:: nightmares ::

oh yah, forgot which days, but there was 1 day i had 2 nightmares. i think shld be last sunday la.. i took an afternoon nap.. then i dreamt tt i was taking LRT with sweeyi.. then met 2 pple who bumped into each other on the way in n were not happy. after that on the way back took LRT again n met the same 2 pple.. this time they pushed each other.. the lrt stopped halfway at the platform and one of the doors opened to the tracks. i was at that door n sweeyi quickly jumped off the lrt but i was struggling cuz i have the fear of heights n there were a lot of things on my hands. managed to jump off finally but had to struggle again to climb up to the platform. it was a narrow path n if i'm not careful i might fall back to the tracks. the whole nightmare is just the struggle to get to safety.

then that night i dreamt of myself eating tissue paper.. forgot who there were but i was in a rundown building.. eating steamboat.. but instead of food, i was eating packets of tissue paper.. the next morning i woke up at 7am i felt like vomiting.

:: not so satisfying week ::

sat
went to watch the Da Vinci Code with the church, at cineleisure.. i think it's the first time we have such a thing? met at Friends of Galilee. there were free food.. =P the movie was kind of weird. full of half truths. i was quite amazed at how they manage to find the churches/cathedrals to film. to fit in the story. n i felt quite weird when i saw the part of the pagan worship. didn't realise the influence was so great. nvm if u dunno wad i'm talking abt.. i dunno how to explain also.

had dinner at scott's food court. bought a cake for amos' birthday.


monday
was looking forward to going for interview at Vivonne's workplace.. but she called to say the interview is on wed.

hoped that Media Freaks would call me for a second interview. Jac suggested i email them to show my sincerity in wanting to work for them but i held back. if it's meant to be then it's meant to be, u know? maybe that's not the place God is calling me to anyway.

went for lunch with Audrey.. it's good to catch up with her once in a while. she treated me to pastamania at harbourfront. hehe.. finally got to try the dessert, but i dun like.

she could only come out during her lunch hour. so after that i called sweeyi to come out. went to take bus 143, passed by Malan Rd, passed by Clementi West Street 2, passed by Pandan Gardens. reminisce.

went to JE.. IMM Daiso!!! i only had $14? i think? so i told myself dun get tempted easily. but i tell u i feel that Daiso got this..... something 'evil' abt it. when i'm in there i feel like everything is useful/nice/worth buying.. then when i buy something home i dunno what i can use it for. Evil! bought a namecard holder, nail art accessory, green tea flavoured caramel corn, n instant rice (took me v long to rem this one).

had dinner at the HK cafe outside Daiso. just had yuan yang and yuan yang dessert. took the shuttle bus back to JE interchange then took mrt to woodlands. then took bus to sengkang, n asked my dad to fetch me home from there.


tue
i think i stayed at home.


wed
woke up quite late.. went to chinatown for interview. i was late so i think i didn't give the interviewer a good impression. sigh. he was quite stern. n commented that i should have presented my design concepts instead of just presenting my works. out of the 3 interviews i went this one was v particular about presentation. so i was quite turned off. honestly. when the other guy asked me whether we have any questions about the company, my mind only had one thing.

walked to pearl centre for lunch. had chicken chop spaghetti. $5.50 sia. officially broke for the week. n it's only tue. had to even borrow from sweeyi to have dessert.. (u must be thinking, what crap is this? broke then dun eat la.. but.. i'm like that la.)

chatted for a long time. n after that stood outside and chatted for a long time. haha.. then went home. parents had cell grp so no one at home till late.


thur
stayed home n packed my room.. haha.. now my floor has one less pile of stuff. happy~
went to rivervale mall for dinner. ate at Sukura. there was promotion ma.. $15 total.


fri
wanted to revamp my website so that it is 'worthy' enough for me to show companies what i can do for web design. halfway chihiro called to ask me if i'm free to watch movie. her colleague booked ticket for the wrong day so she quickly called me to take her place. managed to get sweeyi n ian. then went to chinatown to pick up the tickets. thought i had plenty of time till i reached punggol mrt then i realise i'm not v early. rushed at chinatown, until my legs cramp. haha.. got the tickets n rushed to PS.. david came to buy an extra ticket but v suay, didn't get the same theatre as us. so weird, PS actually screen so many X-Men 3 at the same time in diff theatres.

