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Saturday, July 31, 2004

hmm feeling kinda better now.. went to slp at 4am last nite.. was surfing the net n doing computer illustrations.. woke up at 10am this morning cuz i decided i shldn't slp anymore. wanted to slp till 11.30 at 1st.. went to church.. supposed to go for prayer meeting, but then i felt kinda restless, so i stayed outside the meeting room. went to paccan to buy maggi mee goreng.. i wasn't hungry but i juz wanted to eat. the guy like doesn't understand English.. i had to repeat, i wan to takeaway, 3 times.

during cell grp i felt tired already.. kinda stoned.. after cell grp went for dinner at Holland V.. 1st time eating at the noodle house.. nice but oily, n ex also.. kelvin treated mi cuz i spent my money on tt maggi mee goreng already.. =X then we went to sweet secrets cuz he wanted to buy cakes.. i saw a few tempting ones.. but i think next time then buy ba.. dunno y i always meet weird pple.. got one ah pek walked past me n said goodnite, goodbye to me... i din respond la. anyway, i took bus 106 to dhoby ghaut then changed to NEL. passed by orchard n surprised to c so many changes.. how long have i not been around town man! saw a row of food stalls for this food festival 2004... felt so tempted to go eat... maybe mon go?

hmm i feel tt next wk is gonna be a VERY busy wk for me.. hopefully after next wk de sunday i got time to go Marine Parade to walk walk..

was a bit worried to c a CPF letter on my desk.. thot it was a reminder or something cuz i ignored the last letter. but heng this one is nothing.. but i dun understand wad is the other one..

argh....feel so glutton now...
dunno y i blog so often nowadays.. but i can feel tt waktu itu (period) akan sebentar datang.. dan merasa "moody" hari-hari ini.. aku sekarang suka tiga laki-laki... tetapi lebih "dekat" satu.. dia "sometimes" seperti suka aku... tetapi "sometimes" tidak suka.. aku tidak tahu lah... mungkin berhenti suka dia lah.. jerk.
 
feeling "cold" now.

Friday, July 30, 2004

slept till 12++pm today..tried to do a bit of work.. then cooked noodles.. n went out to meet kwek they all, to celebrate her bday.
 
itz been a long time since i wore makeup, or even plucked my eyebrow.. or even... hehe...nvm i shall nt say. kinda heck care abt it.. maybe until one day i decide to wear skirt again ba..
 
1st time i eat at Subway's.. (yay!!) quite nice but i dun realli like cold food.. the bread is tough too.. veri troublesome to order, cuz u can customise wad u wan all the way...
 
anyway i left at 5+pm to go to church.. nearby... had the concert rehearsal till 10pm.. quite tired now actually... but i think i wun slp until 3am today ba.. cuz i juz had fried kuay tiao for supper...... hehehe.. feel quite bad abt my diet esp after i met my health conscious frenz...! ;)

Thursday, July 29, 2004

:: juz some nostalgic crap.. ::
 
i juz heard my mom's hp ring... reminded veri much of my pager.. the IN thing frm yester year.. the tool of communication between my ex-dear-dear n mi when we first went out..
tt's all la..told u itz crap liao.
 
i haven done my sis' namecard cuz i was trying to look for chinese fanciful fonts.. i'm lazy to reply her email.. i'm lazy to reply emails anyway.. i am onli NOT lazy to write my blog.. o.0 weird of me.. sometimes i'm even lazy to read emails.. i open, check tt itz impt/crappy/funny/forwardable or not..no, then i close, next time then read. i dun open those tt has links to video clips/flash animation..etc cuz my internet is over limit already. i open when i have time in sch..
 
received a CPF thingy... i dun even read it. next time ba.. anyway i'm the type who keeps all trash until one day i decide tt i have too much stuff THEN i sort them out.. tt's y my room super messy n my gem_wong email account still has my sis' emails to me.. those sent like....2-3 yrs ago? i rem even keeping some 1999 ones, but i think i'd deleted them like sometime this yr ba..
 
