=) i dunno... but i guess i'm starting to discover the purpose of the fyp... God's purpose for me.. =)
i'm starting to get v interested in the animals i'm working on... today on my way home i was reading a book on giraffes... three times i laughed while reading..
for my fyp i need to include the place where the animal lives, n in the book it is stated tt giraffes lives in open woodlands. i wonder if the MINDS students will go to Woodlands to find giraffes...? n i was trying to imagine giraffes with high blood pressure... well, they do have it in fact.. then there's the part abt birth.. lemme quote the paragraph... "The birth itself takes between one and two hours. The female does not make matters easy for the calf because she gives birth standing up. The calf's arrival into the world is followed by a 2-metre drop on to hard ground..." poor thing.. i feel so awed by how cute n small the baby giraffe is compared to the adult!
i feel especially amazed with God, for the natural instincts of survival... when browsing (the term used for giraffe eating leaves), the males always take the taller part of the tree while the females can take the slightly lower part.. tt's so tt there wun be competition for food!! wow! v considerate n intelligent of them to think of tt! getting to noe these animals better makes me want to understand more... i wan to watch the way these animals realli behave, rather than juz reading abt them off books...
i'm starting to love giraffes.. becuz they r realli friendly, they look out for one another while feeding/drinking water, even together with other animals! they rank themselves after a test of strength not by violent fighting, but necking.. hmm.. i love the pic of a young giraffe hiding between its mother's legs!!
praise God for providing for these animals n giving them the intelligence to protect themselves n ensure the safety of their next generation...
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Thursday, June 30, 2005
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
christopher and angeline
christopher and angeline
Originally uploaded by djgemz.
lol... thanks all those who attended my wedding.. i have no idea which christopher.. but surely itz not the one who always wears green pants... lol...
Saturday, June 25, 2005
:: fearful ::
itz been 8 weeks.
i might fail fypj.
starting to imagine.. starting to get myself prepared to get retained.
the supervisor doesn't like me.. she'll fail me.
i dun have evidence of work to back me up.
i mean.. all the work i've done.
...r all useless.
not used in the final product.
during presentation i'll sure kena shoot.
starting to imagine, wad if i fail. i sure dun wanna do the same project again.
but i fear.. i dunno how to explain to my parents.
they dunno tt i always cannot wake up for sch..
fearful..
i pray...
God can do anything... but i feel tt i dun realli deserve to pass.
wad's the 'but' doing there in the above sentence if i realli trust God?
thank God for zane for sharing word during cell grp today.. itz v relevant to my circumstance.
outside of work.. well, my lecturer warned me to cut down on my social life during this period... muz rush in my project.. i might have a chance to catch up on my marks..
but... i'll die without social life.. =x
thur.. i studied for my bahasa test, but nothing gets in..
i passed it.. 78%... we got the grades on the spot..
thank God itz over... right now i dun realli wanna spend time on it..
i can concentrate on my thai right now. -.-||| haha..
friday my fyp partners went off earlier. thot eric tan coming to check on us but he didn't. went for campus crusade recruitment committee evaluation meeting at 6pm.. i was quite stoned... whole week i've been feeling weary... finally itz the weekend but i feel like resting..
around 7.30 i went off to meet belly, kwek, bec, n yun at scotts coffee bean. i'm broke already... even owed ken $2.. =x owed kwek more money in order to get myself a drink.. =x sounds pathetic.
got a present from them... realli thank God for blessings.. for things i need, for things i want.. itz a thai language book + CD!!! wow!! after tt walked to plaza singapura starbucks to find my sec 4 classmates... i couldn't recognise them lor!! heng got yun help me recognise qingren.. gosh he's darker now.. n xinpei so much prettier~~ i like her hairstyle.. n yeli.. hmm.. her sense of dressing change slightly already.. n the rest... hmm.. miss them!
took mrt home with shareen...
then today had breakfast with parents.. went to church to sort photos with paul n jessica.. quite fun.. haha..
cell grp..
vitra..
dinner with family at golden studio.. steamboat.. nothing special.. dunno y tt place so crowded.. by the time we finished dinner, golden mile complex the supermarket close liao... cannot buy wad i wanted =( haha.. =x
ok gd nite.. better have a gd rest..
i might fail fypj.
starting to imagine.. starting to get myself prepared to get retained.
the supervisor doesn't like me.. she'll fail me.
i dun have evidence of work to back me up.
i mean.. all the work i've done.
