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Sunday, February 27, 2005

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it was nite time when we went there.. a lot of mosquitoes... the thing is, he didn't bother to send mi home. cuz it was late. duh! but the view was breath taking la... hmmph..

:: dreams ::

been having v weird dreams this days... itz not common for mi to have dreams la. usually itz a not a gd sign. it means tt i haven't been slping well.

i rem on wed nite i dreamt that i was going thru a wedding ceremony with jiewei! we were at SAJC lecture theatre 2... v funny rite? halfway thru the ceremony, sort of a break time for us, i cldn't find jw anywhere.. i even looked for him at a "make up room".. but i decided tt i dun like the thought of losing my"husband" on my wedding day, so i rewinded my dream so tt he didn't "run away" at all. instead, halfway thru the ceremony, we decided to go out for a walk. tt place reminded mi of the old national library area, just tt the place looked more spacious, as if it weren't singapore. there was a building tt looked kinda futuristic. white+ glass, unique structure, single-level museum tt housed design materials n articles. after walking thru it we decided tt we've been out for a long time, should go back to continue our ceremony... well i hadn't looked into the mirror so i didn't actually c myself in a gown.

hahaha... up till here r u laughing like mad already?

cuz i got a weird dream last nite too. i dreamt tt i was a guy.. i rem vaguely tt i have a deep voice, n tt i had a crush on a girl. i was in a room with a group of abt 10 pple, in a v old building... doesn't seem like modern singapore also.. it was the birthday of one of the guys. it seems tt the tradition of celebrating the birthdays with this grp of pple is to trick the guy into believing tt he's not welcome among us, n then after tt we wld surprise him with warm birthday greetings. so we started to leave the room, leaving him to be the last. he couldn't catch up with us. we went inside a lift to go downstairs. dunno how come rachael chen was with us too.. so i asked her y were we doing this, treating tt poor guy like tt.. so she explained wad we wld do to surprise him later. first we juz have to avoid him. when the lift reached the first level, we saw a lot of kids, itz like we were in a pri sch. i went "hiding" with the girl tt i like. we went to the sch field... it was like an amusement park with roller coasters. i saw many weird but fun-looking machines. we sat together somewhere and took out our laptops. she asked if i joined this virtual chat community. i have, so i decided to surf the website. i tried to type out the web address but i seem to keep typing wrongly. i rem hugging her too.. she had long hair n was wearing white long sleeved. tt's y i think i dreamt as myself as a guy.

hmm.. tt's all the details i can recall. then esther called to wake mi up, to go church early.

i've been to clarke quay mrt station twice these few days. but i wasn't armed with my camera... cuz i saw views that i realli want to capture on my camera. the cat tt was on the steps at the mrt station, was still at the same spot. if i get to c it there at the same place again, i wld take a photo of it n name it the resident cat of clarke quay mrt station! anyway, at the entrance of the mrt station was swissotel merchant court hotel. swissotel....... reminds mi of bryan... suddenly all the memories juz came back to me.. i thot of the times we went out... hmm.. kinda miss him.. argh, then again... =S

well, when memories come back to me, usually itz a sign of PMS. jus to clarify, guys, PMS means pre menstrual syndrome, not something tt happens DURING. at least, tt's for me la.

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

:: crybaby ::

haiz... so many times already, i do work until so stress... feel like crying, but managed to control.....

so long no update... nothing much to say la.... wed went to take photos with wan n weng heng.. then came to sch to return camera n also DG, followed by lo hei with Campus Crusade.

thur stayed at home the whole day... wanted to come to sch at first, but decided to juz stay at home la.. went out in the evening to meet my sec sch gang..

fri went home straight after sch to slp... but dunno y like cannot slp... went out to meet my cell grp for dinner.. they wanted to go for the UK funfair... i decided to save tt money... (i'd rather spend money on food)

went to church early for campus rampus, SAJC fundraising carnival.. a lot ALOT of gd looking guys~! =P~~~ but i think they're mostly younger than me.. well anyway, they're just ice cream for my eyes onli... can c cannot eat.. then cell grp n Path exam. i felt v sad... cuz many pple said things tt stumbled me... felt as if there was spiritual attack in our church today..

so this wk... i had most of my dinners outside... v busy... little time to spend with my family...

sunday... i rushed off after service to have lunch with my parents in Han's.. i get to save money when they treat me... haha... slacked too much today... kinda forgot tt i got assignment to submit tmr.... did until 2am like tt then decided to slp.. cuz i dunno how to do~!

