on sunday as i was carrying a heavy load of books and cds back to Crest at far east, i prayed that my arm muscles will not get pulled. usually i will experiece an ache the next morning. but this time, because i prayed exactly like this, "Dear God, i pray that You will give me strength (until i reach Crest), not muscles..." the next morning i noticed that i don't feel any strain in my arm at all!! this is a simple day to day miracle that YOU can ask from God too! praise God!
i also wanna thank God for pushing my deadline behind. especially the animoweb competition. i didn't exactly spend a lot of time n effort on it la, but i hope to win la. hmm.. that's y i give myself extra stress... i bia my grp proj work on sunday night, bia my interaction design assignment on monday night n tue after my lesson went home to rest. when doing my ID assignment, i had overconfidence. thought that the effort i put in is good enough, that my concept is good. but when i submitted mine and reviewed everyone's in the class, mine is the worst. i dunno la. i passed my standard somehow, but i couldn't pass the class' standard. at the back of my mind i start to wonder, am i cut out to be a designer? i am just good enough to help my church design some simple brochures, posters etc.. but not good enough for the industry. i've had thoughts to become full time missionary, but is it an easy way out because i dun wanna work in competitive environment?
ya anyway.. just a little something extra abt me.. i guess u all dunno the extent of my depression. it's been there for a very long time already. whenever i see a knife i wld imagine myself getting cut by it, not that i have the intention to cut myself. i would sometimes imagine if my wrist got scratched accidentally n blood will splash all over.. i've ever imagined the walls of my room full of blood.. i also imagined slipping in the bathroom n hitting my head until i become unconscious. i imagined falling off my dad's motorbike. because i always lean on the box behind, so i imagined the box came loose n i fell backward in the middle of the expressway. even though i didn't have the intention, but i guess if one day i start to sleepwalk n do things with my subconscious mind, it's gonna be very scary. yea n in pri sch i even talked with my best friend abt jumping off a building. i..realise..it might be caused by watching horror films like Scream, What Lies Beneath, Final Destination. (i'm not affected by ghost kinda movies, but more of murder kind of movies) i really need to overcome this part of me. yup. thanks for reading. don't be affected by it. dun start imagining these yourself k?
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Sunday, November 27, 2005
:: =( ::
felt a bit being pushed around today.. but dun wanna remember it already la.
hmm.. now feeling much better cuz tt madman stopped calling me.. tt night i mentioned he called 7 times? he called 4 more times after i published that entry. n i switched off my phone at midnight. immediately he called my hse!! i was pissed with his intention to disturb my whole family (minus my sis).
anyway i was very very very stressed this week.. a lot of things to do, haven't organised when to set aside time for wad.
1. design identification for camp comm
2. finalise t-shirt design, incorporate GB logo
3. camp booklet cover design
4. freelance work (thanks jieling's friend vincent for allowing me flexible time)
5. animoweb (submission next wed *gasp!*)
6. entrepreneur grp proj work
7. interaction design assignment 2 (submission on tue *gasp! gasp!*)
n other stuff tt i have already done during the week
1. check out t-shirts quality, size
2. meet seller of digital cam
3. buy mom's bday present
4. collect stuff from PRC
5. meet esther n shirley for PRC 2006 planning
6. check out prices of tag & lanyard
7. transfer funds and submit payment for child sponsorship
8. prac offertory with my twin
thank God for sustaining me.. sometimes when i feel like things are so disorganised i wish i didn't have the life to deal with them. but when things seem organised enough i feel much better. as i was sharing with my cell grp, this week is kinda mood swing for me.
i'm not complaining and hoping someone can take over my tasks, these r my responsibilities.. i'll feel worse if these are taken away from me such that i have nothing to do. might as well die. uh.. dun take me serious on this one.
God is not pleased with complainers. i dun wanna be one.
hmm.. now feeling much better cuz tt madman stopped calling me.. tt night i mentioned he called 7 times? he called 4 more times after i published that entry. n i switched off my phone at midnight. immediately he called my hse!! i was pissed with his intention to disturb my whole family (minus my sis).
anyway i was very very very stressed this week.. a lot of things to do, haven't organised when to set aside time for wad.
1. design identification for camp comm
2. finalise t-shirt design, incorporate GB logo
3. camp booklet cover design
4. freelance work (thanks jieling's friend vincent for allowing me flexible time)
5. animoweb (submission next wed *gasp!*)
6. entrepreneur grp proj work
7. interaction design assignment 2 (submission on tue *gasp! gasp!*)
n other stuff tt i have already done during the week
1. check out t-shirts quality, size
2. meet seller of digital cam
3. buy mom's bday present
4. collect stuff from PRC
5. meet esther n shirley for PRC 2006 planning
6. check out prices of tag & lanyard
7. transfer funds and submit payment for child sponsorship
8. prac offertory with my twin
thank God for sustaining me.. sometimes when i feel like things are so disorganised i wish i didn't have the life to deal with them. but when things seem organised enough i feel much better. as i was sharing with my cell grp, this week is kinda mood swing for me.
i'm not complaining and hoping someone can take over my tasks, these r my responsibilities.. i'll feel worse if these are taken away from me such that i have nothing to do. might as well die. uh.. dun take me serious on this one.
God is not pleased with complainers. i dun wanna be one.
Friday, November 25, 2005
:: >.< ::
i am very angry!!!
I WANNA SHOUT!!!
idiot!! bugger!! stop calling me!!
for his sake i have to leave my hp in silent mode n watch it vibrate..
he has left me more than 10 missed calls today!! i'm serious! 5 times in the afternoon, 7 times now..
i'm irritated, but at least my hp is in silent mode, not that bad.
he makes me feel like cancelling my line...
i wonder if there any thrill in leaving pple missed calls? HE IS CRAZY!!
i think he must be angry with me now for not answering. i shall continue to not answer any calls from Private Number!
I WANNA SHOUT!!!
idiot!! bugger!! stop calling me!!
for his sake i have to leave my hp in silent mode n watch it vibrate..
he has left me more than 10 missed calls today!! i'm serious! 5 times in the afternoon, 7 times now..
i'm irritated, but at least my hp is in silent mode, not that bad.
he makes me feel like cancelling my line...
i wonder if there any thrill in leaving pple missed calls? HE IS CRAZY!!
i think he must be angry with me now for not answering. i shall continue to not answer any calls from Private Number!
:: busy ::
last night i felt very uncomfortable, felt like gulping down mouthwash.
not becuz i was thinking of suicide.. but i had this most disgusting taste of garlic. had pastamania for dinner.. full of garlic, but i still swallowed the food. it was nice la, other than the fact there was garlic.
wed went to paya lebar to meet paul. i was late, so was he.. then we met each other on the train, so farnie!! ya we went to see the tshirt sample and check out the sizes. some things u wun know until u c n touch. yup. went to popular bookstore in the singapore post to buy lanyards. then went to kopitiam for steamed soup.. i was craving for chinese soup.
went home..wanted to nap but couldn't. no time. bathed n went out. went to city hall, citylink mall sookee to shop for bday present for mom. the salesman was terrible. entertain me, then tell me to wait, entertain another customer. then entertain me, then tell me to wait again. hmmph! wasn't pleased with him la. i was in a rush but no one entertain me.. they think i small girl ah. hmmph!
went to take bus to clarke quay to find my cell grp. they were at fishermen's wharf. i've seen tt name somewhere but couldn't recall. so i had difficulty finding the place. jeffrey told me it's opposite clarke quay mrt, but of cuz there are so many exits and directions for the mrt. anyway managed to figure my way there. had fish n chips with tartar sauce n malted vinegar n honey mustard. haha.. took photos..
went to see the reverse bungy... gosh i dun dare to try it man.. i scared myself just by looking at those who went up.. terry wanted to go, but most of us buey on, so in the end he didn't go. for me i dun dare to try, secondly, $25 for a ride? nah, i'd rather save it up for at least 5 meals, maybe can last me for a week even. well.. then we walked around.
yday was my mom's bday, woke up early at 6.30 am to pass her her present.. she was rather happy i think, she wanted to wear it straight away. oh it was a sookee pendant with chain. i haven't fully woken up so i couldn't wear it for her. went back to slp.
went to church to meet jasmine faith, to prac our offertory item, which had been postponed to next week. it'll be the last offertory item in malan road. everything will have its last time in malan road...
