ.. cancelled my meeting with alicia cuz of clash in timing..surely there'll be lotsa chances to meet up.. smsed hao to ask him for directions to get to JJ.. i went there a couple of times, but always forgot wad bus to take frm where.. then he replied tt he juz left, sad tt he cldn't c me... i found it kinda weird, like he realli missed mi a lot.. well... u've got a gf now.. juz love her wholeheartedly ba.. on my journey i was thinking abt the rv-jj guys.. haiz disappointed in them.. how many of them r still virgins sia! =X think onli left alex...ching hang..... haha

anyway when i reached a lot of pple stared at mi.. like alien sia.. saw daddy ruizhou in the canteen.. but i dun call him daddy anymore. i grow up liao! then he pointed jenna to me.. so i went to tok to jenna, who brought mi around... went to the bookstore n saw ting in there! shopped for a JJ house tee ($7 onli!) hey becz, where's my SA tee! haha.. went to change into JJ tee... not gd to be seen walking around in JJ in outside clothes.. wahhaa..

had fish slice bee hoon in the canteen.. not v nice but ok la.. then we went to JP to walk around... went to watch Twins Effect 2.... i think itz not v nice, but v funny... laugh until peng... during the movie we were like "ahhh! so shuai!" whenever edison or daniel were on the screen.. =P after the movie it was 8.30pm liao..we went inside a pet shop to look at cats n puppies.. i like one puppy esp... but too bad can't afford one.. took mrt to woodlands then took bus to punggol road and walked home frm there..

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

yday i asked michelle whether she goes clubbing or not.. she was enthusiastic when she told mi abt her experience clubbing in malaysia, but she nv clubbed in singapore b4.. so i suggested holidays we go together.. =X when holidays come i become pai kia again!

then today i asked yuling how she n yihao got together.. also veri interesting story.. abt her trip to langkawi n wad crazy things she did when she got drunk.. but the thing i'm most excited abt, she actually goes on holidays with frenz! so cool!! i wanna go also!!!! she carries her passport with her to sch.. in case yihao wants to go JB suddenly they can juz go like tt... can't u c? tt's SO COOL!!

HK!! here i come!

haha ok lor, update.. mommy daddy went to JB fishing with cell grp. received ur sms... dunno y my phone can't receive frm u, onli mommy de phone can.. so u send to her lor..u coming back in sept la? we shld be going in dec... daddy can onli take leave somewhere near christmas.. i will be starting new sem by tt time, but i heck la.. i will ponteng!!! :P u dun need the cd anymore ah, y? then i sell to my friend hor..

haha yday went for dinner with mommy, at a jap restaurant in compass point, the one we went last time.. she told mi to suggest somewhere cheap.. i juz say shui bian, then she herself suggest dining at tt restaurant!! woo~ shuang! then today went home after lesson.. woke up around 6 like tt when she called mi go out for dinner.. went to hougang pizza hut.. woo~!

touched a bit of dsnv juz nw... my authoring assignment is GONE CASE... i haven touch it at all...... supposed to submit by this wk! tmr got bahasa indonesia test... i die liao.. haven study also.. going to slp soon!~

Saturday, August 14, 2004

yvonne!! i read ur entry abt the kitten!! lately everything seems to be encouraging mi to keep one.. i c my msn pic everyday i feel like keeping a kitten also.. my fren msg mi, his pic also got kitten, my nick also got 'kitty', my bag is hello kitty..

is it some kinda confirmation or wad! haha...

anyway my parents going m'sia ahhhhh sounds like its an opportunity wor~!

Friday, August 13, 2004

itz friday the 13th today.. not realli significant la.. not as 25th oct anyway.. wondering if i'm gonna meet hao on our anniversary as we planned.. his bday is like past 8mths liao n i haven passed him his bday present sia!

today got cp lesson.. my dad has been working overtime lately, so goes to work at 1pm.. juz nice can send mi to sch.. drove mi to somewhere near sch to have lunch..

cp lesson.. sian leh... something to do with type again.. SIAN!! olc already told mi wad itz abt.. it sounds realli lame..

after lesson accompany wanling to eat at south canteen.. juz nice our period starts on the same day.. hehe.. =X then accompany her to go out smoke also..

