:: my financial situation n gen 12 commissioning ::

ok guys let me share with u abt my financial situation...

i'm currently broke.. i dun ask my parents for extra money except on special occasions... i usually get har sib dollars per week.. but this week, wad i need to spend on... :

taxi fare to church on sunday - $14.30
monday's expenses on food (thank God for caleb for treating me to prata) - $2.80
my kelas bahasa fees (i'm taking the 9th lesson this level already yet i still haven't paid!) - $20
alkitab (indonesian language bible - IF possible) - $12
prayer workshop on saturday - $4
cell grp fund (for 4 months) - $8
islander card (the application fee is increasing with effect from 1st Jun so better get the card b4 then) - $15
owe kwek money for belly's present - $8

total - $84 - - - well past my weekly allowance

let me share abt wad else i need to spend on after this week :

monthly sponsorship fee for my son Nelson - $30
coming mission trip to tanjung balai excluding subsidy - $50
running shoes - ~$120
gift for parents - ~$90

total - $290 - - - will take me ~2 months to save up to this amount, provided i dun eat, which is IMPOSSIBLE
n of cuz if including meals for a glutton like me... i'll need God's providence n miracles to survive..

thanks guys for reading all these... note tt the above message means DON'T TEMPT ME BY SUGGESTING FINE EATING PLACES/ACTIVITIES. i'm gonna stay home for meals whenever possible already la.

anyway today.. went to Foochow Methodist Church for Spiritual Multipliers (SM) training. n commissioning for the pple going on mission trips this week. had 3 X teh/teh tarik today... (4, if including the ice lemon tea i sipped from shirley's cup). the worship session was good, i kinda prayed tt it wld last forever hahaha... starting to wonder, if onli i can learn bass guitar... sounds fun.. n the coolest thing today is tt i met esther cheong......in the middle of Little India!! of all places lor!! haha... cuz she's going for the commissioning too.. then she kinda lost her way haha..

the message brought by Holly Sheldon was good too... makes "going out" an exciting thing! blessed the mission trippers with prayers.. anyway i was sharing with gloria abt the SM training.. i was rather angry (when i say angry usually itz an emotion in my heart tt i dun realli express) actually.. cuz today is my only holiday n yet the SM training had to take up half the day... but it was good in a way it dug out a problem tt i have.. if i dun expose this problem n pray abt it, it wld probably grow within me like a parasite. ok, wad else? hmm i missed bowling with the ogls today... simply no time.. besides if gab not going cuz she's doing her studio project, it wld be unfair to her if i go. n abt my meeting with shirley today.. hmm, gotta say sorry cuz i was stoning half the time.. dunno y so tired...

hmm yday was yau's bday if i nv rem wrongly.. i had the insane idea of calling him to c if his voice is realli the same voice as "Calvin" 's! haha... in the end i nv la.. dunno y i always plan to do some things but forget to do in the end de....