i was quite sad at how the story turned out. so many main characters died. n my fav x-man, Cyclops, didn't look as handsome as before.. =( i just dun like an ending where my fav pple die.

had dinner at foodcourt. got money from ian cuz i lent him last week so i finally got money!! *dances around*

i just realise i missed my kor's birthday last friday.. =( so sorry!


sat
had brunch with my mom at kadaloor. u ask, where the heck is that? i answer, in punggol lor.

went for cell grp. i suddenly rem that worship prac no longer starts at 7pm, so i realise i could not make it for cat's birthday party at 5pm. sigh~

i think everyone feels that everyone is off-form for practice today. let's make it good tmr!

had dinner with the remaining pple (sound + psalmist) at potong pasir. had murtabak.. $5.. ouch..

i have $20 left for next week. OUCH.

:: wahseh ::

hehe so long no update...

hmm.. i think i will have lots to say.. hmm.. where to begin..? ohh.. okok

sat.. went to Tanjung Balai, sick, have to pray v hard that the pollution there will not make me feel worse n that i will not spread my germs to the children there. this trip, honestly, not as enjoyable as all the previous trips. firstly becuz we did not sleep in aircon room this time.. i shldn't complain when it had been a kind offer for us to stay at uncle Asun's place. but tt night i had LOTSA mosquito bites n i felt like my blood is getting poisoned n i would die. secondly his wife did not cook dinner for us this time. maybe i just expected too much? n Wiky didn't stay with us to chat.. their new comp had no sound n i managed to fix the problem, but he was not around........ HE WENT TO FIND ADRIANO WITHOUT BRINGING US ALONG!!! yes the campus superstar Adriano!!!!!!

n i felt like i didn't do much, like when there's things to carry i notice i didn't help. so selfish! then on sunday my runny nose made me feel worse, on top of my mosquito bites. sigh. taught the children art n craft as usual, (i think that's my permanent job there, i hope~) but it wasn't as fun as the previous trip one. gotta confess that i thought of it only on friday so i didn't have time to get the materials. ended up just drawing n cutting. quite boring. at the end of sunday school i gave the girls earrings i bought from phuket long long time ago. i'm kinda clearing stock from my room.

came back earlier than usual to celebrate mother's day. i realise i forgot to appreciate my godma.. oopssss.... my parents were waiting for me at harbourfront.. 1st time they fetch me from my trip. had dinner at noodle hut..

monday i was supposed to send gail off for her mission trip, but i overslept.. sigh.. slept late last night ma, dun even rem what i did. so i went for a job interview at chinatown point at 2pm.. felt quite discouraged cuz they were looking for interactive designer (which i'm supposed to be), but my actionscript skill is lousy. felt that my website is not interactive enough. after that walked to suntec to meet sweeyi. shared with her a bowl of fish slice beehoon n vitamilk from carrefour. walked around till i was tired. on my way home michael they all managed to psycho me to go nic's hse to play mahjong. but i went home to bathe first.. still need to purge the poison from my skin. reached nic's place at 10.45pm. played all the way till the next morning at 10am. wahaha.. had a break at 3am.. went to eat roti prata.. haha..

tue
went home to rest.. i think i stayed home the whole afternoon? then evening went to potong pasir for dinner with my parents then went to church for Psalmist Quarterly Discipleship Training. hmm~ PQDT. kinda dunno y but i dun have anything to share with my grp.

wed
ahaha.. my dad's off day. went for breakfast at punggol plaza n went around looking for mahjong table. =P at 2+pm my dad n i started playing mahjong by ourselves, using the dinner table. then huixiang came n joined us. around 4+pm sweeyi came. we played till 5+? my dad went out for cell grp. so we had 1 less player. we started to watch H2.. i watched it b4 n i LOVED it. then yongcheng n his gf came.. they bought roti prata for us =P peilin arrived then we played mahjong. played till 9pm then yongcheng n his gf had to leave. so peilin took over. wah.. nonstop sia. =P we played till 11+pm then chihiro came over. sweeyi left then my parents came back. hmm.. seems like that day got a lot of pple come my house!! =P chihiro left then peilin, hx n i played dai dee till 4am.. if just now the mahjong session got count money, wah, i would have won, $20+? haha.. watched H2 a bit then went to sleep at 5am.