went to comp lab to do web design hw.. she needed help with html but she haven't sliced the images so wait for her to slice.. meanwhile i edited a small part of an image of my own web...end up gotta edit the whole damn thing!! stressed man... spent dunno how many hours wondering wad went wrong... after tt ok liao..

stayed in sch until 9pm...lab closing then we left.. she was late for work already.. went home.. saw a man stealing soil frm the ground.. there's some works going on in the "park" ma.. then they left a large amt of soil there.. tt guy go n steal some n put inside a plastic bag.. -.-

when i reached home my mom told mi they going m'sia tmr... hmmph... leave mi alone at home.. not tt i realli mind tt la.. but i wanna go holiday also!!!

saw a couple of postcards on my table.. my mom took them for mi... so nice.. i asked her, "how u noe i collect postcards?" she replied, "i'm ur mother wad!" haha... i collect postcards, but i keep them in a box so itz not realli visible.. anyway.. dun feel like doing work anymore for today..

Thursday, August 12, 2004

last nite play the new game i bought until 5+am.. olc also online until tt time.. i even went off earlier than him.. wanted to help, like encourage him, but i went to play game instead.. haiz.. went to bed at 6am.. then woke up at 11+am.. daddy still at home.. lie on the bed until around 12 then i went to bathe..

did some web design work.. until 4 like tt then i cannot tahan liao, muz play game! play until 6pm.. went online.. tt punggol guy was the 1st to msg mi -.-.... hao also msg mi, said he dreamt of mi last nite.. tt time i also dreamt of him.. he n ching hang came to my hse.. haha.. weird dream.. chatted with him a while then went to cook mi goreng + egg for dinner...

went to bathe a while ago.. was battling with a cockroach.. finally i cldn't wait for it to become lifeless so i went ahead n bathed.. *brave me!* =D

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

very happy!!! cuz i found the game i've been searching and waiting for, for the past dunno how many months!

had dsnv lesson today.. daddy worked overtime last nite n yet have to wake up early to send me to sch.. realli appreciate it.. at first listened to linus tok.. but after tt i started to do my own stuff like surf net n saving files into my thumbdrive.. aku lupa membawa earphones ke luar, tidak dapat mendengar musik... =(

after lesson olc they all came into the comp lab.. showed him the Jay chou cd i bought..wahaha.. went to south canteen to look for swee yi.. then called yongcheng asked him whether he had lunch already or nt.. went into animation room cuz i v long nv step in there!! then went to amk with swee yi to meet yc.. had lunch at s11 then chatted n waited for wanling to arrive. she missed lesson today so had to get mc frm polyclinic. i accompanied her while yc went with swee yi to the games shop to change her faulty cd.. swee yi went home after tt so yc came to the polyclinic to look for us.. gd la, got someone to crap together then time will seem to pass faster..

went to buy the game i've been longing for!!... n bought macromedia installation cd too.. (oops..hehe support original!) den went to the food centre to accompany wanling eat.. after tt went into some building to play pool. i played 1 game then zau for my bahasa lesson.. today learn instruksi untuk gunakan mesin.. (instructions for using machines)......next wk test liao!! arhhh!!!

my whole body cramping all over.. yc suggested maybe i nv exercise enuf.. i think itz quite true ba.. dunno whether if i do so wld my right foot get better?

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

when i wan to eat ice cream n i have enuf money, the ice cream man not around.
when i wan to eat ice cream n the ice cream man is around, i dun have enuf money.
when i wan to eat ice cream n the ice cream man is around n i have enuf money, the ice cream SUX!

in sch rite nw attending authoring lesson.. i'm totally lost...

last nite slept early cuz tired.. then today got 8am lesson..

yday went to sentosa with gab.. there's this dog (and owners) gathering n she doesn't wan to go alone.. n i dun wanna spend holiday alone at home..so i joined her. supposed to meet at 9am at harbourfront but i woke up at 8am... gab called to wake mi up.. but she was later when we met at dhoby ghaut.. had breakfast at mac's..then by the time we got to the beach it was 12pm, as edmund predicted.. -.-"

nothing to do there, stare at dogs run abt, smelling each other, fighting, swimming.. occasionally i went alone to some corner to appreciate the sea n the waves n the breeze - all God's creation..

we got into the water for a while, then around 4 we went to bathe.. then all the dog owners gathered to chat.. i was a bit sian..wanna zau but gab wans to stay till they all leave.. but they r quite nice la.. budden again i onli like to tok to carol n jimmy.. their marriage story is v interesting n they keep advising us, the onli young pple around, not to get married so young.. gotta thank them for treating us to a glass of iced lemon tea..