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Monday, February 14, 2005

:: happy V-day~! ::

today, i'm v happy to meet many of my old frenz, n hang out with my poly frenz..

bumped into dawn, hong tat, chee yap, sheena, abel... etc.. went out with huixiang, swee yi, yanqiao, ian, sandy n tak yee... walked a lot today, until i dulan... =X juz felt v sian n no mood to do anything other than sit down n chill out.. hmm.. seems like i've found the wrong pple to chill out with.. =X well not trying to say anything, juz tt some things i enjoy doing with some pple.. it depends on who it is n wad activity...

reached sch quite on time.. heng mr alex nv ask mi to present web review....! v distracted after he gave a lecture on flash components halfway... haiz my attention span getting shorter... overjoyed when i heard tt we dun haf authoring lesson today. called ting n chatted... she gave mi a shock with her latest news man! felt kinda worried for her... juz dun feel tt tt guy is a suitable bf for her... i feel kinda disappointed in relationships u c.. kinda no hope in getting into another one....yet.
gave the girls in my class flowers for v-day.. had lunch in south canteen with the guys.. went to amk, wanted to bank in my ang pow money, but long queue sia.. so i walked around, looked for vcds, gifts for my ah lian n lao gong..

walked to somerset to look at cds.. wanted to get vcds... but juz couldn't get the one i wan... bought bearbrick n a disney toy for hx, paid a bit for an animation vcd for swee yi.. tt's my v day gift for them.. then walked to heeren n met sandy, tak yee, ian n yan qiao.. long time no hang out with them.. had dinner at marche's.. yummy~!~ but sad thing is, i used to be unable to finish my ham n cheese crepes... now, i can finish it n eat more stuff~! =S

after dinner, sandy's fren came.. we walked around heeren then walked to taka.. i needed to go to kino to buy my jap textbook... i was supposed to own one long time ago.. =X tmr got jap test, so buy it to study.. but i doubt i will la.. by the time i reach home.....

chilled out at coffee bean in taka... walked to somerset mrt.. gee i guess i'm glad we did.. i caught a glimpse of someone from church.. but i doubt he saw mi.. haha itz ok.. tired tired...

Sunday, February 13, 2005


welcome to pulau ubin Posted by Hello

at pulau ubin jetty... i realli believe this is my first time there altho my dad told mi i've been there b4.. hmm~ Posted by Hello

:: first times ::

haha v happy.. cuz 2005 is getting more happening.. n i luv my life to be happening!~ alright, enuf crap... to me, happening means doing alot of things for the first time. so wad first times have i done so far? alright, enuf crap too.

- dining at yuki sushi (u ask, like this also counted? i reply, yes!)
- visiting shirley's house
- visiting jinwen's hse
- going to pulau ubin!!! (tt leads to my tales of adventure below)
- riding a bike... (uh.. i was merely the pillion rider of a 2-seater)
- gee..can't think of anymore at the moment?

well.. wanna thank weng heng n hilwan for helping n encouraging me to ride a bike today =P tt 3 hrs in ubin seem quite long leh.. felt as if i've explored the whole island already...

hmm.. been visiting frenz for the past few days.. on friday i visited shirley, she made bobochacha's chawanmushi n cold creamy corn custard n we played cluedo.. i kinda like the game, juz tt it got a bit draggy.. went off at 5 to go to jinwen's place at kovan.. quite near aijia's place.. he got a jack russell named vicky or something... hmm i made a comment tt caused everyone to ask y? =P i said, after i c jinwen's dog, i'm beginning to love cats even more.. well.. i guess i juz dun like anything to keep touching me? umm.. cats r more suitable for me ba. i realised tt ian notices my lame jokes... itz realli nice of him to respond to them.. n i find tt ze jian is v sweet to help peel the prawns for steamboat, even if itz as wad he says, for himself, i believe he has a kind soul =P n i noticed joanne's eyebrows, v nice.. i lost around $6 in blackjack.. but itz ok la.. took bus back with yunting, heng we still got bus.. zj n hm missed their bus so they had to take taxi..

sat went to miss amy's hse, even tho i was nv taught by her.. i was close to grp 5 enuf to go visiting with them =P then went for cell grp... after tt rushed off to my parents' cell grp member's hse.. honestly i dun like the food.. as usual being the food-picky me. chatted with ruifen, ruijie's sister n encouraged her to join youth service on sunday. chatted also with eunice, hannah tang, naomi, cristal.. cristal's parents drove me home =) well, cuz my parents abandoned me.. =( sob sob.. juz kidding la. they went home by motorbike. i took kelvin's watch with me, cuz i was playing with it then forgot to return it.. hee~ =P

then today met kwek n diana b4 going into the sanctuary for service. after tt rushed off to ubin.. kinda late, 3pm when i reached there.. but still able to catch some nice shots on my minolta.

