i'm under great stress..

i'm a person who is afraid to offend pple around mi.. everyday i have to worry abt someone getting angry with mi or someone show mi a black face.. last time i was veri afraid of my sister becuz of this.. i also get stressed when pple rush mi to do things.. esp when i dun c y i shld..

now elena seems to be calling mi everyday to bring friends to the company.. i tried to share this job opportunity with some of my friends, but they wld feel being used if i tell them i wld earn a commission too if they work under mi.. furthermore the quota to reach in order to promote is realli v high.. itz more for working adults with earning power, rather than students like mi.. i juz can't bring myself to ask my friends to work under mi.. yet i have to try n show elena tt i tried asking them... anyway i have a phobia of answering my hp now.. =(

today i went to sch for ogl meeting, then went to orchard with grp 8 pple. i realised tt ian doesn't like a lot of pple, he finds john's new friend rather annoying... tt makes mi wonder if he finds mi annoying too.. like i said, i get affected if i noe tt pple around mi dislike mi, (i dun care abt pple whom i dun like tho - tt is veri rare).. grp 8 pple like to joke tt they r bochup abt my presence, but they joke too often i wonder if they realli dun wan mi around.. ...suddenly i feel so unloved..

i went home late... i wan to have dinner with grp 8 pple but i already told my mom tt i wan dinner at home.. so i have to leave earlier... but i reached home at 9.30pm.. on my way home i sorta cried becuz i was afraid my mom wld scold mi.. realli feel stressed.. i dun wanna be scolded........

veri tiring day..

went to church early for worship prac.. caused joshua to be late.. feel so bad! i had no voice.. a bit worried i can't sing..

felt tired during sermon.. after service went to psalmist resource corner to help out a bit but no business today.. had lunch.. felt quite bloated.... then help set up camera for the training worshops.. dozed off a bit during the workshop.. realli bth..

after tt went to to far east plaza with psalmist to return the cds n books. they wan to dine at sushi tei..i felt so tempted! so i joined them. had quite a rushed dinner but i enjoyed it! =D took bus to PS to meet my family.

we watched the day after tmr.. wahaha.. nice movie with great effects to watch in cinema. made a lot of stupid jokes abt the title.. haha.. the story is realistically scary.. but highly recommended to watch.. had ice cream at mac's.. then took NEL home.

ok i'm sick now. angel CAN'T sing. woke up with a sore throat.. wonder if tt has anything to do with the bubble tea i drank yesterday.. called in sick, nt going for work today. watched vcd then went online for a while.

went to yishun polyclinic with swee yi.. got mc for today..we realised we have quite a lot in common as we chatted while waiting to c doc. she wans to go to Hongkong! my fave country! she wans to go alone...i'm impressed.. n i want to go with her.. juz the 2 of us! but mi working now is to pay back the excessive amt of money i spent during my 1st year in design course. i dun wanna rely too much on my mom's bank account.. hope i can provide for myself for next sem.. i'll save up slowly, next sem then go HK with swee yi!

it was already 3.30pm when we left. walked to yishun central.. took mrt to city hall. saw a pasar malam in yishun! but too late i was on the train already when i saw it.

walked to suntec city.. to look at the book fair there.. to tell the truth i have a fettish for books..... all the time i was there i was admiring n TOUCHING books! esp those matt laminated covers.. :P we decided to come back again.. i felt hungry.. so we rushed our sightseeing n then left.

i took mrt to amk.. saw pasar malam there! walked around but cld not find ramly burger stall :( so took bus 159 to sengkang to go library return my books.. haven touched them actually n they r due today.. noticed a few guys looking at mi hehehehe... or r they? haha..

feel a bit lazy to blog now.. but nvm..

yday went online for a long time, but i was away, watching tv..my mom recorded 9pm Ch U show for mi.. i went to bahasa lesson.. it juz resumed onli. i'm in level 2! quite stressful cuz i was the onli student =( i had to smile all the time to my guru cuz i dun wanna give her the impression tt i'm not interested or wadever.. bought a lot of food stuff from carrefour.. did a survey for them n got a carton of orange juice.. wahaha..

anyway abt work i'm quite worried to be short of money.. i was short of $10 in my total amt the day b4. around $1 yday ba.. thank God i'm accurate today! but maybe becuz i work onli 4 hours today n there were not many customers during my shift.. bought a lot of groceries home. felt amused cuz yday 3 customers bought condoms, n today 1 (my colleague somemore..) found him a bit immature when i asked his age.. he replied, "since i can buy tt thing, u think i how old?" like he had to compare THAT with his age?? wahaha..