thur
woke up at 12pm n realise that peilin n hx left already.. =P went to chinatown at 3pm to meet sweeyi n ian. kinda prepared to spend a lot tt day. but i only have $50 left. hmm~ bought 4 cds n that's it. had dim sum for high tea.. :P yumyum~ bought some toiletries n went to chinatown point to return chihiro her earpiece tt she left at my place. after tt went to smith street to find my mom n have dinner. it was not bad~ dumped my stuff with her then i went to church for sectional training.

fri
today kinda supposed to go out with sweeyi but i slept till 2pm.. hehe.. watched H2 disc 4 & 5 n received a phonecall.. got another company ask me to go down for interview. cool~! praise God for job offer! i was still watching the vcd halfway.. =P so after i watched finish disc 5 i went to chinatown (again~) haha.. i like working in chinatown.. managed to find the place.. thanks to my tourguide instinct~ =P i like the working environment.. =P all guys~~~ hahahah helen will be starting work there next monday.. i didn't bring my demo reel or works in soft copy so they were kinda disappointed.. sigh~

:: sick ::

dun really have mood to update..

just an overview of what happened recently:

- went swimming on fri 5/5/06
- went to mind cafe to celebrate yun's n belly's birthdays too that day
- sick this whole week
- cooked for ting n her friend n my parents
- cooked a lot the whole week
- sold my old comp at sim lim sq, with ian's help to carry
- watched MI:III with swee yi at bishan
- received call to go for job interview next monday
- going tanjung balai tmr.

:: stress ::

hmm.. i'm starting to peel.. esp my nose.. felt like it's going to crack everytime i smile or crinch my face.

i'm a bit stressed right now. there's an urgent need to look for job cuz my mom decided to quit hers. felt like she's eager to push me into the deep blue sea while she's trying to come up. but the more she nags at me to find job i feel more scared. she keeps warning me about working life. office politics. i rather she keeps me hopeful.

last night she went crazy - again. told me to email my sis to come back within 2 yrs. she stepped out of my room, then came back again. "tell her not 2 yrs from now, but 2 yrs since she started work in thailand." step out, step in. "when did she leave here ah? we moved here in 2002....blah blah blah"

*cries*

yday i cooked meals for myself. not tasty enough. i cooked rice, carrot, bacon, fried eggs n soup for lunch. rice, bacon n eggs for dinner. i did not step out of my house at all. used all leftovers from chinese new year reunion steamboat dinner. i can only pray that God bless the food and i will not get food poisoning. but i did not add seasoning. so at least it's healthy. i kind of feel like i'm living with rations. like there's war out there n i can only depend on what i have at home.

so sad i can't go out... my ezlink card only left 49¢. i can't tell my parents i need money. they'll just start nagging at me again.

:: sentosa ::

hmm.. honestly i felt quite shi bai abt PRC this month. i was in charge but didn't do much.. my only excuse? it clashes with my grad show. on sunday itself i was quite confused abt the operation. was not organised, didn't do our own pricelist, didn't have enough change. and people started buying stuff but i didn't noticed what they bought. at least at the end the accounts tally.

there was audition for new Psalmists that sunday and also prac for tue prayer meeting. i guess i was supposed to KNOW that there was prac but i forgot. we mentioned it during our Psalmist TAP awards n meeting. i was v tired. went home to sleep straight after that. parents were not at home. they were at msia fishing. haha clash with my grad show too.

anyway on monday i couldn't sleep till 6+am. only woke up when david called. he already reached harbourfront! haha.. by the time i reached it was around 11+am. took taxi with wendy n michael into sentosa to palawan beach. met the rest of the grp. got yr 2s, yr 3s n us, grads. played beach volleyball. then went into the water. i didn't want to come out. haha.. played monkey.. got a bruise on my left knee when i dived for the ball. i rem knocking into jonathan but he doesn't. oh well~ i can't rem how but i got a bruise on my right foot too.

it was fun holding on to the volleyball n keeping afloat n getting further n further from shore. my feet weren't touching the ground anymore but i was not afraid cuz i got the ball!! haha.. it was fun letting the waves bring me around. i was a bit worried i might get leg cramps, but thank God i didn't. quite reluctant to go.. came up to play frisbee then went to shower. good thing wendy n i went earlier. there was a long queue already. n even longer behind us. there was a heavy downpour while i was waiting for jeananne n tingting.

went to PS n had noodle omelette. the rest went to Swensen's n we kinda met up a while after that but separated soon again. quite weird. parents came back from msia. it's time to check email daily for job offers!