*sniff sniff* i'll sure go back to visit once in a while, like i visit my old hse in west coast road.... but i heard the rvhs is moving into that site... hmm.. not bad.. my old sch moving into my old church area. hmm.. that ground is holy ground... rvhs will be won over!!! hohoho..
had lunch with her n jessica at harbourfront yoshinoya.. not nice de, the chicken delight... very tough meat. rushed to sch. well not exactly rush la. i was late but i still walk my normal pace. i got to take my attendance in the end anyway. hehe.. of cuz i shldn't take this grace for granted la. felt super sleepy but couldn't fall asleep.
after lesson went to find my IENTP grp members to talk abt report. left at 7+pm.. was late to meet this Fi from ebay. i was going to buy a second hand digital camera from him.
went to meet esther n shirley to talk abt PRC over dinner at pastamania. had dessert n talked till 10+pm.. that ends my story.
not becuz i was thinking of suicide.. but i had this most disgusting taste of garlic. had pastamania for dinner.. full of garlic, but i still swallowed the food. it was nice la, other than the fact there was garlic.
wed went to paya lebar to meet paul. i was late, so was he.. then we met each other on the train, so farnie!! ya we went to see the tshirt sample and check out the sizes. some things u wun know until u c n touch. yup. went to popular bookstore in the singapore post to buy lanyards. then went to kopitiam for steamed soup.. i was craving for chinese soup.
went home..wanted to nap but couldn't. no time. bathed n went out. went to city hall, citylink mall sookee to shop for bday present for mom. the salesman was terrible. entertain me, then tell me to wait, entertain another customer. then entertain me, then tell me to wait again. hmmph! wasn't pleased with him la. i was in a rush but no one entertain me.. they think i small girl ah. hmmph!
went to take bus to clarke quay to find my cell grp. they were at fishermen's wharf. i've seen tt name somewhere but couldn't recall. so i had difficulty finding the place. jeffrey told me it's opposite clarke quay mrt, but of cuz there are so many exits and directions for the mrt. anyway managed to figure my way there. had fish n chips with tartar sauce n malted vinegar n honey mustard. haha.. took photos..
went to see the reverse bungy... gosh i dun dare to try it man.. i scared myself just by looking at those who went up.. terry wanted to go, but most of us buey on, so in the end he didn't go. for me i dun dare to try, secondly, $25 for a ride? nah, i'd rather save it up for at least 5 meals, maybe can last me for a week even. well.. then we walked around.
yday was my mom's bday, woke up early at 6.30 am to pass her her present.. she was rather happy i think, she wanted to wear it straight away. oh it was a sookee pendant with chain. i haven't fully woken up so i couldn't wear it for her. went back to slp.
went to church to meet jasmine faith, to prac our offertory item, which had been postponed to next week. it'll be the last offertory item in malan road. everything will have its last time in malan road...
*sniff sniff* i'll sure go back to visit once in a while, like i visit my old hse in west coast road.... but i heard the rvhs is moving into that site... hmm.. not bad.. my old sch moving into my old church area. hmm.. that ground is holy ground... rvhs will be won over!!! hohoho..
had lunch with her n jessica at harbourfront yoshinoya.. not nice de, the chicken delight... very tough meat. rushed to sch. well not exactly rush la. i was late but i still walk my normal pace. i got to take my attendance in the end anyway. hehe.. of cuz i shldn't take this grace for granted la. felt super sleepy but couldn't fall asleep.
after lesson went to find my IENTP grp members to talk abt report. left at 7+pm.. was late to meet this Fi from ebay. i was going to buy a second hand digital camera from him.
went to meet esther n shirley to talk abt PRC over dinner at pastamania. had dessert n talked till 10+pm.. that ends my story.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
:: ah ::
ahaha.. yday was a terrible day, but today was good. i was 53 kg yday but today i'm 51. hahaha.. still far from my ideal weight. a fine day makes my day. although today is going to be packed, at least God helped me arrange activities in a way that i can breathe. haa.. going out to celebrate diana's birthday later.. going to buy my mom's birthday present before that. then going to buy a 2nd hand digital camera.. today is spending spree... haha.. the seller charged me lower than wad i bidded for in ebay, but i went to far east plaza yday, checked out the price of that camera. it's like $300+.. n the shopkeeper asked me y i want to get that camera? he sounded as if it's bad luck. i shld have probed further y he spoke in that tone. but.. haha..
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
:: argh ::
yday went for a wedding dinner. didn't have time to nap before that lor.. =( v tired. i suck at applying makeup. it was disastrous. caused my right eye to go red. got to c my relatives. not bad la, tried to chat more with them. my mom always nag that i dun mix with my relatives, i shld chat more with them. saw elizabeth's family n got a shock. i didn't know she's my distant relative! then benjamin's family came too. double shock. haha.. the food was... alright, very creative. the cold dish didn't have jellyfish. there was salmon, sashimi, prawn, chicken, fried wrapped dumpling. then the shark's fin. my goodness, i've nv seen such disgusting looking shark's fin b4. it was green n slimy. green bits all over. but i tried it n didn't find it that bad after all. there were a few unknown objects inside tt i didn't dare to eat though. then had prawns, roasted duck, spinach, ee-fu noodles (my fav) n dessert. no i didn't eat dessert, becuz it's yam paste. i expected there to have red wine cuz tt was wad i had at alan's wedding dinner. but no red wine. hmm.. took taxi home with mom cuz dad didn't bring along extra helmet. u noe wad i found out?
my mom used to go disco! n her jiu liang is very good! (can drink a lot), even more than me wor! she can drink more than 6 glasses of beer without feeling seh. n i felt very hot after 6 glasses. (we didn't drink tt night la, just a comparison.)
this morning v cold. went for interaction design class. after lesson approached ms wen lei to approve my design concepts. done during class. hahaha.. then went to fy room to look for the rest. they didn't seem to want to eat. anyway.. something happened.
yau called! i was shocked la.. so i first thing ask him, y he call me. i mean after so long already, call me for wad. just to make sure he didn't call the wrong person. he said he called my hse juz now but no one pick up. the number he spelled was correct lor. so i asked him for his new number, wad he doing recently. he asked if i got bf.. tt means he's quite sane n didn't think of me as his gf anymore. he scolded me lor. cuz i always answer questions with, "ok lor" "not bad", like dunno wad i wan, so he scolded me, "so big already still dunno wad u wan" (in chinese) ah and anyway told him i was going to get busy then hung up. after a few minutes he called again, to tell me to eat my lunch. then he smsed me dunno wad he saying sia. but great improvement in his english. then he called again to ask if i got receive his sms. i said yes, then he said sorry. -.-" then i was like thinking, "wad u doing, man.. crazy guy" ah well.
