:: Friendship Day ::

i lost a friend a few years ago.. i wonder if it was something i did.

was reading her friend's (i heard they were in a clique) blog, then i thought of her, and tried to search for her blog to read... feel like we're total strangers now.

and to think that we were close buddies back in sec sch... sharing dirty jokes (oops!) and suicidal woes and stuff.. and few years back, i asked her abt her relationship with her then-gf, i suppose i was too crude about it, well since we were so open before... she was uncomfortable to talk abt it with me.

i'm trying to recall whether it was because i broke her trust by telling our class abt it (did i do that?) and another even long ago incident...

if what i did caused (or partly caused) her to become what she is today, ...i am such a bitch.

Wonder if we can become friends again? Happy Friendship Day tmr...

there's another thing about her friend's blog and Vday which i'm wondering to blog or not.. because I would have to be very open about it. Hmm...