i keep everything possible.. stickers, postcards, stamps, movie ticket stubs, worksheets, textbooks, cool-designed cans, alcohol bottles, PENCILS!, magazines, cds........ not forgetting to mention gifts n festive season cards frm frenz, u can imagine how packed my room is eh.. i juz realise tt my topic for today still revolves ard nostalgia.. tt's...gd i think.

hmm.. i realise tt sometimes rainy days can be quite enjoyable.. esp when u're indoors listening to jazz...or outdoors walking in the drizzle, past pple who r playing bball..

argh.. some thots juz dissipated..

btw, to my sis: mummy say dun eat chicken hor.. we received a CPF letter informing tt ur ermm...dunno wad defer till dunno when.. (wait i go check) .....oh ur repayment is deferred to JUL 2005.. haha.. anyway i think itz ok to put this on my blog cuz hardly anyone reads anyway..

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

i do wad i do best n yet u can do it better than me..
pengz... the moment i come online.. my freshie msg me "hihi"... zzz... i not in time to put busy mode sia.. he super apologetic abt everything he does... too polite in a sense, but also makes mi feel as if i'm veri petty to him.. -.-
 
anyway.. today woke up rather early.. not realli la.. lesson starts at 10am today anyway.. had breakfast then went to sch.. had DSNV..boring lesson... as usual.. i already quite noe superimpositioning so it was quite useless lesson today.. juz tt at home i wldn't be motivated to do work/tutorials as in class.
 
then after lesson went to north canteen for lunch... i wasn't hungry but i ate anyway.. typical of me.. slack around then looked for my freshies at the bball court. i forgot abt joining them until they msg me. sat down.. felt kinda weird watching all the guys play bball... i expected some gers at least.. so i left.. went to comp lab to look for wan n wanling.. then also to disturb junhao n edmund..
 
at 3pm we went to LTM1 to watch some film screening as we r invited thru the sch email. there were onli us 3 at first, then the yr 3s came in n wu shan(my freshie) the onli yr 1 came in. the whole thing was quite short...albert was juz telling us abt his experience in India... sorta an exchange programme with the animation companies in Bombay aka Mumbai.
 
at 4 the thing ended so nothing to do..supposed to meet belly n yun at causeway point at 3 but i wanted to stay for the film thingy instead.. i called them but they were already done with shopping for kwek's present. =) so the 3 of us parted from there. i went to comp lab to do my authoring assignment but stuck there dunno how to continue.. so shun bian disturb edmund somemore.. john asked me how to do ...then i help him here n there until where i dunno anymore.
 
at 7pm i went to mac to grab a cheeseburger for dinner n went for my lesson.. did hw in comp lab juz now.. i was late.. anyway Natasha came back to teach the Level 2... which is kinda not a gd thing for me in a sense tt... she can talk to the other 2 students in my class n they can reply fluently while i wld be at the side pretending tt i understand.. Ibu Lita can talk n i can understand 95% of wad she says... so i prefer Ibu Lita to teach me!!! haha...
 
today's lesson is abt describing pple.. menggambarkan penampilan orang.. v short lesson... no homework also... so we ended 10 min earlier than usual...
 
secret of the day with broken Bahasa: aku cinta pada mu, tetapi aku tak akan bicara dengan kamu!

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

had a dream while napping juz now..
dreamt tt i went home after sch.. n went to slp.. my friend felicia calls n says she wants to come so i waited for her.. then at 11am i heard my dad come home.. it was earlier than usual so i asked him how come he returned home so early. after a while my mom came home too.. i then realised tt the place i was at is not the same home as i live in now.. it was newer n much bigger..
 
felicia called to say she was at sengkang already so i can go downstairs to find her in a while. but i tried to find the door out n i was lost. i walked to another part of the house where there is no paint on the wall n looks rather run-down. in tt part there is a toilet n someone was washing her hand inside. i asked my mom how come there's this part of the house like tt.. then she asked mi whether i wan to take down a wall to merge tt toilet with my room.. i said ok.. then... i woke up i think.

was woken up by a call frm kelly..she wanted me to help her design poster n asked me how much i charge.. so i called jinwen n valencis to find out.. anyway she said she wld contact me again so i went back to slp..after tt woken up by an sms.. i realli slp a lot sia!
*juz some thots*

pple tend to take for granted the things tt r given free to them... for those who do not have, they might juz be willing to buy at full price n yet do not get..

n...does she still love him?

does he love me?