...r all useless.
not used in the final product.
during presentation i'll sure kena shoot.
starting to imagine, wad if i fail. i sure dun wanna do the same project again.
but i fear.. i dunno how to explain to my parents.
they dunno tt i always cannot wake up for sch..
fearful..
i pray...
God can do anything... but i feel tt i dun realli deserve to pass.
wad's the 'but' doing there in the above sentence if i realli trust God?
thank God for zane for sharing word during cell grp today.. itz v relevant to my circumstance.
outside of work.. well, my lecturer warned me to cut down on my social life during this period... muz rush in my project.. i might have a chance to catch up on my marks..
but... i'll die without social life.. =x
thur.. i studied for my bahasa test, but nothing gets in..
i passed it.. 78%... we got the grades on the spot..
thank God itz over... right now i dun realli wanna spend time on it..
i can concentrate on my thai right now. -.-||| haha..
friday my fyp partners went off earlier. thot eric tan coming to check on us but he didn't. went for campus crusade recruitment committee evaluation meeting at 6pm.. i was quite stoned... whole week i've been feeling weary... finally itz the weekend but i feel like resting..
around 7.30 i went off to meet belly, kwek, bec, n yun at scotts coffee bean. i'm broke already... even owed ken $2.. =x owed kwek more money in order to get myself a drink.. =x sounds pathetic.
got a present from them... realli thank God for blessings.. for things i need, for things i want.. itz a thai language book + CD!!! wow!! after tt walked to plaza singapura starbucks to find my sec 4 classmates... i couldn't recognise them lor!! heng got yun help me recognise qingren.. gosh he's darker now.. n xinpei so much prettier~~ i like her hairstyle.. n yeli.. hmm.. her sense of dressing change slightly already.. n the rest... hmm.. miss them!
took mrt home with shareen...
then today had breakfast with parents.. went to church to sort photos with paul n jessica.. quite fun.. haha..
cell grp..
vitra..
dinner with family at golden studio.. steamboat.. nothing special.. dunno y tt place so crowded.. by the time we finished dinner, golden mile complex the supermarket close liao... cannot buy wad i wanted =( haha.. =x
ok gd nite.. better have a gd rest..
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
:: Roti prata ::
my fav food... hoho..
went to thomson to eat prata with the Singles' Club lol.. (got wendy shaun david n me onli)...even tho i told my dad i want dinner... =x
took photo of the funny chicken house finally!!! muahaha..
went to the strudel house cuz david wanted to da bao.
went home n watched tv until 12 then slp.
quite worried tt the supervisor might come in anytime or walk past to monitor my progress cuz sometimes i not in lor.. but my progress is realli a lot compared to last wed-fri.
today i nv join the ..hmm wad do i call them? sdn club pple..? usual dmd slackers..? hmm.. well "them" la. they were going to the thomson prata place again. haiyo go 2 days in a row, shaun u not sian ah? haha.. my dad coming to fetch me home after bible study in sch. time to buy bus stamp again...
we went to compass point n ate a student meal.. (whoa at this rate i'm realli getting fat!) had apple pie n yoghurt in sch mac earlier on lor. =x some pple ignored my dad when he asked them qn. aarghhh... stupid pple!! i hate the way they juz ignore him lor!!
went to thomson to eat prata with the Singles' Club lol.. (got wendy shaun david n me onli)...even tho i told my dad i want dinner... =x
took photo of the funny chicken house finally!!! muahaha..
went to the strudel house cuz david wanted to da bao.
went home n watched tv until 12 then slp.