called the t-shirt printing contact jieling gave me.. i asked for details already then ask for the company name. then i realise i had called the same company before already. felt like "argh!!" so silly.. pai seh to tell him tt i have already called b4. ahahaha.. jieling's friend called to discuss details abt the freelance work with me. changes to be made. hmm~ went to look for andy to get from him the printed survey forms. then rachel was also there. she tempted me to go for a trial slimming session with her. n andy drove us to town.
the slimming session was terrible. the consultant keeps promoting the package to me, keep trying to arrange an alternative payment cuz i keep saying i have no money, not interested in the package cuz i have no money. i keep telling her, i just want the free trial treatment (cheapo) n ya, got quite pissed. tried to show it with my black face, but dun think she got it. finally after like dunno how long she finally let me go!!!! *phew*! in the end i didn't go for the trial session. cuz she took too much time pushing the promotion to me until we had to arrange another day for the treatment if i insist. i decided no thanks. then i left the shop. walked around.. felt lonely.. rachel went for the treatment. felt kinda depressed cuz the consultant kept insisting that i need the slimming treatment. i was actually quite ok (although not v happy abt my size) but becuz of wad she said i felt quite affected. just thought of going for the fun of it since i have to wait for my grp project mate Ling until 5+pm.. haiz. as i walked around far east, i saw a lot of clothes n shoes... i have no interest in them. n i started to wonder y. kinda despise my fashion sense, but no money to change it. kinda felt tt no one's interested in me becuz i dunno how to dress up. ah well, materialism. it's not like me to be bothered by tt, but when u're depressed u will usually think of more depressing stuff. so oxymoronic. me being depressed. a sad angel?
hmm.. oh yah, during the consultation earlier on i just wanted to get away from the persuasion of the promotion. so i decided i need to go toilet. there's this interesting thing in the toilet. u turn a knob n there will be water spraying upwards to wash ur butt for u. wanted to try it, but kinda find it weird. then i went out n saw rachel coming in. so i went back in again to talk with her abt the slimming thing. she actually decided to go for it!! n ya anyway i brought the toiletbowl thing up n suggested we try it. hahahahhaa... we made our 10c worth! =x
when Ling arrived we went to ya kun kaya toast for dinner. her friend arrived. we went to a hairdressing salon cuz he wanted to cut his hair. then we started to give out surveys. it's for our entrepreneurship project. rachel helped us give out surveys at macCafe. then andy n rachie arrived. andy helped out a while then left, me n ling went to wheelock place to continue. met this grp of pple who were excited abt our business idea. he wanted our contact but we didn't give. well. he gave us his namecard. finally we finished giving surveys and went to starbucks to tabulate results. hmm..
went home.. yea. nothing much now. just felt very busy, but thank God for helping me arrange my activities.. wed n thur r filled. fri is alright. i can rest on fri finally i hope.
just received a few missed calls i believe is from yau. he's going crazy again.
my mom used to go disco! n her jiu liang is very good! (can drink a lot), even more than me wor! she can drink more than 6 glasses of beer without feeling seh. n i felt very hot after 6 glasses. (we didn't drink tt night la, just a comparison.)
this morning v cold. went for interaction design class. after lesson approached ms wen lei to approve my design concepts. done during class. hahaha.. then went to fy room to look for the rest. they didn't seem to want to eat. anyway.. something happened.
yau called! i was shocked la.. so i first thing ask him, y he call me. i mean after so long already, call me for wad. just to make sure he didn't call the wrong person. he said he called my hse juz now but no one pick up. the number he spelled was correct lor. so i asked him for his new number, wad he doing recently. he asked if i got bf.. tt means he's quite sane n didn't think of me as his gf anymore. he scolded me lor. cuz i always answer questions with, "ok lor" "not bad", like dunno wad i wan, so he scolded me, "so big already still dunno wad u wan" (in chinese) ah and anyway told him i was going to get busy then hung up. after a few minutes he called again, to tell me to eat my lunch. then he smsed me dunno wad he saying sia. but great improvement in his english. then he called again to ask if i got receive his sms. i said yes, then he said sorry. -.-" then i was like thinking, "wad u doing, man.. crazy guy" ah well.
called the t-shirt printing contact jieling gave me.. i asked for details already then ask for the company name. then i realise i had called the same company before already. felt like "argh!!" so silly.. pai seh to tell him tt i have already called b4. ahahaha.. jieling's friend called to discuss details abt the freelance work with me. changes to be made. hmm~ went to look for andy to get from him the printed survey forms. then rachel was also there. she tempted me to go for a trial slimming session with her. n andy drove us to town.
the slimming session was terrible. the consultant keeps promoting the package to me, keep trying to arrange an alternative payment cuz i keep saying i have no money, not interested in the package cuz i have no money. i keep telling her, i just want the free trial treatment (cheapo) n ya, got quite pissed. tried to show it with my black face, but dun think she got it. finally after like dunno how long she finally let me go!!!! *phew*! in the end i didn't go for the trial session. cuz she took too much time pushing the promotion to me until we had to arrange another day for the treatment if i insist. i decided no thanks. then i left the shop. walked around.. felt lonely.. rachel went for the treatment. felt kinda depressed cuz the consultant kept insisting that i need the slimming treatment. i was actually quite ok (although not v happy abt my size) but becuz of wad she said i felt quite affected. just thought of going for the fun of it since i have to wait for my grp project mate Ling until 5+pm.. haiz. as i walked around far east, i saw a lot of clothes n shoes... i have no interest in them. n i started to wonder y. kinda despise my fashion sense, but no money to change it. kinda felt tt no one's interested in me becuz i dunno how to dress up. ah well, materialism. it's not like me to be bothered by tt, but when u're depressed u will usually think of more depressing stuff. so oxymoronic. me being depressed. a sad angel?
hmm.. oh yah, during the consultation earlier on i just wanted to get away from the persuasion of the promotion. so i decided i need to go toilet. there's this interesting thing in the toilet. u turn a knob n there will be water spraying upwards to wash ur butt for u. wanted to try it, but kinda find it weird. then i went out n saw rachel coming in. so i went back in again to talk with her abt the slimming thing. she actually decided to go for it!! n ya anyway i brought the toiletbowl thing up n suggested we try it. hahahahhaa... we made our 10c worth! =x
when Ling arrived we went to ya kun kaya toast for dinner. her friend arrived. we went to a hairdressing salon cuz he wanted to cut his hair. then we started to give out surveys. it's for our entrepreneurship project. rachel helped us give out surveys at macCafe. then andy n rachie arrived. andy helped out a while then left, me n ling went to wheelock place to continue. met this grp of pple who were excited abt our business idea. he wanted our contact but we didn't give. well. he gave us his namecard. finally we finished giving surveys and went to starbucks to tabulate results. hmm..
went home.. yea. nothing much now. just felt very busy, but thank God for helping me arrange my activities.. wed n thur r filled. fri is alright. i can rest on fri finally i hope.
just received a few missed calls i believe is from yau. he's going crazy again.