Monday, July 26, 2004

no mood to do work.. can't help it.. saturday wasted my night.. sunday woke up kinda late as i was supposed to be in charge of psalmist resource corner..1st time being in-charge. itz been such a long time since i sat with my cell grp during service.. been on duty for several wks already.. after service went to tend the PRC.. great sales for cds.. but kinda poor for books.. rongfa bought 2 cds sia! such enthusiatic customer!
 
had lunch in the library then went upstairs to pack the PRC. dunno wad came into me.. i was trying to unplug a plug behind a stack of standing foldable tables.. so i lifted tt stack from leaning against the wall.. n then i let go. i thought it wld make a loud noise if i just let them go n hit the wall so MY HAND INTERVENED... my poor finger was stuck in between the tables (v heavy!) n the wall for just a split second n i got internal bleeding already.. 1st time kena so serious type.. it went numb totally... n i felt handicapped for the rest of the day.
 
had rehearsal for the concert on sunday.. *ooh nervous sia~!* until 7+..then i called my parents to c where they having dinner..so i joined them at Maxwell's. thanks barney for sending mi there! had a filling dinner... then walked around the streets tt i have nv walked b4.. saw a stall of Indians n a python.. *-.-* there were lotsa stalls of vanishing trades.. walked thru mei shi street *woo, my name~!* hehe.. bought a few bags with my mom.. n some food.. around 8.30 then i left chinatown.. a bit worried i cldn't manage to buy the mounting board for my gui assignment sia.. but in the end i bought it. i also bought special coated printing paper to print my work..
 
itz been a long time since i bia work until so late.. slept at 4am then woke up at 7 to continue.. very rush cuz my lesson was at 8am today~!!! i wanted to wake up at 5.. but as usual i dun haf the discipline to crawl outta bed. even tho i didn't switch on the air con or fan, i cld still slp soundly.. tired sia..
 
last minute did mounting.. thank God i din screw the board...i onli have one!!! i anyhow pasted my printed work *proudly home-printed* then ran downstairs where my dad was waiting for mi. i left house around 7.55am... *x.X!* good thing when i reached the class wasn't doing anything... i hurriedly handed up my work n felt relieved..
 
long break until 10.15am.. so we went to Mac's to have breakfast.. long time no eat Mac breakfast!! saw the games pple there.. including edmund tt bai kah.. wahaha.. slept thru lecture.. then went to toa payoh swenson's cuz wan wanted to eat swenson's for a long time already. panicked when i cldn't think of ideas for my IMM hw.. gotta thank wanling n wan for flooding me with ideas! went back to sch slack a while.. slept thru IMM.. gosh i was rite in front of danny koh somemore.. but buey tahan la.. the lighting was dim n so comfortable to slp.. went home to slp somemore..
 
for ur info.. i din use to slp during lesson... I NV, in fact, when i was in sec sch.. haiz..

Saturday, July 24, 2004

feel horrible..
today i muz finish my GUI assignment yet i still dun haf the mood to do.. tmr muz bring it to print n mount n finish up everything by monday morning..
i still dun haf the mood to do!! argh tired now think i go slp.. maybe tmr then worry abt it..
 
shit!

Friday, July 23, 2004

changed my blog skin to Snapshot Tequila.. a bit sian of pink.. itz time to look at something fresh~!