quite worried tt the supervisor might come in anytime or walk past to monitor my progress cuz sometimes i not in lor.. but my progress is realli a lot compared to last wed-fri.
today i nv join the ..hmm wad do i call them? sdn club pple..? usual dmd slackers..? hmm.. well "them" la. they were going to the thomson prata place again. haiyo go 2 days in a row, shaun u not sian ah? haha.. my dad coming to fetch me home after bible study in sch. time to buy bus stamp again...
we went to compass point n ate a student meal.. (whoa at this rate i'm realli getting fat!) had apple pie n yoghurt in sch mac earlier on lor. =x some pple ignored my dad when he asked them qn. aarghhh... stupid pple!! i hate the way they juz ignore him lor!!
Monday, June 20, 2005
my sis' stall
my sis' stall
Originally uploaded by djgemz.
wow i din noe she has a stall at old airport road.
but of cuz tt name is a general name la. juz tt the stall owner is very likely to be Christian. who else wld give such a lively name to something pple wld usually name 'shun sheng' etc? lol
:: part-time ::
if u're feeling lonely, feeling like u wan a partner but seems like there's no one for u, or u feel neglected by ur partner, come to me!
well i'm currently holding a part-time volunteer job as a relationship counsellor. for relationship problems can come to me. consultation is free. hmm haha.
cuz rite now i'm counselling 3 pple.. =x haha.. i welcome u dun worry..
well i'm currently holding a part-time volunteer job as a relationship counsellor. for relationship problems can come to me. consultation is free. hmm haha.
cuz rite now i'm counselling 3 pple.. =x haha.. i welcome u dun worry..
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Singles' Club 'Cafe'
Singles' Club 'Cafe'
Originally uploaded by djgemz.
new hangout place.. realli nice ambience.. but terrible food. i nv eat but i can tell.
:: bbq ::
hmm was quite reluctant to go for the bbq.. firstly becuz it was a last minute notice.. i realli dun believe many pple will turn up.. secondly becuz i was scolded by my fyp supervisor juz b4 tt. i thot she wouldn't check on me after tues.. but turns out she knew my every movement. |= * ( |< ! she warned me again abt failing me for fyp. haiz
on the bus to ecp i was rather upset... kept thinking things like 'if onli my project is like jiayi n jinwen's...' 'if onli we're doing the project in blk M' 'if onli i dun have tt guy as my partner' but thing is i shld nv question y things turn out the way they r.. things tt i cannot choose, is up to God. i can't blame God too. so, i realli dunno how, i onli noe how to complain to hx abt my situation.. i guess i can blame myself for lacking in discipline too. i almost teared. then an old man sat beside me.. i felt super scared whenever he puts his hand on his lap.. like anytime his hand can move towards mine.. *argh!!* sorry guys tt i think so weird.. but i realli have phobia of old men. so i wanted to sit beside wendy but tt seat was wet. in the end i sat between michael n david.
tt michael realli dua kang king man... he brought a deflated volleyball n said he nv bring pump for it. he also said he nv bring poker cards. in the end got bring lor.. now i dunno can believe anything he said.
anyway i was the 'Butter-girl' for the bbq.. in charge of applying butter on all the food. well, crab stick tastes superb with lots of butter. haha.. but the smoke kept getting into my eyes until it was super painful. i didn't feel the effect until now... my left eye is red now man. time passed v fast n when i got tired of buttering food it was probably past midnight already. i bent down most of the time.. now backache liao sia.
went to bathe (juz wash hair onli actually) with pearlyn.. she v cute.. lent her my super baggy top to change. came back n went to 7-Eleven with gab to get drinks.. she tried this weird brand of beer.. it tastes bland man. i like carlsberg better. then wendy wanted to buy too so i went with her n shaun. they bought long island tea. i nv tried tt b4 so i asked shaun to let me try. heng i nv buy... if i drink the whole thing i sure get high one..