Friday, November 18, 2005
:: ;) ::
*sniggers*
something is coming up...
despite being broke, i'm spending $200 on something i hope i dun regret...
while the rest of my savings will go to new computer parts.. i just had this crazy idea of dismantling my computer n sell off the parts.. but a little discouraged when wan told me that nobody would buy them. well.. pray that some crazy rich guy decides to buy from me! hehehehe...
i've got... 256mb ram
40GB HDD
40 X 12 X 40 CD-RW drive
floppy disk drive (v low chances that anyone would be interested in this!)
sound card
graphic card
internal 56k modem (low chance too.. i'll sell it at $1!)
basically tt's it..
i would retain my casing n motherboard n mouse n keyboard n maybe monitor n purchase the following items:
1GB ram
80GB HDD
16X DVD-RW drive
better sound card
better graphic card
USB 2.0 ports
hmm.. think tt's all too.
hope when my dad gets his pay he can help me buy some of these!
n i hope my current freelance work will get thru.. i've been given flexible time to do, but due to my computer problems i haven't been able to complete it within 2 weeks.. =(
something is coming up...
despite being broke, i'm spending $200 on something i hope i dun regret...
while the rest of my savings will go to new computer parts.. i just had this crazy idea of dismantling my computer n sell off the parts.. but a little discouraged when wan told me that nobody would buy them. well.. pray that some crazy rich guy decides to buy from me! hehehehe...
i've got... 256mb ram
40GB HDD
40 X 12 X 40 CD-RW drive
floppy disk drive (v low chances that anyone would be interested in this!)
sound card
graphic card
internal 56k modem (low chance too.. i'll sell it at $1!)
basically tt's it..
i would retain my casing n motherboard n mouse n keyboard n maybe monitor n purchase the following items:
1GB ram
80GB HDD
16X DVD-RW drive
better sound card
better graphic card
USB 2.0 ports
hmm.. think tt's all too.
hope when my dad gets his pay he can help me buy some of these!
n i hope my current freelance work will get thru.. i've been given flexible time to do, but due to my computer problems i haven't been able to complete it within 2 weeks.. =(
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
:: I am Tagged!! WHOA!! ::
Tagged by my laogong sweeyi
Rules: Post 5 Weird and Random Facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this.
#1 I like to store a lot of things, even on my own bed. so i dun even sleep on my own bed. no space!
#2 I am a sucker for travelling. i go for every overseas trip possible.
#3 I have a big tummy! -.-"
#4 I still hug my baobei bolster who has faithfully slept with me for 19 years. heeheehee...
#5 I brought a milk bottle to sch one day n drink from it like a water bottle. that was during my sec sch time (sec 3 or 4). i thought that was cool. heh!
5 lucky ppl to carry on this chain:
1. weiting!
2. shirley sim
3. praisie
4. (i'm not sure who else reads my blog) ermm.. esme? hee
5. anyone! (wild card) haha.. who wanna join the chain just join! =x
Rules: Post 5 Weird and Random Facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this.
#1 I like to store a lot of things, even on my own bed. so i dun even sleep on my own bed. no space!
#2 I am a sucker for travelling. i go for every overseas trip possible.
#3 I have a big tummy! -.-"
#4 I still hug my baobei bolster who has faithfully slept with me for 19 years. heeheehee...
#5 I brought a milk bottle to sch one day n drink from it like a water bottle. that was during my sec sch time (sec 3 or 4). i thought that was cool. heh!
5 lucky ppl to carry on this chain:
1. weiting!
2. shirley sim
3. praisie
4. (i'm not sure who else reads my blog) ermm.. esme? hee
5. anyone! (wild card) haha.. who wanna join the chain just join! =x
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
:: =x ::
thur slept until i'm satisfied.. hoho.. decided to go library with my laptop to do work.. n find books n listen to music.. cool way to chill out.. went for lesson on time.. this week has been good, praise God.. been going for lesson on time (even if i were a few minutes late the lesson hadn't even started) =)
went to fy room to find nic n david.. wendy treat wor~! she got her pay liao.. woohoo~ went to pastamania for dinner.. felt like trying the dessert, but tt day the dessert i wanted was not available. after dinner walked to mindcafe.. john n david came later.. we played cluedo.. haha.. wendy won 2 games n nic won 1..
fri jialat cuz i couldn't wake up despite setting 2 alarm clocks.. n i went home too late last night.. my parents were asleep already so couldn't inform them wad time to wake me up.. but thank God my dad was still around, can ask him to send me to sch. it was intro to entre lesson. ms ang v nice n motherly.. she allows us to come at most 8.15 cuz she understands we cannot wake up so early! hehe.. went thru lecture... hmm.. somehow i feel there's a reason in me taking that module.. i dunno y.. i took business management during my 1st 3 months in JI too.. v fun.. learnt abt sole proprietorship, limited liability all that... but kinda forgot... =x
it was a 2 hour lesson.. supposed to meet my SBM grp members but since we were allowed to use monday lesson time to brainstorm ideas i decided not to meet them. so i called my dad up to pick me up. we went to vicom cuz he had to pay road tax.. then went to sembawang (something) food centre for lunch..
went to konica minolta service centre in commonwealth to find out how i can repair my camera.. the cost is $150.. straight away my dad decided dun wanna repair, then we left.. the pple there weren't friendly anyway. i was wondering if i shld approach the counter straight, but they just stared at me like wondering what i'm going to do.. there wasn't a welcome or a smile either. idiots.
went home. sleep for abt 1-2 hours then woke up to go for idn conference. was wondering how to get in, whether i shld pay $35 to get in or not.. then my dad decided to eat prata downstairs. haha.. when i was done, hx they all were outside. they lent me their pass (shhh!!) then managed to "smuggle" me n darius n teo hong in. haha.. walked around.. i was quite impressed by some works la.. especially the interaction installations.. becuz i'm taking the module now. bought 4 idn magazines for $30. imagine if i had to pay entrance fee... the magazines wouldn't be worth it liao. darius got a book free when it was supposed to cost $15 lor! hor hor.. haha.. then he went to get autograph.. smudged ink over his shirt.. haiyo.. then he wanted to ask another guy for autograph.. dunno he dao or wad, just anyhow scribbled a word nia lor.. anyway i saw a few thais.. ^.^ i dunno y, just have the urge to go up to them n get to noe them.. =x hehe.. stayed back till the end.. watched the UnitedVisualArtists showcase... v cool.. i like the sperm one.. haha.. they all move randomly, but spin in the same direction at certain intervals.. v synchronised with the music.. i wonder did they create the music themselves or can it be other pple's music?
took mrt home.. fri was a very eventful day for me.. thanks friends who helped me get into designedge!
sat no cell grp.. did my animoweb n packed my room till 3pm then rushed out to Old Saigon.. saw a very handsome guy on the train!!! looks a bit like vanness.. :S but v nice features. It's servio's first month! had vietnamese food... it was quite nice la.. better than the last vietnamese cuisine i had.. =S wee lee drove me n serene to church.. i was the prayer IC for the worship prac that week.. wasn't really prepared.. i just wanted to share a passage, but i don't know how to speak.. i always blabber one whole round n pple dun understand my point... at least that's what i thought. i thought as long as my mind is empty God can use me more easily.. but then i really felt brainless lor.. wasn't using my brain. haiz.. after prac paul sent me n esther home.
next morning i woke up quite on time, i even called esther to make sure she's up.. but i guess i spent a little too long finding clothes.. i dun iron clothes anymore, so i was wondering if i can wear certain shirts n still look neat.. other than that i spent a long time waiting for bus. abt 10-20 min.. not usual lor.. =( in the end we were late..