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

sat
went to church for cell grp.. kelvin drove mi out for dinner..then we rushed to his hse to pick up his hp then rushed back to church for worship prac.. paul drove mi n a few others home..
 
sun
i tried TRIED to be early.. but in the end, end up slightly late..lol.. weelee seems quite unhappy abt so many pple being late for morning prac..
went for lunch with my parents in chinatown.. nice.. finally managed to take a photo of the screwed up advertising banner for used handphones.. (in chi hp is "shou ji" then tt banner wrote "ji" as in chicken! itz in CHINAtown somemore lor..)
went to kelvin's hse to prac vocal item.. then went for dinner at my old place.. reminiscence.. took bus all the way home.. reached home around 9+pm..
 
mon
8am lesson.. look super tired n ugly man.. then i transformed myself into a china girl.. i saw rongfa but i dun dare to say hi to him.. lol..
bought a mp3 player +thumb drive frm edmund.. haha love it man.. went for lunch in AMK with wan n wanling.. then found out tt my IMM lesson was postponed to friday.. damn~!
went back to sch to accompany wanling wait for her fren.. went to the lib to slack n play with my new toy.. then went to buy the dreamweaver book.. after tt went to comp lab to transfer files into my new toy. the DFV n animation pple walked past then came in to crap with us for a while.. then at 6 i went home to slp.
 
tue
web design lesson at 8am but i was in sch around 7.15 cuz my dad had to go to work early today.. it was a gd time for mi to wake up n spend time praying..
i din do my authoring hw.. i din do any hw at all.. sian.. juz dun feel like doing.. but still went for the lesson.. it was.. well, getting easier i guess.. can c the logic behind the coding.. can say i pick up things quite fast, juz tt i cannot apply design aesthetics in my work.. (sigh! tt's the most critical stuff i fail to do!)
anyway went home to slp after sch.. listening to mp3 on the bus.. haha..
slp until 8pm... dinner is.. as usual, leftovers frm my dad's canteen..

Friday, July 16, 2004

stayed at home the whole day today, well almost the whole day la.
 
my sis' bed realli soooo comfortable man! (hehe) i stayed in bed until 12+ like last fri.. cuz i dun need to go sch on fridays! (",)
 
woke up n cooked noodles n watched vcd.. like nothing to do.. made myself an ice blended drink with the milk shake powder i bought from tj balai. not v nice.. anyway today i realise tt i cannot drink coffee anymore.. it makes me weak! my hands wld feel shaky n my stomach too..
 
anyway in the afternn i browsed thru the graphic/web design books i bought but nv had a chance to read.. tried to revamp my website... managed to finish at night.. but tt is only for 2 pages.. go to http://www.geocities.com/an86ne/homepage.html
 
i intend to add a splash page but..not yet haha.. :Þ
 
went out in the evening.. went to compass point to meet mom for dinner.. i suggested Jack's Place but there wasn't any dinner sets.. so we went downstairs to Wasabi.. a jap restaurant la.. dunno wad's the occasion tt my mom wanna have such expensive dinner with me.. but i managed to c her UOB visa mini!! she's so hip man! haha she asked mi to apply for it too, but my account is a joint one with her.. furthermore i gotta design a unique signature tt is not easy to forge.. so might as well forget it.
 
anyway v happy cuz edmund help me buy mp3 player + thumbdrive haha.. seems like the promo is damn cheap n worth it so i cldn't wait to go sim lim myself..
 
today is a happy day.. feel like the girl in the laurier pantyliners commercial ad.. (?!?) haha
 
but quite boring.. so long nv go irc..then today dunno wad they toking.. i feel like i'm becoming more n more introvert liao haha..

