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Thursday, June 02, 2005

:: tired ::

hmm.. feeling better today..after a lecture from a lecturer i felt super bad abt my work, my attitude all tt.. been coming late EVERY SINGLE DAY so i wan to do something abt it.. (i say tt every wk but haiz) wad happened was, the previous nite i went to bed earlier than usual but couldn't slp cuz i v scared i will oversleep again.. i juz lie on the bed n keep thinking "shit i muz wake up early"... in the end i 5.30am still couldn't slp.. maybe i shld have got out of bed then.. cuz i onli managed to slp around close to 6am... n duh i cannot wake up in time la.

then last nite i nv slp at all, partly cuz i needed to finish up the mentor publicity presentation by today... been taking my own sweet time when i cld have finished earlier n then relax.. partly becuz i noe if i slp, i SURE oversleep. i realli v stress when i think i muz reach sch on time!! i managed to reach sch at 9.04am like tt.. signed in my attendance n the stupid system says i'm late. !@#$%^!!! i put a "?" in the reason for being late. i even thot of signing in n out n putting "TESTING 1 2 3" in the space for Type Your Reason For Being Late. rite. crap.

but it feels good tt i'm not late.. hmm.. but juz tt whole day v stone lor.. went home to slp for 2 hrs like tt then went out for kelas bahasa.. felt a little recharged.. not bad... when i'm in this kinda condition i can c things in bigger perspective.. today i actually intended to ignore my project partner.. but since he tok nicely to me then i reply nicely also lor.. =x haha.. prayed tt i can kan kai yi dian...

dunno can i slp tonite or not.. =(

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

hi! i think a good way to fall asleep would be to meditate on any bible verse, it helps me to focus on God and keeps me in his peace. :)