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a lot of thots gathered today...

haha i din realise suddenly so many pple read my blog, esp after i so buey hiao bai say got guys look at me.. haha *gasp*!

hmm... actually i dun mind being rostered on psalmist regularly la, at least there's a fixed schedule already, not like last min or wad... i juz find it hard to choose between campus crusade n cell grp. cuz there's gonna be another outing tt will fall on saturday... anyway i'm kinda crazy lor, say i v busy, but i still go for job interview..... but at least keep me occupied la... better than getting attached.. haha..

today i made the decision to go for the FUL training.. was late, together with some others.. we waited v long for the bus.. then when we alighted then i realised tt the venue was not downtown east chalet. led worship with noel playing the guitar for me.. this is kinda my 1st time leading worship, tt's if dun count the time i led worship for sunday school in tanjung balai. i felt kinda nervous, dunno wad to say, wad to pray... but it was alright la...

the guys called me abang.. haha.. means 'brother' in malay. fun.. it was warm, n i had ice cream... went near the beach for a time of retreat... realli appreciate the nature God created. love the sea breeze, the sun n the sea! haha.. today i feel someone is v good looking... n someone is still v charming.. haha *secret*