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

today i woke up early.. my dad is realli worried i can't wake up on time everyday.. haiz
today's lesson is DSNV.. i dun like.. y else i join IM n not DFV? anyway we borrowed video cam to play.. boring sia.. i felt so stupid cuz i dunno where the operation buttons r.. hehe.. shared the cam with yvonne n kenneth.. i let them do most of the job like setting up n filming.. :P cuz.. i lazy..
after lesson i asked henry for help for some kata-kata i dunno.. then went to library to watch movie.. sian sia watch halfway the librarian told mi to change to another system.. then i cldn't figure out how to fast forward to the part where i left it.. in the end i was late to return the LD.. the librarian cancelled the fine of cuz.. or else i dun dare to borrow vcd/dvd/ld anymore! 1st time onli then kenna fine??
went home to slp for 1 hr then go out for kelas bahasa.. today's lesson is abt things inside the house.. nothing much to comment abt today..
still joyful.. =)
yday met rongfa during lunch time.. the day b4 also.. haha i c him more often than i c my other frenz (except dmd de frenz) leh..
monday
sian eh today is sleepy day..
slept thru lecture.. almost wanted to slp thru GUID lesson but i keep blinking my eyes trying to keep them open..
fasted my lunch... but a bit bth during IMM lesson...during the 20 min break i went to buy food..haha..
went to esther's hse to prac vocal item.. sing until 10++++ then pricilla drove mi home (yay!) hope she din lose her way home.. too tired to go online..

tuesday
quite early for lesson today..sigh~ another 8am day.. my sis' room realli dark n comfortable i dun feel like waking up in the early morning!
web design lesson...quite alright la.. i learnt tables so i dun find it difficult.. but a few of my classmates dun understand the concept so gotta help them.. i like to help, juz tt sometimes i can't tok well.. i can't even tell jokes..sigh~
authoring lesson.. everyone v quiet, trying to understand the concept.. a bit difficult i think i've grasp at least 50% of today's syllabus lor.. haha.. anyway i got to tok to yvonne n stephanie more today.. =)
went home to slp.. bought a few groceries at the punggol econ minimart.. i realise tt indonesia living standard is nt tt far from malaysia n singapore leh..
my dad got mi dinner.. sigh.. he always dun understand wad i eat n dun eat.. so i din finish it.. he offered to go out n buy something else but i feel i dun need la.. so he made milo n warmed some bread for mi.. *thanks!*
guess this is one of the days i feel joy... =)
weeee~! 3 days nv come online! longest record ever! hahaha... esp since this is on my own accord..

err..anyway juz an update: Psalmist ministry had a retreat 10-12th july.. i went to church on sat.. a bit late cuz i woke up at 8.45am.. *gasp!* forgot to bring hp so went back home to take.. anyway the retreat v fun... got to play bball.. if not for the retreat i think my bball wld stay at home collecting dust.. no one else brought ball so i guess we're all glad i brought it! hehe..

the games we played r v creative..have to thank Landy n Andrielle for planning!! n the food...yummy~! (oh i dun like the pineapple rice.. the fresh pineapple smells like nail polish remover..) =X the place is quite nice but PITY! there was construction going on! kinda spoiled the view lor..

i dun realli consider this retreat as a v relax one.. dunno y.. i din manage to swim (aww...) cuz by the time i asked the housekeeping pple for access into the room there was little time left to swim.. we actually locked ourselves out of the room -.-" esther dallas yongqiang christina played ddr.. woo~! photographed them in action! guess wad, i also caught yongqiang n nelson playing the slide in the pool! hoho~! gotta blackmail them for the photos!! :P

too bad i missed the chance to c transversites (blah) in changi village.. had to go home on sun cuz mon 8am got lesson.. paul drove mi home!! =D haiz i muz make good use of my bus concession on others days!

Saturday, July 10, 2004

mon
start of sch!! IM rox! lesson until 5... walked home..

tue
watched spiderman2 with ogls! had dinner at amk.. took bus home with david.

wed
went to library with wanling to check out the books..then went to bras basar... bought lotsa stuff.. sigh~~ walked to OPC for kelas bahasa.. missed last wk's due to orientation.. this time learn abt some prepositions like 'belakang', 'samping', 'seberang', 'antara' dan lain lain.