around 6.50 then we left.. another couple drove n dropped mi at harbourfront.. i took bus to city hall to meet edmund.. we walked to esplanade, wanted to watch fireworks.. but we were at the wrong spot la.. then we walked alot... along boat quay, passed thru far east sq, n got to chinatown.. explored places i nv cld on my own... had a drink at MY street..wahaha.. thanks edmund for the drink.. cuz i no more money liao.. :P n thanks for company ya.. almost walked to tanjong pagar but nv la.. took train home.. it was around 11pm already..

went hm to slp.. my legs v tired..

n btw i'm veri veri veri pissed with some pple.. i dun wanna go irc anymore!!!!!

Sunday, August 08, 2004

an update on sat's concert... supposed to be in church at 12 but i was slightly late.. not veri big problem cuz they haven't exactly started.. but still i feel pai seh to come in late..

spent more time praying than rehearsing, which is gd la.. putting God first.. for the vocal item during the concert we made a couple of mistakes but still ok la.. there were fewer pple turn up this time.. n the msg is veri straightforward, which i believe the audience wld feel offended.. but truth prevails! we have victory over evil!!

after concert felt drained.. but Landy asked mi to sub him for duty this wk.. i agreed.. n went ahead for the prac.. it wasn't tiring actually.. thank God.. took train home.. so pai seh.. i actually teared on the train.. was thinking abt some things..

everytime i think of it i wld cry.. i think i shld post it here ba.. itz a qn i've been thinking abt for years.. if someone else were your sibling, wld u love him/her more than me? ...sigh.. shit i can't stop crying again..

anyway this morning i woke up with, wad i believe is a spiritual attack. i woke up with a cramp on my right foot.. it still cramps now... but not as painful as in the morning.. then i was bathing n the bathroom window grill suddenly swung open..... twice somemore.. freak mi out.. nv happen b4... i told myself maybe cuz itz cold then i turn on warm water.. then some air current caused the window to open by itself.. i dunno.. but nvm.. with God i shall nt fear!!

went to church early cuz i woke up at 6.. lie on the bed till 6.15 then pulled myself up.. after bath n preparation i felt i still have time so i went back to the bed to lie down somemore.. haha.. took train.. 1st TO ARRIVE IN CHURCH!! i made history!! woohoo~! when wee lee saw mi, she exclaimed, 'itz a miracle!' lol... so u can c, i always late for church de.. :P

after service went for lunch with cell grp at ikea BK.. there's this whooper meal on offer so i asked terry to help me order.. anyway i paid for him.. =X felt bloated after tt.. went inside ikea to walk around.. bought some stuff.. itz been a long time since i've shopped at ikea! now got sale cuz they're clearing old stock.. veri unreasonable lowering of prices.. $700++ worth of sofa is now $200++!!

then went to queensway shopping centre to walk around.. been wanting to go there for v long.. but when i went... i dun realli feel like walking around... took bus to chinatown.. met this boy frm church whom i got to noe thru this yr's family camp.. i alighted one stop earlier... so had to walk down the stop.. went to buy Jay's cd for my sis.. gonna send it to her sometime this wk.. at first i wanted to walk all the way to clarke quay..budden suddenly i forgot y i wan to do tt for.. so in the end i went home.

the mp3 player a bit faulty de.... not shockproof.. then consume a lot of energy.... even energiser like not enuf.. ?! zzz...

btw hey thanks tingZ for dropping by! a bit surprised when u posted the bible verse on the tag-board.. where did u get tt frm! ;)

to my sis: i sent 2 sms to u, did u receive? will u reply mi? we're thinking of going to visit u end of the yr.. so will bring ur mails along.. i cldn't type this in the sms cuz my hp can onli type up to 160 characters.. *wanna save up... shopping!!* throw a party for mi on our arrival!! :P i'm dreaming sia... still got so long to go.. mommy's listening to christmas songs now.. (?!)

we had crabs n prawns for dinner.. woo.. daddy cooked.. i eat until my hands tired of peeling shells..

gosh.. i have no plans for tmr.. no one ask mi out wahhaa.. maybe i'll stay home? my parent like wanna have 二人世界... zzz...