elena called mi to ask my fren to go to office.. so i called huixiang.. she asked mi wan to watch shrek 2 or not, so i reply ok.. went home to put down stuff, change clothes then left home to go cck to meet huixiang n yc. late for the movie but we din miss much i guess.. i think itz not realli funny leh.. maybe my expectation too high ba..

after the movie we walked around Lot1... went to food junction to eat a bit of stuff..i ordered dim sum.. not veri nice, dunno y they put everything i dun like inside something i cld like.. (toking chim here) i dun like garlic, ginger, spring onion!!

we went to arcade to play games... i wanted to top in PhotoHunt.. but sigh.. tt game reminds mi of the times i went to JEC arcade with hao to play photohunt.. we were crazy abt tt game.. i went to buy bubble tea, which also reminds mi of hao.. the times we play "who can suck the most pearls in one go" blah..

anyway we went to take LRT with huixiang, accompany her to senja.. i called ting to tell her i was on the lrt... haha.. alighted at senja then took the lrt back.. yc n i missed the 1st one..so we waited for the next. there were 2 carriages this time..we took the emptier one.. i was a bit crazy today... i asked yc to go to the other carriage n wave to mi, of cuz he was reluctant! wahaha.. took the mrt to woodlands then took bus 161. felt like something stuck in my throat, kept trying to cough it out but..to no avail :S

chatted with olc the nite b4.. until 3am like tt.. so long nv chat with him until so late.. shared with him a bit abt Christianity la.. he commented tt he wanna convert but i dunno if he's serious.. i doubt so.

last nite did night shift.. felt better cuz junhao is on the same shift as mi, can joke with him. but so unfair, i work 5 hours n he work 4 hours onli! shopped for dairy products n ketchup thai chili sauce.. got 10% discount! muz shop more often while i'm still a staff n enjoy staff discount hehe..

there was a customer who insisted on changing goods.. i thot she had left so i went to spray insect repellent on my legs.. badly bitten by a single mosquito! ;( then i realise she had been waiting for mi to check the price of her goods.. she scolded mi... n insisted a change.. my supervisor came n told mi tt i have to write a refund report. i tried to look pathetic n upset so she wld sympathise with mi n change her mind.. but.. to no avail haha..

my buddy suzanah is v funny person.. whenever i dunno any code i wld ask her.. shoots man, i lost my file of the codes.. had to borrow from juliana.. or else i no need to ask all the time..

asked dad to take mi home, so i felt safer. i juz realised tt i had skipped lunch n dinner..

woke up early to go to elena's office to meet her. dunno for wad at 1st.. they keep pressing mi abt when i cld go back to office again.. i almost cried sia. i realli dun wan to be tied down.. elena's colleague jen toked to mi abt $$$...felt quite sian diao cuz i dun realli care abt $$$.. juz as long as i have enuf.. be contented ya? i was abit distracted while she was toking cuz i was looking at the picture of their products n thinking, the design of the products is quite lousy, maybe i shld design for them.. haha. had to bring my mom's stuff to everywhere i go.. so heavy sia..

went to HMV to meet esther n my sis.. listened to cds for sometime until 3pm, we went to party world ktv. i chose a lot of songs n kept hogging the mic..haha.. but i'm starting to hate my voice, cuz i can't switch between high n low easily.. keep going out of tune esp when transposing.. =X

left at 7pm, a bit disappointed when the 'last song..have a nice day' appeared on the screen.. haha.. we walked to le meridien hotel food court for dinner.. on the way esther asked my sis to pose for caricature.. hoho.. it was cool, but i think the endproduct din look like my sis. i juz felt tt it looks like anyone else. din realli enjoy dinner cuz there were too much garlic in my food.. yucks.. but i treated my sis to dinner, as her bday present ba haha..

after dinner we walked to PS.. walked around..until yamaha closed. my sis left early so she cld watch Friends. haiyo. bought a bearbrick from action city!!! woohoo! got a rare one! but i'm nt the type who wld sell such collectibles..even if i can sell them for hundreds.. i'd keep them.. treated esther to ice cream cone at mac's cuz i owe her haha.. we had played a game on msn n i lost haha.. then we left. yay my mom remembered to record a show for mi, which even i myself forgot.. gave her the instructions to consume the slimming thingy..