played dai dee for a while (kept getting the best card but sometimes i nv win) then went to mac with john n david. waste of food man, we realli bought more than needed. v easy to get sian of bbq food.. dunno how we passed time.. but around 5am like tt i think, we started the fire again in our pit to cook food again. tried to cook as much food as we can.. v waste food lor =( imagine those pple in poor countries... haiz.
slept for a while in nic's 4-men tent. when i woke up it was time to go. 9am they return their bikes n we divided the leftovers, c who bring wad home. i volunteered to bring home the watermelon. david helped me carry it.. went home n did quiet time n then slp for a while before going out. v last min (sorry sorry) but i bought the presents for the June babies in my church then. i was already late for my cell grp's sports day.. was reluctant also la.. dun like sports competitions.
reached church then realised i wasn't wearing the right colour. so i dun dare to face them.. hehe.. tried to slp on the couch in the library but difficult la. woke up at 6.30 to get dinner from paccan. i like the way the cse char pple work. like my dad, fast movement. but dunno y i so slow one. i can nv work in tt kinda environment. i'll onli be scolded for getting in the way.
after worship prac esther decided to go back to pasir ris. so she drove me paul jon n dropped shirley at her place. we had supper at old airport road.. =D~~ u noe the last time i went there was like 6 yrs ago when i was in Feetwashers...? haha. ate wanton mee.. standard dropped. maybe itz becuz the boss thinks too highly of himself becuz he's getting media attention. =x haha..
esther dropped me home.. oh i got my present from her, from a lot of pple, i dun realli noe also.. she listed terry n kelvin n tt's all i rem. it's a pair of SEINNHEISER earphones!! cool!!
the next morning.. =X i went back to my room to 'rest' a while after esther called me.. heng my dad woke up. i heard him come out of his room so i woke up.. v reluctant to wake up cuz i didn't have enuf sleep. decided tt my green blouse was too creased so i ironed my clothes. end up a bit late.. oops... gave the present to my parents b4 i left the house.
hehehe today alot of us were in green.. had camp comm meeting at harbourfront foodcourt. was a noisy place. not a condusive environment for meeting. my sis came back but i couldn't pick her up with my parents. then my dad v funny, smsed me "We r sleeping" - cuz i smsed him tt i'll call him after the meeting la. took mrt home.. took a nap.. when i woke up my eye was v irritated. looks as if an outer layer is going to peel off sia. disgusting. had dinner at punggol. chili crab, black pepper crab, sambal kangkong, cereal prawn.. (=P~~~) the black pepper crab was the best! total cost around $90+. then my parents complain expensive. haha.
supposed to go out n meet a seller of a 128MB SD card.. but postponed, cuz i was unwilling to travel to hougang to find him.
anyways. I'M IN!!! declared shaun la. the Singles' Club.. hmm wanted to type in crap but decided not to.
i wanna go golden mile again with my sis to buy cds. cheap n looks like imitation. =x n i wanna buy thai stuff too. but i wun buy the dress i saw when i went with eileen the last time... not willing to fork out money for clothes =x
on the bus to ecp i was rather upset... kept thinking things like 'if onli my project is like jiayi n jinwen's...' 'if onli we're doing the project in blk M' 'if onli i dun have tt guy as my partner' but thing is i shld nv question y things turn out the way they r.. things tt i cannot choose, is up to God. i can't blame God too. so, i realli dunno how, i onli noe how to complain to hx abt my situation.. i guess i can blame myself for lacking in discipline too. i almost teared. then an old man sat beside me.. i felt super scared whenever he puts his hand on his lap.. like anytime his hand can move towards mine.. *argh!!* sorry guys tt i think so weird.. but i realli have phobia of old men. so i wanted to sit beside wendy but tt seat was wet. in the end i sat between michael n david.
tt michael realli dua kang king man... he brought a deflated volleyball n said he nv bring pump for it. he also said he nv bring poker cards. in the end got bring lor.. now i dunno can believe anything he said.
