:: dec ::

ok let me start with... 29th nov wed! haha.. faith, ruifen n i planned a surprise for rj cuz his birthday was long over but he was having exams so couldn't celebrate for him till then. i didn't contribute much la, just helped to drag time while faith n rf decorate his room. he was at home so i had to ask him to come all the way to outram to meet me until the girls were ready. i was trying super hard not to am chio the whole time n pretending that faith is going to come so we just need to wait. aiya cut the long story short, he said that he totally had no clue that it was a sham. have to say there were moments i dunno what to say to bluff him.. but i'm glad it pulled off!

1st dec fri - super happening. =P after work i went to find sou mun, who sounded like she got conned to work at a pub. when i got there.. wah seh, the place super high class la. need to make reservation then can get a seat one lor. and the decor... wow. makes me feel like it's not singapore. it's along holland rd, u know, where the expats stay. since she seem to be working in a good place i felt relieved la, n i left. went to holland v to meet my cell grp. i was early, so i decided to take a walk first. then i met elohim. went to IndoChine siem reap with them n shared a Magarita with landy. after that went to Wala's to queue. almost couldn't catch the happy hour offer. cut the long story short again, that night i drank a little too much. got high halfway n didn't know what i was doing already. i rem going to the washroom 3 times n saw a lady inside, semi-conscious, only my third time inside that someone tried to help her. the floor was filled with puke. gross. met ros.. she had a friend who seem depressed, but i think i got over-high la. i rem giving my number to her.. falling down n a few silly things. thanks bran for sending me home. i rem throwing up the moment i reached home. was too seh to do QT. really bad decision to overdrink.

sat - woke up feeling super distracted. what the heck have i done last night? still haven't finished throwing up. supposed to lead worship for cell grp, so i used the morning to prepare. wanted to watch the drama serial my mom helped me record but decided that wasn't impt. felt rather bad cuz i kept trying to recall what silly things i did last night. also felt guilty for not controlling my drinks. went for worship prac n after that had dinner at hongkong street. been wanting to go there but haven't had the chance. so happy. was thinking of watching the drama when i reach home, but decided that can wait la. must sleep early.

sun - woke up late. haiz. must be fri night play till too late n still having the after effects on sun. feel bad lor. after service faith still wanna go out. wanted to go home n slp after lunch at serangoon garden market, but i thought no one accompany her, so i went lor. rj was also there. chey. haha. went to orchard wisma. H2O+ in Isetan. she bought some stuff. i was still not convinced to use such high class products, but got some samples. then i a bit soft-hearted. even tried to influence my colleague that the money really goes into the quality. =P sia lah. then went to lucky plaza cuz she wanted to sell her old phone. we went around asking for quote. the lowest must be $75 if i'm not wrong. she managed to sell her motorola phone for $150. wee~ went to taka n had pretzels. then went home to slp. after i woke up i had dinner with my parents at punggol plaza n sold some cds n gave my printer away at Cash converters. they tested my printer n declared that it doesn't work. pissed. but i just wanted to get rid of it la. was expecting a $20, in the end, $0. only sold 2 cds for $2. cheap thrill. paid the bills. =( last month (nov) my internet usage exceeded though i was seldom at home. so my mom "subsidised" $50 for my internet bills.

mon - went to people's park to shop, but ended up buying toiletries only. there was a pair of jeans that i like, but $35, n comes from HK. might as well go there n buy. but the shopkeeper said i might not find it there, cuz some of their stuff r for export only. i didn't buy in the end.

tue - went to church, not for prayer meeting, but for Psalmist quarterly discipleship training. what i learnt from it? Purpose n Passion. i think i have forgotten abt them after some time of serving, so it was a good reminder la. i have focused on many other things n have forgotten these basic reasons for serving.

wed - wanted to go out, but i kept telling myself, "haven't i been complaining that i didn't get enough rest? go home la!" it's like that la. when i'm tired i wished i have more time. when i'm not tired i make myself tired. such a endless meaningless cycle. n dunno y i feel that i didn't really control my finances this month. :S

thur - met up with andrielle n roy, my hk trip mates. had dim sum with them at outram park. yeah i like to ask pple to come find me, cuz it's a really nice place to explore la. anyway i realise i have been too busy that i didn't check n update the itinerary. 12 more days!!! after dim sum we went to mei shi jie at smith street for satay n ahballing. talk crap with them. i know i will enjoy the fellowship with them in hk. =)

fri - supposed to meet my cell grp at 7pm at Ivin's, but i didn't have enough money, so i walked all the way to pearl centre to withdraw money then walk back to the 174 bus stop. missed a bus n in the end reached at 8 lor.. :S dinner was great. Servio is a happier boy. =P met some children's camp kids.. i shared the same room as her but i forgot her name! Nikki i think. very pretty girl. after that went to Dempsey's. it's so near the beautiful place i newly found. waited till 10pm then there were seats in the Wine Network. finally got it off my chest abt last fri. they all teased me abt ros lor. haha.. but it's ok la.. had fun. =P i realise i dun really like wine. was finding it hard to drink it. but beer was easy leh, like soft drink. so the guys teased me, told me not to taa the wine like beer, need to control. LOL. ok la, i was also conscious that i shldn't get myself so high again. really enjoy the fellowship with my cell grp. =) after wine we went for supper at river valley road. we saw the traffic police in action n alan quickly went to park his car properly. had roti prata, teh n bbq stingray. yummy~ hang out till 2am i think.

sat - played a new game at cell grp. we didn't expect the game to drag so long so we only played one round. really fun man. it's like guessing the number, but instead of number, it's a specific thing. my grp managed to guess Armageddon after 8 yes/no questions from the category non-animated movie. n the other grp didn't manage to guess our Rowen Atkinson/Mr Bean from the category actor! =P it was fun. after cell went for worship prac. this time it took quite long because it's a Youth band!! haha (like it hadn't been a youth band) but it was the E-band! Elohim-El Shaddai-Epainos band. =P finished prac close to 10pm. woah. had dinner/supper at indian temple coffeeshop.

sun - haha service was funny la. couple of jokes. had prac for youth camp after service.. wanted to ask my parents to go out n eat chili crab, but my dad said we shldn't spend so much already. dunno y man, dec i really spend n spend without control sia.

in closing, yay. 13 more days!