Thursday, February 10, 2005

monday

it's best frenz day out~! hmm.. asked dionne out to gym but she tired la, so in the end nv go..
woke up at 10.30am... kinda late.. prepared to go out.. itz SUN-day~! sentosa~!! took lrt then mrt to harbourfront to meet ting.. had prata n milk tea.. judy came.. we took the shuttle bus into sentosa to have great sun+sand+sea fun! thought of asking yc also but we all girls la.. wanna wear bikini so dun wan to get guys to come along..

parked at siloso beach.. there's cute guys, there's a husky, there us, pretty babes~! =P it was HOT by the time we reached there.. i cldn't wait to get into the water~! i kept taking photographs but a bit scared to bring the camera near the sea... picked a lot of baby seashells.. uh..shit i think we threw them away? =(

we had a lot of crazy fun.. but the most disappointing thing is i missed catching the sunset... i mean i saw the red red ball.. but by the time i walked closer it was gone.. hidden behind clouds of pollution... =(

got kinda burnt... went to bathe.. there's this guy called joseph..i met him at sentosa b4..he found me familiar too.. but i pai seh to show tt i recognise him la... anyway he asked us to help him take care of his husky while he went to bathe.. then he felt obliged to return us the favour by driving us out... haiyaz i shld have rejected tt offer cuz i want to go watch the musical fountain n stay in sentosa longer wor. =(

went to noodle hut in harbourfront to have dinner. had la mian n dim sum.. happyzz~~

tuesday

rented DVDs to watch =P today is movie day~!!! watched like..3 movies at a go? sat in front of the tv the whole day..

wednesday

CNY visitation

thursday

CNY visitation

Monday, February 07, 2005

oh yah.. if i'm not wrong, yday was my (ahem) fav balai boy's bday.... sigh.. feel v sad when i think tt he's not in balai... n tt i cannot stay there overnight anymore~!!!! i dun understand y wor... =(

anywayz today went for movie with Audrey, thomas, diana, edmund, n adam.. thanks jieling for the movie ticket!!! i enjoyed the show.. i always love HK movies!~ i noticed tt i've been noticing the special effects and transitions.. (hoho influence by the DFVs?) after tt walked around bugis.. haha actually i was juz telling audrey abt rong fa n terry... n then WAH! so coincidental i met them in the Edge! audrey mentioned tt everytime she toks abt pple they will appear b4 her de...hahahaha.. then we bumped into them a second time, when terry said something "...angel" i heard my name then he realise tt i was rite in front of him haha.. hmm.. next time wanna tok bad abt mi make sure i'm not around first hor!~ juz jk la dun think they will tok bad abt mi.. i'm not so bad to tok abt anyway.. (haha?!)

after tt audrey left.. i went to kinokuniya to walk around.. wanted to look for the jap textbook (i still haven buy~~) but no stock leh.. saw a lot of mags n i was v tempted to buy.. no money anyway.

walked to bras basah to walk around.. saw a book a very very much wan to buy! but i kept telling myself, "no..." and "wait till i got money..." haiz...

this was a realli inspirational trip. but i dun realli feel like itz a day for photo taking.
hmm.. i'm going to say goodbye to all of u... i'm going somewhere far far away.....





no la, juz joking. i'm juz gonna fast from internet and all internet chatting for 1 wk starting from monday!! this will be a time of rest for my eyes (my short-sightedness is getting more n more serious) and for my spirit~ my course is computer related ma.. face the computer all day v tiring one.. of cuz i also wan to prove to God tt i have not made internet my idol, an addiction that has a hold over me.. itz juz something useful, but it wun control me~! hmm.. maybe some of u wun understand wad i'm trying to say.. but do support my fast by not tempting me!

c u, my dear blog.. until next week~!

Saturday, February 05, 2005

haha kinda miss u.. as i sit here using the comp in my room i somehow think tt u r still slping in ur room.. haa but nvm.. itz fun to be away from home, even if u're working, cuz during ur off days, u're not in singapore! so convenient wor.. i'm so easily influenced by sights n sounds of outside singapore... wanna be there now too...
this morning yau called again.. i picked up.. this time i nv run around like a chicken! haha i faked a deep voice n told him he got the wrong number.. y does he call mi n look for geraldine? or did he juz pronounce my name wrongly?

anywayz.. i haven updated abt wed.. there was a mass evangelistic concert in my sch.. invited Parousia to perform.. it was great.. i can c their heart of worship.. juz tt i personally dun like accoustic music, find it boring to me..

after tt there was refreshment time.. went home kinda late..

then thur went to sch to use 3D max..

fri i juz felt tt if we can have access to sch resources might as well make full use of it.. the sch library buys magazines like Teenage, Home n Decor etc etc..i can save my money on mags by going to sch to read lor. sorry ah, my sis, no more mags for u to cut!

stayed in sch until 9 to use internet, listen to music etc etc in film studio..cool place~!
i feel disgusted.

Friday, February 04, 2005



they r so cute~! i like terence yin chi wai too~! i wanna buy the new police story vcd~!!!!! daniel wu!!~~!! edison~!!!~~ haha going gaga over boys....

Wednesday, February 02, 2005


my su-wai girl from surin... her name is...shucks i forgot. she's a v smart girl. Posted by Hello

jw looks v gd here... hmm i have a lot of nice photos of him.... but dun think i'll put all of them up la.. Posted by Hello

dunno y all the pics i take with him always blur.. -.- Posted by Hello

i forgot her name.. a teacher from surin.. Posted by Hello

mmm... broke up with him already, but dunno y he still calls mi dear... Posted by Hello

my ex bf... met him in msia... he's a gangster... Posted by Hello