saw kwek. she is driving!!! so cool... hahaha... i insisted getting a ride i dun care although it was just up n down the slope in SAJC! hehe.. had camp comm meeting after service.. after tt went for lunch with a few of the camp comm members at ikea. didn't have much money, just nice $5.. =x chatted.. wanted to buy box for the camp, but decided can do so another time. went home.. dunno y i guess i was tired.. slept on the train like a log.. i nv drool or snore la... just didn't wake up till punggol. glad to live at the end of the train line. dun have to worry abt missing my stop.
oh.. lately i've been feeling kinda desperate. haiz. was watching tv more often lately.. saw a lot of cute guys on tv... hmm.. watch this show Rainbow Connection.. i really think the guy acting as Martin v cute!!!!! i like that character also.. rich but rather depend on himself to earn a living, strong, tall, dark, handsome, faithful, rather humorous... then i started to pray for such a man to come into my life! hehe.. i still remember adeline (zoe tay)'s words when she spoke to me inn tanjung balai... she said tt i'll surely get a handsome bf in future.. well, i'm looking forward to it!! hehe.. but i wasn't dealing with it the right way. i think on sunday night, i went online.. went to friendster n saw a friend's profile n photos... v disappointed in the change in her, but also rather envy of her beauty n popularity.. i started to become obsessed in a way. .. i ...dun wanna describe the extent of the obsession la.
anyway i haven't been sleeping well these few days.. stress i guess.. nowadays it takes me longer to fall asleep. i'm starting to lose appetite also.. rather conscious of my figure. i'm way past my ideal weight n i'm like not doing anything abt it lor. =( monday i just happened to pass by a noticeboard n i wonder if these r symptoms of depression? hmm.. anyway my SBM grp members for IENTP r v pretty! hoho~ honestly i was quite discouraged when my ideas were not chosen.. but of cuz my ideas r not necessarily the best n that they shld use them ma.. i know that, but just felt discouraged that's all. maybe it was the way they were being shot down. well.. went home n had a 15 min rest before going to meet my mom for dinner. wasn't hungry, but i ate anyway.
tue early lesson again.. not bad, got inspired. after lesson went to fy room to do my freelance work. been putting it back for a long time. my home pc crashed.. but i forgot to bring some essential stuff. kinda wanted to go home to take. showed mr choong my animoweb... he didn't give comments la. continued to work on the freelance thing then went to compass point for dinner with mom. not hungry, don't feel like eating, just wan to sleep. shared a meal with her. went home to watch tv.... now trying to see how i can save my computer. thank God the important files r not in my comp.
my mom is tempting me to go KL in dec... just before the camp.. dunno i can go or not leh... =x
went to fy room to find nic n david.. wendy treat wor~! she got her pay liao.. woohoo~ went to pastamania for dinner.. felt like trying the dessert, but tt day the dessert i wanted was not available. after dinner walked to mindcafe.. john n david came later.. we played cluedo.. haha.. wendy won 2 games n nic won 1..
fri jialat cuz i couldn't wake up despite setting 2 alarm clocks.. n i went home too late last night.. my parents were asleep already so couldn't inform them wad time to wake me up.. but thank God my dad was still around, can ask him to send me to sch. it was intro to entre lesson. ms ang v nice n motherly.. she allows us to come at most 8.15 cuz she understands we cannot wake up so early! hehe.. went thru lecture... hmm.. somehow i feel there's a reason in me taking that module.. i dunno y.. i took business management during my 1st 3 months in JI too.. v fun.. learnt abt sole proprietorship, limited liability all that... but kinda forgot... =x
it was a 2 hour lesson.. supposed to meet my SBM grp members but since we were allowed to use monday lesson time to brainstorm ideas i decided not to meet them. so i called my dad up to pick me up. we went to vicom cuz he had to pay road tax.. then went to sembawang (something) food centre for lunch..
went to konica minolta service centre in commonwealth to find out how i can repair my camera.. the cost is $150.. straight away my dad decided dun wanna repair, then we left.. the pple there weren't friendly anyway. i was wondering if i shld approach the counter straight, but they just stared at me like wondering what i'm going to do.. there wasn't a welcome or a smile either. idiots.
went home. sleep for abt 1-2 hours then woke up to go for idn conference. was wondering how to get in, whether i shld pay $35 to get in or not.. then my dad decided to eat prata downstairs. haha.. when i was done, hx they all were outside. they lent me their pass (shhh!!) then managed to "smuggle" me n darius n teo hong in. haha.. walked around.. i was quite impressed by some works la.. especially the interaction installations.. becuz i'm taking the module now. bought 4 idn magazines for $30. imagine if i had to pay entrance fee... the magazines wouldn't be worth it liao. darius got a book free when it was supposed to cost $15 lor! hor hor.. haha.. then he went to get autograph.. smudged ink over his shirt.. haiyo.. then he wanted to ask another guy for autograph.. dunno he dao or wad, just anyhow scribbled a word nia lor.. anyway i saw a few thais.. ^.^ i dunno y, just have the urge to go up to them n get to noe them.. =x hehe.. stayed back till the end.. watched the UnitedVisualArtists showcase... v cool.. i like the sperm one.. haha.. they all move randomly, but spin in the same direction at certain intervals.. v synchronised with the music.. i wonder did they create the music themselves or can it be other pple's music?
took mrt home.. fri was a very eventful day for me.. thanks friends who helped me get into designedge!
sat no cell grp.. did my animoweb n packed my room till 3pm then rushed out to Old Saigon.. saw a very handsome guy on the train!!! looks a bit like vanness.. :S but v nice features. It's servio's first month! had vietnamese food... it was quite nice la.. better than the last vietnamese cuisine i had.. =S wee lee drove me n serene to church.. i was the prayer IC for the worship prac that week.. wasn't really prepared.. i just wanted to share a passage, but i don't know how to speak.. i always blabber one whole round n pple dun understand my point... at least that's what i thought. i thought as long as my mind is empty God can use me more easily.. but then i really felt brainless lor.. wasn't using my brain. haiz.. after prac paul sent me n esther home.
next morning i woke up quite on time, i even called esther to make sure she's up.. but i guess i spent a little too long finding clothes.. i dun iron clothes anymore, so i was wondering if i can wear certain shirts n still look neat.. other than that i spent a long time waiting for bus. abt 10-20 min.. not usual lor.. =( in the end we were late..
saw kwek. she is driving!!! so cool... hahaha... i insisted getting a ride i dun care although it was just up n down the slope in SAJC! hehe.. had camp comm meeting after service.. after tt went for lunch with a few of the camp comm members at ikea. didn't have much money, just nice $5.. =x chatted.. wanted to buy box for the camp, but decided can do so another time. went home.. dunno y i guess i was tired.. slept on the train like a log.. i nv drool or snore la... just didn't wake up till punggol. glad to live at the end of the train line. dun have to worry abt missing my stop.
oh.. lately i've been feeling kinda desperate. haiz. was watching tv more often lately.. saw a lot of cute guys on tv... hmm.. watch this show Rainbow Connection.. i really think the guy acting as Martin v cute!!!!! i like that character also.. rich but rather depend on himself to earn a living, strong, tall, dark, handsome, faithful, rather humorous... then i started to pray for such a man to come into my life! hehe.. i still remember adeline (zoe tay)'s words when she spoke to me inn tanjung balai... she said tt i'll surely get a handsome bf in future.. well, i'm looking forward to it!! hehe.. but i wasn't dealing with it the right way. i think on sunday night, i went online.. went to friendster n saw a friend's profile n photos... v disappointed in the change in her, but also rather envy of her beauty n popularity.. i started to become obsessed in a way. .. i ...dun wanna describe the extent of the obsession la.