i smsed shunjie to tell him tt my parents dun approve of mi working at venture era, but he was quite persistent.... told mi to allow him to explain (machiam toking to girlfriend wahhaa) ... i've had enuf.. i wanna quit my job!! i wanna have real holiday!!!

nevertheless i wan to juz go thru briefly wad i did over these few days.. haven been online for 2 days..

i worked night shift on fri.. a lot of banglas n chinas.. they seem rich, buy beer n food with $50 notes.. worked 5 hr straight without resting.. but felt thirsty n warm all the time. after work i had to stay back n count money :S i'm always short..this time short of 4¢ .. forgot to punch my card.. anyway the only exit is the back gate.. which is to the carpark n tt is so deserted.. ran back cuz i remembered i need to punch my card but too late the gate was electronically locked. so i'll leave it till my next duty. went home n slp.

then on sat went to church at 11am to make psalmist welcome packs..left at around 12.50pm.. tried to reach orchard asap to meet my cell grp girls.. felt unhappy when jl told mi to hurry, cuz her tone was v unfriendly.. anyway did aerobics for 3 hours with rest of cuz.. n daniel ong jean danker hosted the event. cool. i was interviewed by channel news asia.. so pai seh.. rushed back to church for worship prac.. after prac went to tanglin halt for supper (my dinner) n thank God paul drove.. he took mi home but i was tired la.. can imagine rite, so happening day.. so went to slp after bathing n quiet time.

today went to church early.. i m nv this early when i take mrt cuz usually i'd overslp.. glad i din go online last nite. after service had quick lunch then prepared for psalmist workshops.. i m videocamera lady haha.. after tt went off with esther n my sis to outram to walk around look at cds.. i'm honoured cuz my sis told mi a secret tt she din tell anyone else.. haha anywayz we took bus 61 to bugis to wait for our parents.. had dinner at a jap restaurant gosh i dun even noe the name.. the food there is nice la but i think i prefer sushi tei.. tried their ice cream.. so expensive! $8 lor!! siao! walked around, took neoprints (wow..) n then took mrt to pasir ris n lastly bus 3 home!

i hate it when everything clashes on the same day same time!! stress!!

tmr i'm quite free, but i wanna join esther n my sis go ktv.. but in the morning i dun mind working, juz as long as they DUN PUT MI ON TUE EVENING!!!!!

i wanna go for the seminar on missions in Church of Our Saviour at 7.30pm.. n my mom is going to elena's company at 6.30pm to learn to do facial (i think) n SO NICE I HAVE TO WORK AT THAT TIME 5-10pm... arghhh!!!! y they like mi to work night shift so much? i hate it! 5 hours somemore.. after work still have to worry abt safety home n wait so long for bus.. i called the office to try to change my shift but they say cannot.... i hate to work under weekly roster.. AT LEAST THEY COULD INFORM MI EARLIER???

so angry n stressed now! i missed kwek's performance last wk becuz of night shift also.. i hate to be deprived of doing the things i wan to do during holidays lor..

i can't tell the difference between chye sim n kai lan! sio pek chye n shanghai green! n i'm supposed to open counter tmr, tt means i'll be on my own, n i can't possibly ask for help for every grocery tt i dunno the code.. i v stressed...

m i asking for it? y shld i work since i need to rest?? the next sem onwards i wun have much hols to enjoy... y kill myself? but i need the money to c mi thru the 1st sem of 2nd yr.. can't withdraw money from my mom's bank all the time lor..

v sad ahh... i wanna quit...

stress~!!!! =(

74738 = fuji apple, 21550 = sunkist orange.... ......... arhhhhh i'm going crazy! tt's the kinda codes i have to key in for groceries as cashier... then my roster is giving mi a headache man! at first sunday i had to work, but cannot ma, so i change to sat, but after i went home n check my appointment book i realised tt sat i got cell grp girls outing!

so today i went to tell jessie to change my shift to friday, the boss put mi on friday night.. i thot ok so i told her ok.. after tt then i realise i bought tickets to watch a SAJC chinese society play!

veri sian leh! wad to do!!!!

had lunch somewhere near my work place..smsed huixiang they all ask them where to meet but they nv reply mi so i decided to go home first. then at hougang yc called mi.. i went home changed clothes then went to yck to meet yc they all. went to his hse, played payday n raided his room for vcds.. haha..