anyway i was the 'Butter-girl' for the bbq.. in charge of applying butter on all the food. well, crab stick tastes superb with lots of butter. haha.. but the smoke kept getting into my eyes until it was super painful. i didn't feel the effect until now... my left eye is red now man. time passed v fast n when i got tired of buttering food it was probably past midnight already. i bent down most of the time.. now backache liao sia.
went to bathe (juz wash hair onli actually) with pearlyn.. she v cute.. lent her my super baggy top to change. came back n went to 7-Eleven with gab to get drinks.. she tried this weird brand of beer.. it tastes bland man. i like carlsberg better. then wendy wanted to buy too so i went with her n shaun. they bought long island tea. i nv tried tt b4 so i asked shaun to let me try. heng i nv buy... if i drink the whole thing i sure get high one..
played dai dee for a while (kept getting the best card but sometimes i nv win) then went to mac with john n david. waste of food man, we realli bought more than needed. v easy to get sian of bbq food.. dunno how we passed time.. but around 5am like tt i think, we started the fire again in our pit to cook food again. tried to cook as much food as we can.. v waste food lor =( imagine those pple in poor countries... haiz.
slept for a while in nic's 4-men tent. when i woke up it was time to go. 9am they return their bikes n we divided the leftovers, c who bring wad home. i volunteered to bring home the watermelon. david helped me carry it.. went home n did quiet time n then slp for a while before going out. v last min (sorry sorry) but i bought the presents for the June babies in my church then. i was already late for my cell grp's sports day.. was reluctant also la.. dun like sports competitions.
reached church then realised i wasn't wearing the right colour. so i dun dare to face them.. hehe.. tried to slp on the couch in the library but difficult la. woke up at 6.30 to get dinner from paccan. i like the way the cse char pple work. like my dad, fast movement. but dunno y i so slow one. i can nv work in tt kinda environment. i'll onli be scolded for getting in the way.
after worship prac esther decided to go back to pasir ris. so she drove me paul jon n dropped shirley at her place. we had supper at old airport road.. =D~~ u noe the last time i went there was like 6 yrs ago when i was in Feetwashers...? haha. ate wanton mee.. standard dropped. maybe itz becuz the boss thinks too highly of himself becuz he's getting media attention. =x haha..
esther dropped me home.. oh i got my present from her, from a lot of pple, i dun realli noe also.. she listed terry n kelvin n tt's all i rem. it's a pair of SEINNHEISER earphones!! cool!!
the next morning.. =X i went back to my room to 'rest' a while after esther called me.. heng my dad woke up. i heard him come out of his room so i woke up.. v reluctant to wake up cuz i didn't have enuf sleep. decided tt my green blouse was too creased so i ironed my clothes. end up a bit late.. oops... gave the present to my parents b4 i left the house.
hehehe today alot of us were in green.. had camp comm meeting at harbourfront foodcourt. was a noisy place. not a condusive environment for meeting. my sis came back but i couldn't pick her up with my parents. then my dad v funny, smsed me "We r sleeping" - cuz i smsed him tt i'll call him after the meeting la. took mrt home.. took a nap.. when i woke up my eye was v irritated. looks as if an outer layer is going to peel off sia. disgusting. had dinner at punggol. chili crab, black pepper crab, sambal kangkong, cereal prawn.. (=P~~~) the black pepper crab was the best! total cost around $90+. then my parents complain expensive. haha.
supposed to go out n meet a seller of a 128MB SD card.. but postponed, cuz i was unwilling to travel to hougang to find him.
anyways. I'M IN!!! declared shaun la. the Singles' Club.. hmm wanted to type in crap but decided not to.
i wanna go golden mile again with my sis to buy cds. cheap n looks like imitation. =x n i wanna buy thai stuff too. but i wun buy the dress i saw when i went with eileen the last time... not willing to fork out money for clothes =x
Friday, June 17, 2005
baby G watch
baby G watch
Originally uploaded by djgemz.
a birthday present from hx, swee yi, yongcheng, olc, yanqiao, peilin, dexter n his brother
preparing to cut cake
preparing to cut cake
Originally uploaded by djgemz.
juz turned midnite! hx on the phone with dexter..
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