anyway i haven't been sleeping well these few days.. stress i guess.. nowadays it takes me longer to fall asleep. i'm starting to lose appetite also.. rather conscious of my figure. i'm way past my ideal weight n i'm like not doing anything abt it lor. =( monday i just happened to pass by a noticeboard n i wonder if these r symptoms of depression? hmm.. anyway my SBM grp members for IENTP r v pretty! hoho~ honestly i was quite discouraged when my ideas were not chosen.. but of cuz my ideas r not necessarily the best n that they shld use them ma.. i know that, but just felt discouraged that's all. maybe it was the way they were being shot down. well.. went home n had a 15 min rest before going to meet my mom for dinner. wasn't hungry, but i ate anyway.
tue early lesson again.. not bad, got inspired. after lesson went to fy room to do my freelance work. been putting it back for a long time. my home pc crashed.. but i forgot to bring some essential stuff. kinda wanted to go home to take. showed mr choong my animoweb... he didn't give comments la. continued to work on the freelance thing then went to compass point for dinner with mom. not hungry, don't feel like eating, just wan to sleep. shared a meal with her. went home to watch tv.... now trying to see how i can save my computer. thank God the important files r not in my comp.
my mom is tempting me to go KL in dec... just before the camp.. dunno i can go or not leh... =x
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
:: heh ::
i agree to the quiz result to a certain extent. i don't tend to speak much, because i really believe that When words are many, sin is not absent, but he who holds his tongue is wise. (Proverbs 10:19) when i blurt out words it's often not kind.. before i criticise, i will hold back n think whether i shld say or not. so pple tend to see me as quiet.. (i hope they dun think i'm dao or that i'm ignoring them) sometimes i dun agree to things, but i also hold back my comments. that's y i always lose out in tongue fight. i need boldness from God!
there's this person who talks nonsense like it's free. what this person doesn't know is he/she has already offended a number of pple thru the nonsense. but i pray that i will forgive that person for offending me n God will forgive me for resenting that person.
animoweb.... dieeeee!!!!
anyway last night went for prayer meeting to help do projection. it was quite a disaster because i dunno how to go to SAV. paul was going to pick me up at potong pasir mrt station, at this road called Meyappa Chetiar Road n i didn't know where it was. i looked at the directory n it was no use because i don't even noe which direction i was facing. jessica told me to walk right (or left) n i walked the opposite direction.. in the end late for the prayer meeting. setup the laptop in a rush n i dun even noe the password to the login. logged in as Guest n i couldn't use the projection program WA. felt quite pai seh cuz i was juz right in front hoping no one's staring at me.. but praise God in all circumstances. after that paul gave me the password n i managed to setup. went for prayer walk. it was night time, the place was deserted, but God's presence was with us so there was no fear. anyway went home on paul's car.. sat at the driver seat for a while haha.. the steering wheel very hard to turn sia.. n i dun dare to test the honk. haha..
this morning had breakfast with my mom cuz she took sick leave. had murtabak with chicken without onion.. very filling sia.. kinda reluctant but i went to office then we went pizza hut at amk for lunch. thanks boss for the treat. i was not realli prepared to eat a lot. wanted to just drink pepsi. but i also had soup and 2 pizza slices. ate slowly so that they wun give me anymore. walked back to office. saw jie mei sam... man, he got fatter sia!! n he noticed i got fatter also.. =( used the comp for a while then decided to go home accompany my mom but esme needed help with the TAT diary. so i stayed back to help her. then yihan kena asthma attack.. this made me thank God for giving me good health, that i'm able to breathe without problem. made me appreciate air even more. but yihan was quite jialat she couldn't even sit up. i remember ever crying until that bad. i managed to finish my work at 6 so i went back home for dinner. mom cooked instant noodles with egg n golden needle mushrooms n vege. the only thing i like abt korea is the instant noodles. how pathetic.
oh yah.. my pay is $3.50 per hour. honestly it's peanuts. as if i'm working not for the salary. as if my family is doing well. my dad juz found a job but it's hell la.. he even had to go back on public holiday n weekends. i dun expect him to work long at that job. my mom is praying for opening of a new job too. too much work for her. see, she's even falling sick now. n my sis is already struggling to pay for her own living. i may have been promised a better pay once my term ends, but i really can't wait.. we gotta pay $200 for our graduation show. my mom stopped giving me allowance for a while. so i had been living on my previous months' pay. now if i get $3.50 per hour n i can only work for 2 days a week it's like around $200 per month? n i have to pay for every snack n drink i take from the office? boss said he was just joking but i was really offended by that, man.
dieeee....animoweb....!!!!!
there's this person who talks nonsense like it's free. what this person doesn't know is he/she has already offended a number of pple thru the nonsense. but i pray that i will forgive that person for offending me n God will forgive me for resenting that person.
animoweb.... dieeeee!!!!
anyway last night went for prayer meeting to help do projection. it was quite a disaster because i dunno how to go to SAV. paul was going to pick me up at potong pasir mrt station, at this road called Meyappa Chetiar Road n i didn't know where it was. i looked at the directory n it was no use because i don't even noe which direction i was facing. jessica told me to walk right (or left) n i walked the opposite direction.. in the end late for the prayer meeting. setup the laptop in a rush n i dun even noe the password to the login. logged in as Guest n i couldn't use the projection program WA. felt quite pai seh cuz i was juz right in front hoping no one's staring at me.. but praise God in all circumstances. after that paul gave me the password n i managed to setup. went for prayer walk. it was night time, the place was deserted, but God's presence was with us so there was no fear. anyway went home on paul's car.. sat at the driver seat for a while haha.. the steering wheel very hard to turn sia.. n i dun dare to test the honk. haha..
this morning had breakfast with my mom cuz she took sick leave. had murtabak with chicken without onion.. very filling sia.. kinda reluctant but i went to office then we went pizza hut at amk for lunch. thanks boss for the treat. i was not realli prepared to eat a lot. wanted to just drink pepsi. but i also had soup and 2 pizza slices. ate slowly so that they wun give me anymore. walked back to office. saw jie mei sam... man, he got fatter sia!! n he noticed i got fatter also.. =( used the comp for a while then decided to go home accompany my mom but esme needed help with the TAT diary. so i stayed back to help her. then yihan kena asthma attack.. this made me thank God for giving me good health, that i'm able to breathe without problem. made me appreciate air even more. but yihan was quite jialat she couldn't even sit up. i remember ever crying until that bad. i managed to finish my work at 6 so i went back home for dinner. mom cooked instant noodles with egg n golden needle mushrooms n vege. the only thing i like abt korea is the instant noodles. how pathetic.
oh yah.. my pay is $3.50 per hour. honestly it's peanuts. as if i'm working not for the salary. as if my family is doing well. my dad juz found a job but it's hell la.. he even had to go back on public holiday n weekends. i dun expect him to work long at that job. my mom is praying for opening of a new job too. too much work for her. see, she's even falling sick now. n my sis is already struggling to pay for her own living. i may have been promised a better pay once my term ends, but i really can't wait.. we gotta pay $200 for our graduation show. my mom stopped giving me allowance for a while. so i had been living on my previous months' pay. now if i get $3.50 per hour n i can only work for 2 days a week it's like around $200 per month? n i have to pay for every snack n drink i take from the office? boss said he was just joking but i was really offended by that, man.
dieeee....animoweb....!!!!!