thur
had DSNV lesson.. boring.. (for mi la..itz too technical liao) showed my voiceout poster designs to the rest of the design team.. then rushed to bugis to meet audrey n evelyn.. was so worried when audrey din pick up my call! thot she wld pang seh mi again..oops..
shopped around.. i withdrew $50 frm my own bank account to spend.. ouch sim tia! bought 4 tops n 1 pencil case.. ooh pink polka dots! =D went to Upstairs n bought a bling-bling frm a cute guy..he turned out to be indonesian! i was juz telling audrey i haven't had a chance to converse with pple in bahasa, n then i met him! but i still spoke to him in english cuz i realli can't speak pasar talk.. hehe.. he gave mi a coupon to cut my hair, 2 pple for $10! the hairdresser v friendly..her shop is v new.. so we exchanged contacts but i din manage to say bye to the cute guy in time! i dun even noe his name!
rushed to church for vocal item practise for harvest event.. dunno y i got a feeling i wasn't welcome..

fri
no lesson! slp until 1pm!haha then play the Sims.. tried to install sim city but cannot.. i play until 3.30.. then went to prepare to go sch..for campus crusade 1st meeting! called the vision tea.. ?! felt quite awkward, like freshie like tt.. blur blur.. made some new frenz..but i find them kinda weird.. i feel tt i'm weird too.. haha..
sun
went to church by taxi (sigh~) rushed to look for my parents after service to get my allowance to pay for psalmist retreat.. then rushed home.. almost got into same situation as on father's days.. =( changed clothes then went out again..with whole family to changi airport to send my sis off. our grandfather story was on the Weekend Today..also dunno y..
we had late lunch in Swensen's.. yummy..
sorry to say, but the sendoff was kinda boring with nothing to do.. haha.. took some photos.. after tt had dinner at the canteen.. then went home.. dozed off on the bus..realli v tired sia..
on sat went to harbourfront to meet ogls.. dunno i wan to go sentosa or not.. but i decided to go church at 12.. for tanjung balai post trip evaluation + prayer. after closing prayer i discovered a new, niv, holy bible beside mi.. muz be from Jac! luv u lots!
went to meet kwek, yun, n belly halfway during cell grp to meet up n also to get my bday present frm them hehe.. i realli v happy to receive bball jersey frm them! realli can't describe how happy!
went back to church for worship prac.. after tt had supper at tanglin halt.. our usual place.. i juz realised tt i'm not on bus concession anymore..so my card was actually in negative value.. thank God for paul who drove mi home!
orientation
long time no update.. more than 1 wk has passed! orientation is over!!
1st day of orientation is quite sian, but expected la.. who on the 1st day can be as enthu as weiting? haha! played ice-breaker games.. the games i hate to play haha.. then brought the freshies to talks n campus tour.. stayed back for debriefing.. had dinner with ogls at amk.. everyone quite sian n tired.. i reached home around 12 ba..
thank God for good weather.. altho it rained on the day we wanted to have outdoor mass games.. i din expect it, but the freshies r far more enthusiastic on the 2nd day! my grp 7, even without gab during the games, r able to come together cheer together greet station masters together! then we had animation workshop..dan lain lain. we celebrated sab's n catherine's bday..peilin n i went out to buy the cake for them.. stayed back to prac dance.. then went to dionne's place to stayover.. had supper..then slp quite late..
3rd day was drawing lecture, health talk, dan lain lain.. then there was the prep for grand finale, something like talentime.. gab n i were impressed with our grp 7 cuz they came together to discuss their grp item without us! we were busy preparing our dance for them.. anyway they gathered at the TFA on time n i brought them in.. i kinda impressed myself by being a loudspeaker while ushering groups inside. the performance was a terrific one.. i did my dance steps correctly..
after tt we had refreshments n debriefing with my grp.. i told them i was happy tt the guys r gentlemanly (they seem to like to open doors for others!) but i nv tell them i was disappointed when they gave negative remarks on stage.. anyway tt day is memorable n unforgettable! ogls stayed back n we did the dance again..took lotsa photos.. went for dinner.. played pool..