woke up at 5am cuz i set my alarm to ring..then received joshua's sms tt he's at jeremy's place so he cldn't drive mi to church. so i decided to slp on.. until 6.30.. woke up to bathe... then went back to nap a bit, until 7.30.. tt's how i ended up late for church. took taxi from harbourfront.
not bad mi n landy coordinate dressing quite alright, light colour top. a bit of mistakes during worship session.. but ok la.. itz still worship lor.. had holy communion. felt quite distracted n stoned during sermon unfortunately.. cuz i forgot to bring bible 2 days in a row.. sigh.. my bible is coming apart..
after service packed the files back to their place.. then hang around.. waited with landy for his parents n for alan to drive mi to harbourfront for cell grp lunch. i asked if i cld join landy's family for dinner n he was ok with it.. haha but of cuz i was onli joking..
lunch was ok... after tt chatted a bit.. felt ok until they started to tok abt things tt i dunno. when i asked, jieling told mi to figure out myself.. i cld imagine the look on my face change upon tt comment. suddenly i dun feel like toking to them. went on my own to walk walk.. then took bus 143 to my old hse.. changed to bus 30 to go to boon lay to meet hao. he bought mi a bball as bday present. i felt guilty cuz i left his belated present at home. wanted to treated him 'lunch' but he rejected tt offer. bought lotsa choc cuz of their packaging.. n bought a keychain for my dad for father's day gift. felt a bit bad cuz i din spend anything for mother's day..
anyway..the onli thing tt can keep mi happy is probably thinking abt pple who care abt mi..