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Monday, November 07, 2005
:: wow ::
haha.. ok update..
30 oct.. shaun n michael's bday.. was a sunday. had to reach church early so thank God paul came with jessica to give me a lift.. v excited cuz it's the day of the publicity launch for youth camp 2005. haha.. after service supposed to do projection, but since the praise pple can do it, i went off for lunch with my cell grp. wasn't satisfied with the curry chicken noodles in harbourfront food court. after chatting for a while we went downstairs n i bought chicken cutlet from shih lin. i dun like the funny smell.. went to orchard to look for present for jeremy.. went a few places. hmm.. finally bought it.. a DKNY watch (anyway we've presented it to him already) yup. dunno y very tired.. kept yawning haha.. then i realise the singles' club is meeting to celebrate shaun n mic's bday so i went to PS to look for them. had dinner at swensen's. wasn't hungry but i'm glad i can finish my food. walked around. decided to go play pool.. n that was around 9+ i think. played till 11+.. wow i actually won 3 games out of....5 or 6.. haha.. juz "taiko" lor.. ran to catch the last NEL home. haha..
monday
went to work.. after work shaun called to hurry me to join them. went to find them at mac then we went to PS for dinner. then went to MindCafe to play boardgames.. cool place.. played Ride to Europe.. (uh i can't rem the name of the game) basically some boardgame where we have to complete routes to win points. yup. played till 10+ hehe a few cute guys there.. haha..
tue
by rights it's a public holiday, but i went back to work so that i can take friday off. actually the work was supposed to be rushed out by wed. my parents had the day off, so i had breakfast with them at Kopitiam. worked on Adobe Indesign.. picked up this software cuz the work requires the skill. i didn't expect the sch to be closed.. haha.. so i was locked outside. had to use intercom to get my entry. felt weird. haha.. went out for lunch.. hmm.. didn't expect to be able to leave on time also, but since i couldn't do any work no point staying also. the network played me out man.. i saved my stuff on the server n it failed me.. i felt like i couldn't do anything.. had to restart comp a lot of times n see if the server is back up. sucks. shit man i didn't know the diary can wait. n muz bia the calendar first. i did the work at the wrong time. so by the time i realise it i felt very lost. sucks. went for dinner with my parents. had black pepper crab.. it was heaven man.. so i felt better after the meal.. haha.
wed
hmm.. got alot of work done.. but very tedious so i couldn't finish it on time. my dad started work at his new job so he couldn't send me to sch anymore.. sigh.. need to wait for bus, n the journey takes double the time of taking motorbike lor. a bit not used to public transport again. stayed behind to discuss my timetable with my boss. decided to come in on tue n thur. n i dun understand what is daily pay basis. means i get money everyday that i work? hmm.. my parents have cell grp so i cooked instant noodles for dinner. worked on animoweb. very tough cuz my concept is still v rough.
thur
public holiday. PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!!! yay.. took the day to rest. had breakfast with my mom cuz my dad had to work. i wonder y he took up that job lor. now his weekends r burned up too.. =S watched movies on vcd with my mom.. supposed to do animoweb.. =x haha.. watched Beautiful Boxer n Mr & Mrs Smith. mom cooked dinner..
fri
had to go back to work because "we're still learning" ... finally finished the TAT calendar. dunno y still got last minute changes. i'm allowed to do my animoweb but then TAT still need editing, how to do animoweb? i thought it was supposed to be submitted today so i was v worried. i smsed wenlei but she nv reply. turned out that no one turned up to submit. haha.. dinner with my mom. she bought ice cream 0.0
sat
had breakfast with my mom then shopped for groceries. she want to cook dinner again. went home to prepare to go out. reached jeremy's hse around 3.50 i think.. haha =x had cell grp.. jeremy was kinda busy preparing for our bbq dinner that he wasn't with us most of the time. i think it's not a good idea to have cell grp at someone's hse, because the person will be occupied with things going around like picking up the phone, giving instructions to another family member, etc. had bbq.. felt lazy n didn't serve.. hehe.. ate a lot.. had cake cutting n photo taking sessions.. ate ice cream cake (yummy!) by 11 i felt tired already so i dozed off at the couch. after that jeremy announced a "taa-ing" session (finish up the beer) n i woke up. i didn't drink the chang beer at all.. hmm.. shld try. then a few of them went home. i went out with diana jeremy n malcolm to buy more beer. we bought anchor beer. played finger guessing game n then some funny "techno" game. haha.. got forfeited a lot of times, even got a 3 times in a row. forfeit with one quarter glass of beer each time. i guess i can't count how many cans i downed the whole night man. felt v hot around 4am.. a few more went home. i went to jeremy's room with diana to rest for the night. felt like my blood was pumping furiously n i couldn't get to sleep at first.
sun
seem to see someone keep entering the room.. i checked the time, it was 7am.. can slp a bit longer. snoozed my alarm clock till 8.30am.. went to shower. had breakfast then amos came to pick some of us up. i felt it's so cool, the whole cell grp going to church together, those who have car would go pick the others up.. just too bad i live the farthest. had holy communion.. i felt tired but i tell u i didn't sleep during the service at all ok! i closed my eyes that's all but i didn't nod off.. ya anyway after service went to queensway to look at slippers.. hmm.. my slippers is in quite bad condition now, but i dun think i'll get a new one now. maybe later.. ahaha.. (procrastinator) well.. i dun think slippers shld be more than $10 lor.. since i bought my $8 pair, the next one $4, then $2.90... i no longer look at expensive slippers. anyway went to marina square n bought cake. celebrated the november babies birthday at Carl's Junior. a lot of them couldn't eat the cake cuz they had a v full lunch already. then i ordered a meal to share with jac.. it was just nice enough, n i like the bacon burger. man, i can never eat a full meal on my own! i will take the whole day man.. walked around.. quite tired, thinking of my animoweb..... on my way home on brandon's car, shaun called to ask me if i'm going to farah's place.. then i was like "oh no!" forgot abt it! hee.. went home to sleep. woke up for dinner.. mom cooked spaghetti. n watched Daredevil n 2002 on tv.. i was like thinking to myself "hey go n do animoweb la"... but i didn't.. =x only started work at 11pm. do until 3am like tt then went to slp.
today, monday
first day at sch.. haha.. not bad.. had adv web lesson with ms pat. early dismissal hoho.. (first week of sch always like this la) Food Junction is finally open. had lunch with the IM pple. hmm.. what i appreciate abt guys is their sense of loyalty.. maybe not all of them, but still.. i was last to come back to the seats n there was no space already.. the guys actually squeezed to make space for me.. felt touched.. hehe.. went to FY room to slack n watch funny videos. met weiting to pass her thai silk cushion.. haha.. SHE CUT HER OWN HAIR!!! i'm amazed that it turned out not bad.. i mean i didn't even realise it was cut by herself.. hmm.. went for my next lesson.. woo.. hx same lesson as me!! hoho!~ bought new textbook -.-" hmm.. formed groups for the intro to entre. lesson ended early also.. went home to rest. still felt v bloated by the beer.. scared got beer belly.. hahaha a lot of pple dun like beer.. but i'm scared of vodka man.. i wld still drink la, but seldom already. woke up to meet my mom for dinner. blur blur cuz i just woke up, forgot to bring ezlink card so i had to walk a bus stop down.. =x haha.. my mom was right in front of me but i couldn't see her. =x took photos of some road signs.. gonna work on camp logo later~!
cya~!
