:: hmm ::

feeling better now.. today nv c lawrence at all.. somehow i feel a bit sorry for him.. somehow i feel tt things could be solved in a friendlier way. but i feel as if a friend has just passed away... i feel quite angry with the person who 'murdered' him. but i also feel angry with him for 'attempting suicide'.

last sat went to sentosa with ting.. called her on friday nite cuz i was feeling upset abt work.. then she told me she's going sentosa to tan, so i joined her. long time no c her man~! i got a little burnt la... a bit worried abt my skin.. haha.. tanning is as sinful as clubbing. =x then went to office for urgent meeting, which is to receive the news of the breakup.. then beng yeow drove me n michelle to dunearn road to c my banner being displayed. dunno y my appetite quite small tt day. had worship prac.. tired..

sunday worship conference prac... tired too but thank God i managed to stay alive until the end.. went to cineleisure with elena lin feng shirley n esther n had sushi... ooh v long nv eat tt liao..

this morning when i woke up i felt heaty n a bit sore throat.. muz be the leftover otah i ate last nite.. so i prayed for God's protection over all the pple involved in worship nite, that we'll not fall sick. then the rest of the day my throat felt better, but my stomach felt weak. my bladder also weak.. kept going to toilet.. sigh~

today chatted with kikko.. i'm chatting with her more often now.. she's studying a course to become an air stewardess. chok dee!! her msn nick is in thai n she asked me if i can read it. at first i can onli recognise the word ruk (love) after i copied inside Notepad n increased the font size. after tt i started to recognise all the words. except park. i searched for online thai dictionary and now i know 'park' is mouth. jai yark bork war ruk, tae park yark bork war mai. means the heart wants to say love, but the mouth doesn't. correct? hmm.. Mai, another thai friend has a boyfriend, but it's not benson. so sad. haha.. but mai is very pretty.. kikko said i na-ruk.. hahaha.. i reply "kikko na-ruk duey". she asked "jing ror ka?" then she went offline liao.

i slack a lot at work.. =x cuz both bosses not around. sigh~ now onli left one boss actually.. sigh~~

after work went to tampines to shop for second hand CDs. my main motive is to look for 8 christian cds. when i started looking at the shelves i kinda thot itz impossible cuz out of 100 cds i think onli 1 is a christian one. i managed to buy 8 cds, $3 each!! including Hillsong United Look To You!!! :D :D also bought DC Talk, Jaci Valesque, 4Him, bosson (special edition n autographed!), Savage Garden, n 2 X Kinki Kids cds. felt happy with the accomplishment.. i thot the cds r $5 each, but then got sale! hoho..