Can't sleep, woke up feeling very warm (had Thai food for dinner la). But thoughts ran wild, and I'm suddenly very anxious about my finances, whether HDB will offer us the same loan amount as previously because of Theodore's income.
I imagined such a news will get me depressed and bitter about my situation, and I cried as I prayed to God for a miracle, to also calm me down. And remember that "the Lord gives and takes away, Blessed be Your name."
Then a friend came to mind. What's my situation worth getting depressed to kill myself over? She's a fighter despite her difficult situations. I'll be a fighter too! And suddenly an idea came to me on how I can write in to appeal for the loan.
Praise the Lord!
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