then i left (i was v late!) supposed to meet elena at 5.40pm.. she was going to 'pull' mi into her company.. veri sian diao also cuz my dad din realli approve of mi selling health products.. anyway we talked until 7.30 like tt then i went home. missed my show slightly.. n had bread n milo for dinner cum supper..

sat went for cell grp.. after tt played table tennis with esther.. elena talked to mi abt her company n their aloe vera products.. then we went to clementi central for dinner. too sian to wait for el shaddai to go for dinner.

then yday went to church.. after church went to harbourfront for lunch -.-" after tt walked around a bit then went to jurong to meet my pri sch frenz.. in the end we went to orchard. v sian lor, juz walk around aimlessly..

among us, jiali was the most noisy one.. but she can liven up the atmosphere. without her, we were kinda quiet n shy.. despite we were noty together during pri sch days.. calvin got gf, dawn n beng tin got bf, kai zheng is jio-ing xuei min.. haha wad a small world.. kai zheng v cute, tall, n loves bball.. haiz haha too bad his attention is on xuei min.. =X

some of them left, then the rest of us went for dinner at lucky plaza mac.. after tt i was eager to go home cuz of my period.. so kai kit, caroline n i left. went home to go online.. until 10.30, cuz i need to work today morning.

n today i woke up at 7+...my dad offered to take mi to work. quite scared at first cuz the boss was quite fierce.. then always complain abt her workers.. anyway i worked under Farjana, quite ok, learn how to key in codes n scan for products, get the money all tt.. but i can't handle tt n packing at the same time.. haiz~

worked until 12pm.. then went to junhao's place to rest a while b4 going jogging.. watched scv..woohoo~! hk drama n mtv.. then went back to ubi for lunch.. quite nice la, the duck noodles.. went back to his place to slack somemore then prepare to go jogging. we went to east coast park.. i jogged a bit along the way n had to wait for him cuz he was onli walking.. we reached east coast park, then walked towards 7-eleven n mac.. we bought a big bottle of water, rested a bit then walked back..

walked past i think 3 hotel 81, a lot of ktv n pubs around the joo chiat area.. i think i found my dad last time the stall.. i wish i brought my camera! maybe there'll be other chances for mi to pass by tt area again ba i hope. got back to junhao's place, changed clothes liao then went home. veri tired..

woo i love pink! haha.. nice templates in blogger..

yday went to expo again! to get box (in the end cld not get) n also to buy IdN magazines.. itz a design magazine, mostly graphics inside.

took bus 3 to pasir ris then took mrt to tanah merah, i knew i'd c the grp 5 pple there.. realli did! then we took train together to Expo. met swee yi there. went to look for the box, too late leh.. nvm then we went to burger king to eat.. haiz how can they dun have breakfast! sophina n alex came.

after eating finish we went into the hall 1 again. veri happy, bought 3 magazines, n a book. spent $33.. got many other free magazines.. veri gd one leh! got a lot of graphics.. walked around.. left at 1pm like tt..

then we went to the mrt station to decide where to go next. went to dhoby ghaut.. parklane..play pool.. after tt the rest of them play lan. mi went to mac with dionne, tak yee n her fren. chat until 6 then we went into the lan shop. i stared at the computer, wondering how to play CS... stare until my eyes feel tired.. then the smell n noise was making mi sick. so i decided to go home.

went to punggol mrt to buy dinner.. pathetic. watch tv..went online, motivated to created graphics... =)

this morning woke up at 11.. had lor mee for brunch.. then went online. dad told mi to clean up my room...but haiz~ haha

today woke up at 8.. junhao called to wake mi up..haha supposed to meet him at 8.45am to go for job interview. so i asked my dad to take mi to eunos. got there a bit late.. filled in a form n i was shocked when the boss started to scold junhao.. in the end it was a misunderstanding..

i went home after tt, slept for an hour then went to amk to meet sandy.. brought her to meet xuena..in the end sandy dun wan to perm her hair.. so we left. i took mrt to eunos to meet junhao, wanling, wan n xy. then we took the mrt to expo.

there's IdN shop at the expo, selling design stuff... more of IM.. love it a lot! got a lot of brochures n stuff..veri happy! =D tmr still wanna go back! cuz the ticket can be used for all 3 days.. can share the extras with my frenz.