30 oct.. shaun n michael's bday.. was a sunday. had to reach church early so thank God paul came with jessica to give me a lift.. v excited cuz it's the day of the publicity launch for youth camp 2005. haha.. after service supposed to do projection, but since the praise pple can do it, i went off for lunch with my cell grp. wasn't satisfied with the curry chicken noodles in harbourfront food court. after chatting for a while we went downstairs n i bought chicken cutlet from shih lin. i dun like the funny smell.. went to orchard to look for present for jeremy.. went a few places. hmm.. finally bought it.. a DKNY watch (anyway we've presented it to him already) yup. dunno y very tired.. kept yawning haha.. then i realise the singles' club is meeting to celebrate shaun n mic's bday so i went to PS to look for them. had dinner at swensen's. wasn't hungry but i'm glad i can finish my food. walked around. decided to go play pool.. n that was around 9+ i think. played till 11+.. wow i actually won 3 games out of....5 or 6.. haha.. juz "taiko" lor.. ran to catch the last NEL home. haha..
monday
went to work.. after work shaun called to hurry me to join them. went to find them at mac then we went to PS for dinner. then went to MindCafe to play boardgames.. cool place.. played Ride to Europe.. (uh i can't rem the name of the game) basically some boardgame where we have to complete routes to win points. yup. played till 10+ hehe a few cute guys there.. haha..
tue
by rights it's a public holiday, but i went back to work so that i can take friday off. actually the work was supposed to be rushed out by wed. my parents had the day off, so i had breakfast with them at Kopitiam. worked on Adobe Indesign.. picked up this software cuz the work requires the skill. i didn't expect the sch to be closed.. haha.. so i was locked outside. had to use intercom to get my entry. felt weird. haha.. went out for lunch.. hmm.. didn't expect to be able to leave on time also, but since i couldn't do any work no point staying also. the network played me out man.. i saved my stuff on the server n it failed me.. i felt like i couldn't do anything.. had to restart comp a lot of times n see if the server is back up. sucks. shit man i didn't know the diary can wait. n muz bia the calendar first. i did the work at the wrong time. so by the time i realise it i felt very lost. sucks. went for dinner with my parents. had black pepper crab.. it was heaven man.. so i felt better after the meal.. haha.
wed
hmm.. got alot of work done.. but very tedious so i couldn't finish it on time. my dad started work at his new job so he couldn't send me to sch anymore.. sigh.. need to wait for bus, n the journey takes double the time of taking motorbike lor. a bit not used to public transport again. stayed behind to discuss my timetable with my boss. decided to come in on tue n thur. n i dun understand what is daily pay basis. means i get money everyday that i work? hmm.. my parents have cell grp so i cooked instant noodles for dinner. worked on animoweb. very tough cuz my concept is still v rough.
thur
public holiday. PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!!! yay.. took the day to rest. had breakfast with my mom cuz my dad had to work. i wonder y he took up that job lor. now his weekends r burned up too.. =S watched movies on vcd with my mom.. supposed to do animoweb.. =x haha.. watched Beautiful Boxer n Mr & Mrs Smith. mom cooked dinner..
fri
had to go back to work because "we're still learning" ... finally finished the TAT calendar. dunno y still got last minute changes. i'm allowed to do my animoweb but then TAT still need editing, how to do animoweb? i thought it was supposed to be submitted today so i was v worried. i smsed wenlei but she nv reply. turned out that no one turned up to submit. haha.. dinner with my mom. she bought ice cream 0.0
sat
had breakfast with my mom then shopped for groceries. she want to cook dinner again. went home to prepare to go out. reached jeremy's hse around 3.50 i think.. haha =x had cell grp.. jeremy was kinda busy preparing for our bbq dinner that he wasn't with us most of the time. i think it's not a good idea to have cell grp at someone's hse, because the person will be occupied with things going around like picking up the phone, giving instructions to another family member, etc. had bbq.. felt lazy n didn't serve.. hehe.. ate a lot.. had cake cutting n photo taking sessions.. ate ice cream cake (yummy!) by 11 i felt tired already so i dozed off at the couch. after that jeremy announced a "taa-ing" session (finish up the beer) n i woke up. i didn't drink the chang beer at all.. hmm.. shld try. then a few of them went home. i went out with diana jeremy n malcolm to buy more beer. we bought anchor beer. played finger guessing game n then some funny "techno" game. haha.. got forfeited a lot of times, even got a 3 times in a row. forfeit with one quarter glass of beer each time. i guess i can't count how many cans i downed the whole night man. felt v hot around 4am.. a few more went home. i went to jeremy's room with diana to rest for the night. felt like my blood was pumping furiously n i couldn't get to sleep at first.
sun
seem to see someone keep entering the room.. i checked the time, it was 7am.. can slp a bit longer. snoozed my alarm clock till 8.30am.. went to shower. had breakfast then amos came to pick some of us up. i felt it's so cool, the whole cell grp going to church together, those who have car would go pick the others up.. just too bad i live the farthest. had holy communion.. i felt tired but i tell u i didn't sleep during the service at all ok! i closed my eyes that's all but i didn't nod off.. ya anyway after service went to queensway to look at slippers.. hmm.. my slippers is in quite bad condition now, but i dun think i'll get a new one now. maybe later.. ahaha.. (procrastinator) well.. i dun think slippers shld be more than $10 lor.. since i bought my $8 pair, the next one $4, then $2.90... i no longer look at expensive slippers. anyway went to marina square n bought cake. celebrated the november babies birthday at Carl's Junior. a lot of them couldn't eat the cake cuz they had a v full lunch already. then i ordered a meal to share with jac.. it was just nice enough, n i like the bacon burger. man, i can never eat a full meal on my own! i will take the whole day man.. walked around.. quite tired, thinking of my animoweb..... on my way home on brandon's car, shaun called to ask me if i'm going to farah's place.. then i was like "oh no!" forgot abt it! hee.. went home to sleep. woke up for dinner.. mom cooked spaghetti. n watched Daredevil n 2002 on tv.. i was like thinking to myself "hey go n do animoweb la"... but i didn't.. =x only started work at 11pm. do until 3am like tt then went to slp.
today, monday
first day at sch.. haha.. not bad.. had adv web lesson with ms pat. early dismissal hoho.. (first week of sch always like this la) Food Junction is finally open. had lunch with the IM pple. hmm.. what i appreciate abt guys is their sense of loyalty.. maybe not all of them, but still.. i was last to come back to the seats n there was no space already.. the guys actually squeezed to make space for me.. felt touched.. hehe.. went to FY room to slack n watch funny videos. met weiting to pass her thai silk cushion.. haha.. SHE CUT HER OWN HAIR!!! i'm amazed that it turned out not bad.. i mean i didn't even realise it was cut by herself.. hmm.. went for my next lesson.. woo.. hx same lesson as me!! hoho!~ bought new textbook -.-" hmm.. formed groups for the intro to entre. lesson ended early also.. went home to rest. still felt v bloated by the beer.. scared got beer belly.. hahaha a lot of pple dun like beer.. but i'm scared of vodka man.. i wld still drink la, but seldom already. woke up to meet my mom for dinner. blur blur cuz i just woke up, forgot to bring ezlink card so i had to walk a bus stop down.. =x haha.. my mom was right in front of me but i couldn't see her. =x took photos of some road signs.. gonna work on camp logo later~!
cya~!
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