my life is so screwed...

my comp broke down.. i sent it for service on fri, yday they called to say it'll take 2 mths to repair.

i fell sick.. can't breathe..

got impj to do... no comp how to do???? haiz.

it sucks..

i dun understand y...

y does she seem to ignore mi when she doesn't need mi?

y does she ask stupid qns like, 'how come ur tissue paper so thick one?'?

how come he's like tt...

long time no go online.. my comp crashed.. been staying at olc's hse for 3 nites... nv slp much cuz i was helping him n hx with their Dreamweaver doubts..

my comp.. haiz.. hope itz fine now.. anyway i prayed tt the comp will repair by itself.. it did.. managed to save some impt files.. then the next time i switched on my comp again it crashed soon again. haiz.

now i backed up ALL my files using wanling's hard disk.. thank God itz with mi haha.. if it crashes again i can reformat without feeling sad... oh but i dun haf certain comp programs like microsoft office n adobe n macromedia.. so i can't do work without them..

anyway, thank God lor..

but i haven't done my testimony for Psalmist... later can? i'm kinda screwed as u can c.. forgot to bring money haha.. Shirley i'll pay for ur lunch next wk hehe..

White Flag

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you or tell you that
But if I didn't say it well I'd still have felt it,
where's the sense in that
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were but

I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble,
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over" then
I'm sure that that makes sense but

I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet, which I'm sure we will
All that was there, will be there still
I'll let it pass, and hold my tongue
And you will think, that I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship and I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door,
I'm in love and always will be

Oops I did it again
Artist: Britney Spears
Album: Oops!... I did it again

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

I think I did it againI made you believe
we're more than just friends
Oh baby
It might seem like a crush
But it doesn't mean that I'm serious
'Cause to lose all my senses
That is just so typically me
Oh baby, baby

Chorus:
Oops!...I did it again
I played with your heart,
got lost in the game
Oh baby, baby
Oops!...You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

You see my problem is this
I'm dreaming away
Wishing that heroes, they truly exist
I cry, watching the days
Can't you see I'm a fool in so many ways
But to lose all my senses
That is just so typically me
Baby, oh

Chorus:
Oops!...I did it again
I played with your heart,
got lost in the game
Oh baby, baby
Oops!...You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

"All aboard"
"Britney, before you go,
there's something I want you to have"
"Oh, it's beautiful, but wait a minute, isn't this...?"
"Yeah, yes it is"
"But I thought the old lady dropped it into the ocean in the end"
"Well baby, I went down and got it for you"
"Oh, you shouldn't have"

Oops!...I did it again to your heart
Got lost in this game, oh baby
Oops!...You think that I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

Chorus:
Oops!...I did it again
I played with your heart,
got lost in the game
Oh baby, baby
Oops!...You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

Chorus:
Oops!...I did it again
I played with your heart,
got lost in the game
Oh baby, baby
Oops!...You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

"ghost" scene.. 

milo godzilla 

feast 

huixiang n the boom mic 

peilin n faj setting up also.. 

setting up the spotlight.. haha.. 

truthfully...all these things tt's happened recently made mi think whether i still love him or not.. looked thru my receipts.. saw those of art friend n all those printing shops... thot of last sem's assignments.. i kinda missed those times... cuz tt's when i started to fall in love with him...

or maybe i'm juz feeling emotional now...

but then again.. itz been a long time since i have tt feeling...

*tries to shake tt thought out of my mind*

*tells myself...* he's better as a fren...