went to changi airport to take bus home. watched tv hehe~

today woke up at 9.45am again.. dunno y i cannot hear my hp alarm i set at 8.30am.. it was raining n my dad had to take mi to sch.. met azzar at blk L level 3 so we went to search for the meeting.. i was not listening to the briefing most of the time..v tired lahz.. then my classmates nv come.. haiz..

after the meeting we watched a few animation clips n voted for them.. so fun.. then went to Lot 1 with 05 pple.. v hungry.. had chicken cutlet rice for lunch. watched Van Helsing with huixiang, swee yi n yc. after the movie i went to withdraw money to return yc n hx n also go ktv.

stayed in kbox from 4 to 7.. then sang a number of songs.. got to sing duet with olc.. :P hehe.. ordered lemon tea..quite nice but kinda killed my throat.. went home after tt. mom did nt buy my dinner so got my dad to buy for mi. watched tv then come online..
huixiang told mi olc wan to fall in love.. hmm... *shrugs* pretend i dunno ba.

yday my class BBQ at ECP.. i was quite slack at home.. went out of my house onli after 12.. (supposed to reach there at 1.30!) then called wanling to arrange to meet her... but i was making ball ball on the bus n missed her stop.. called her too late..so i had to get down one stop later n board the next bus in order to catch the same bus as her.

then we reached marine parade.. went to some provision shop to buy ball to play when we get there. played in the sea with wanling b4 we went to cook. it was dangerous to swim there cuz there's no barrier, n the upswash n backwash veri strong.. went back to the pit to help cook a bit.. tried to cycle but failed... i give up, itz not my type of sports... got a few scratches from trying.

cooked n eat... then around 8pm wanling, viv, hudha n mi went to bathe..we walked to a faraway toilet... there were little pple around... but the shower area was outdoor.. we stripped down to our undies to bathe... felt a bit shy staring at their boobs.. haha.. had great fun tho.. nv tried public bathing b4..

went back to eat somemore.. yc, ian, henry n jinwen joined us but sat at another table, with food offered to them.. haha.. after tt managed to get them to chat with my classmates.. edwin was so happy to noe someone older than him eh..

some of them left at around 10.30pm.. i stayed behind to wait for my dad to come n pick mi up. we cleared up until 11pm.. then edwin junhao viv n mi went to the beach to look at stars... not as beautiful as balai sky.. haiz.. then i went to find my dad at mac.. he drove mi home.. i was so tired i did not go online.

today woke up at 9.45am..gabrielle called to ask mi where i am.. (still on bed haha) went to sch for OGL meeting. ms lee came at around 10.20..toked for less than 5 min, wad's the point sia. then i went to Blk L level 5 do course feedback with gab n 05 they all.

hang around in the comp lab until 11.30 like tt then they decided to go orchard. i felt tt i shldn't go cuz 2.30 i gotta be back in amk again, cannot be late also lor.. juz then henry msg mi say they playing pool in amk snookerium so i went to join them. played photo hunt (it became our fave game already ba) but all those times we nv got to top.

walked around...withdrew money *gasp!* bought some food to eat.. bought shampoo.. haiz.. then 2.20 i went to Top Image to look for Yun's cousin. around 3+ then she start the exam..she's supposed to wash n blow my hair n her assesors will examine her skill.. i left at around 3.40 ba.. quite satisfied with my hair cuz itz so much straighter... called 05 to ask them where they r... then joined them in marina Sq seoul garden.

walked abit in Citylink Mall.. sent ms amy off, then we went to Orchard to walk.. went to far east.. then taka. then home. saw my sis on the train.. saw something interesting n borrowed her camera phone to take photo. 4 pple sitting next to each other were all reading books... something quite rare to c ba.. had nasi lemak for dinner..yumm..

tmr is class outing liao dunno whether i will enjoy it or not.. quite sian to bother with it leh.. :S

haiz.. lately been taking taxi veri often, esp this wk, almost 1 day once.. pok kai (broke) liao.. today woke up at 5.45am to go Changi airport to send Gail off to Tibet for mission trip.. i was late =( but got to c Gail at the other side of the glass.. sob sob.. then did prayer walk in the airport. after tt went to Burger King at T2 for breakfast! yummy!~ took mrt to queenstown, but realise tt we're waiting for the bus n we're gonna be late so we took taxi. almost fell asleep during the whole service.. =( cuz i slept veri little. stayed up until 1+am to make Mothers Day gift.

after service i went to find my mom to get money...hehehe.. then went to Paccan for lunch n meeting with Psalmist. after tt went to Great World City to meet my kor n amanda to go Zouk flea market!! =D we reached there around 3.30.. walked around.. had coffee n continued walking around... in the end i bought 7 pcs of clothes with $20.. but i'll onli have $15 left for the wk.. =( after tt i went to orchard to take mrt to woodlands..to meet my family for dinner @ Crystral Jade... quite sucky.. long queue.. then took taxi home.

yday veri sian.. packed my room for a while then went online. chatted with ian n henry for a while.. then we all became busy with other stuff.

i checked out the clubbing info n asked wanling: so how.. she thot i cldn't make it on fri so she asked alan to go next sat. wth i actually said i can go on friday, but NOT saturdays! so we checked tt most clubs have ladies nite on thurs, so we decided to go.

i met her at 7.... we arranged to meet at 6.20 lor.. haiz.. then we walked around... i visited the club she works at.. then walked cine n heeren.. veri sian i cannot wear heels for too long.. so we rested everywhere we found seats.. we bought a couple of bearbricks.. so gian on buying more!

we went to meet gab at around 9+ ba.. had dinner at BK.. then junhao came.. chatted for a while b4 we left. we were talking abt borrowing ICs to get into clubs.. so loudly i think the pple beside us were staring at us. hope they're nt from the police... we went to toilet for half an hour, basically putting on thicker make up n making poor junhao wait..haha.. i put eyeliner for the 1st time.. i'm realli tt toot.

we took mrt to raffles place, then walked to somewhere near chinatown -.- then decided to take taxi to MS. i saw club Angel for the 1st time n wanted to go in.. i was quite sure they wun check our ICs since they wan us to go in so desperately wahaha.. the interior is long n quite spacious i think.. we ordered drinks... i had 4 glasses altogether, all diff stuff.. i'm getting sick of vodka, realli. i'm glad there's beer.

wanling's fren told us there wld be a raid tt nite, so we went out after we got sian.. tt was around...2am ba.. we chatted n had tea at the coffee shop there.. decided to go back at around 3am..but Club Angel seems to have closed for raid.. phew! hee..we went to 7-Eleven n wanling got a canned drink.

we waited with her for NightRider until 4.30am... then we decided to take taxi to leave there already. gab, junhao n mi went to ECP to stay until morning.. we went to 7-Eleven to get bottled drinks..then walked to Beach Cabana to look for toilet. the guy at the bar was so kind to let us go in! we realised tt our bottled drinks were not opened so we asked tt guy for another favour.. wanted to juz borrow his bottle opener but he offered to open the bottles for us! so cute of him! =P

we sat at a bench n chatted for until around 5+am.. gab said hi to a jogger n he actually stopped somewhere near us to do stretching exercises.. -.- we went to sit beside Beach Cabana to listen to music.. it realli helped to pass time, singing along Energy songs! hehehe... we saw LOTS of cats... veri cute.. then we left at 7am.... went to Mac to go toilet n for breakfast, but decided tt mac is expensive. i'd realli rather eat at the coffee shop!

had dim sum.. :D felt a bit stomach cramp.. wonder was it the alcohol or the tea.. went to toilet while junhao n gab waited n read newspaper..looking out for part time jobs.. i'm the type who waits for jobs to look for mi hehehe... i wanna go home asap as long as itz after 10am.. tt's when my dad goes to work la.. but at 10am we were still at marine parade aww-ing at how cute the cat at the pet shop is... haha.. gab decided to come to my place to slp n wait for her mom to leave home so she cld sneak back hahaha.. anyway i've found a new makan kaki! =D

we went to changi to change bus to my place n reached at around 12pm... it felt like afternn already... we nv slept at all the whole nite..so guess tt's y.. we slept until 1.45pm then i woke up to bathe n prepare to meet yun. i was on time!! yeah~!! hoho.. had ramen in S11 n then searched for her cousin's workplace for quite some time... haiz still unable to buy my fave game... went to the hair salon for a while then at 4 like tt can go off liao.. went to walk around for a while then went to sengkang n return book. borrowed 3 melayu books... realli a struggle to read n understand! i think i shld find indonesian language fiction books instead, but i dunno which section to look under..

- this is my real life. -